Zeke-01 In reply to ??? [2014-09-17 17:12:10 +0000 UTC]

I get bummed out that I don't have anyone to practice with, and by how little I'm learning, and since I don't have anyone to practice on, I forget what I've learned.    >_>

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 17:20:32 +0000 UTC]

That sucks.. ;-;

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 17:21:54 +0000 UTC]

Awww yeah, but where I live, there's not really anyone interested in that sort of thing...   In fact, I'm thought of as a weirdo for being into that sort of thing.       people call me nerd and whatnot, but in a hateful way...   -_-;     I think it's cool, though.

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 17:23:48 +0000 UTC]

Same here since I am in a new place I never been to. I kinda start to feel like a total outsider but as I meet the people, I start to feel like at home (A little..)

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 17:29:42 +0000 UTC]

Heheh, indeed~!     I think I'll always feel at least a little strange and whatnot, but I think that's just because I'm an introvert.   I always feel sorta out of place around others.    This can be a really good community for sharing your art and for making friends, though.    ^~^    I bet after a while, you'll fit right in!   :3    By the way, if you're interested, I'll likely post hundreds of pictures from my trip to Japan.   xD

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 17:32:41 +0000 UTC]

That would be really amazing if you did that! I would love to see pictures of Japan!

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 17:42:55 +0000 UTC]

Heheh, Me too!   >x3   I always take too many pictures.   

I have tons of lessons...   I mean...    hundreds of 10 minute video lessons I'd be willing to share... but nobody I know is interested in anything like that...    -_-;   Guh...

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 17:54:11 +0000 UTC]

Maybe I could watch it :3

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 18:04:10 +0000 UTC]

Well, they're audio lessons from a site called japanesepod101.com.   ^~^

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 18:14:49 +0000 UTC]

I'll be sure to check that out!

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 18:18:32 +0000 UTC]

But I had to pay for them.   xD     It'd be nice to have folks to practice with, in my free time, kinda like having friends to play online games with.    xD

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 18:19:28 +0000 UTC]

XD lol yeah. I feel the same way sometimes. I feel ya bro

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 18:22:15 +0000 UTC]

But I'm terrible at meeting and talking to people, and I'm no the kinda person who can make friends.  

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 18:26:08 +0000 UTC]

Well... Call me your friend for now on! 

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 18:28:12 +0000 UTC]

But, people normally think I'm creepy and weird and stuff.    -_-     I play guitar and look like those people you'd see in a band.    All of the christian folk around here, like to treat me like I'm less than human.   

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 19:15:29 +0000 UTC]

Well that's not really cool that the Christian people see you as that. That's bad..

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 22:09:49 +0000 UTC]

Meh, they have the right to view me as they see fit.   I'm either seen as a monster, or a demon, for my love of rock, my dark clothes, pale complexion, my long hair, my intense eyes, and antisocial attitude.    I'm also often compared to a "real" vampire.    "I guess by "real vampire", they simply mean one that doesn't sparkle.... more old fashioned, a being of darkness and mystery.

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 22:17:19 +0000 UTC]

Wow... I really don't know what to say to that.

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 22:19:07 +0000 UTC]

It's alright, I'm used to it.   ^~^         I guess the main reason I don't talk to people isn't really that I'm antisocial... but moreso that I'm "weird", a "freak", and someone that people openly avoid.  

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 22:23:12 +0000 UTC]

I would like to say that you should at least walk around to meet people (wait I just did..) But I don't if that could help :3

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 22:46:59 +0000 UTC]

I do often walk up to other people, but it's always awkward, and they seem to want to get away from me.   ^^

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 23:07:27 +0000 UTC]

I know that feeling, I tried to do the same but sometimes they would make an excuse to leave me or I would be in the group and not talk at all

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-17 23:12:00 +0000 UTC]

Yeeeaaah.    I'm not good with people.   They generally are always suddenly "Busy" when I come around to talk or something.

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-17 23:14:53 +0000 UTC]

I have friends that don't mind my presence at all but I would still be quite no matter what

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-18 00:00:04 +0000 UTC]

Oh really?     there are some people I talk to at work, but even then, when I'm not talking with them, they keep to themselves when I'm around..  

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-18 00:02:37 +0000 UTC]

//sigh dem feels

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-18 00:08:35 +0000 UTC]

I guess that's why I feel more at ease around animals.   They're less judgmental, and treat me with the sort of respect that I treat them with.    I especially like cats~     

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-18 00:21:22 +0000 UTC]

Yeah cats are pretty chill.. I agree on you with that

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-18 02:18:34 +0000 UTC]

What sort of animals do you like?

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-18 02:23:56 +0000 UTC]

Any type basically.. But if I could chose one.. Maybe a fish because they won't talk back to you as an attitude :3

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-18 02:29:33 +0000 UTC]

Buahahha~    Very true!    Cats can have quite an attitude, pawing at your face to shut you up, smacking you in the face with their tail, if they're annoyed with you...  using your good jeans as a scratching post...     -_-     lil dorks.

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-18 02:34:14 +0000 UTC]

Like I said, that's why I chose a fish. They just swim around and go blub.. Untilacateatsthem...

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-18 02:37:19 +0000 UTC]

xD     I swim around and go blub, too...    Maybe that's just me, though.

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-18 02:39:32 +0000 UTC]

Blub blub blub mofo...

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-18 05:43:47 +0000 UTC]

Erry Dayyie~     Then again, I don't swim very often, and can't swim that well.        Heheh~

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-18 05:45:04 +0000 UTC]

That doesn't mean we can stop saying blub...

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-18 05:57:31 +0000 UTC]

Oh, so true~     blub~        I gots nofin to do, so I'mma boat to go to bed.

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-18 06:00:38 +0000 UTC]

Lol XD night

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-18 18:24:59 +0000 UTC]

I thought I was going to sleep... but I couldn't...    I ended up staying up...     And now ...    12 and a half hours later, I finally retire to my domain for rest.      >x3        I've been up since yesterday morning, really early...    >___<      Bluh~

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-18 19:13:04 +0000 UTC]

Wow that's really long... I bet you are still tired

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-19 05:25:28 +0000 UTC]

I just woke up.      And yup, I'm still tired.

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-19 11:30:07 +0000 UTC]

It's that wake up feeling bro

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-19 11:40:24 +0000 UTC]

I always feel sick when I wake up, actually~

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-19 12:16:49 +0000 UTC]

Are you okay?

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-19 12:27:09 +0000 UTC]

It's probably just depression.  

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-19 13:13:36 +0000 UTC]

You okay?

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-19 13:34:55 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I'll be fine.   I'm sorry.

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-19 13:36:44 +0000 UTC]

Don't need to apologize, I was just asking

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Zeke-01 In reply to datnerdtho [2014-09-19 15:45:59 +0000 UTC]

Aaah, well I don't like to worry people.        It makes me feel bad.     

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datnerdtho In reply to Zeke-01 [2014-09-19 16:01:07 +0000 UTC]

I understand

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