fly0away0 In reply to ??? [2012-04-05 18:28:23 +0000 UTC]

and

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Robtcee13 In reply to fly0away0 [2012-04-05 21:04:04 +0000 UTC]

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fly0away0 In reply to Robtcee13 [2012-06-04 02:44:26 +0000 UTC]

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Robtcee13 In reply to fly0away0 [2012-06-04 03:00:01 +0000 UTC]

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majorkerina In reply to ??? [2010-06-01 04:20:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so very much for the honor of your ^^V.

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Robtcee13 In reply to majorkerina [2010-06-01 04:30:30 +0000 UTC]

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majorkerina In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-06-02 03:18:06 +0000 UTC]

^_^V

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Princess-Kay In reply to ??? [2010-05-01 01:59:16 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the faves! Hope you enjoy the stories. *Goes back to writing a new one*

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Robtcee13 In reply to Princess-Kay [2010-05-01 04:34:41 +0000 UTC]

I do. Compared to all the other writers I was looking at today, your work shined like a perfectly cut gem. I can tell it was at least written because it's something you enjoy.

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Princess-Kay In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-05-01 05:39:57 +0000 UTC]

Thank you. And thank you for the watch as well!

I like writing, a lot... And I love knowing that my stuff is being, read, too - gives me the drive to keep working at it.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Princess-Kay [2010-05-01 06:27:12 +0000 UTC]

Definitely keep working at it. You've got pretty good stuff.

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Princess-Kay In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-05-03 03:44:29 +0000 UTC]

Thanks.

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Robtcee13 In reply to ForbiddenLoveForever [2010-04-05 20:39:19 +0000 UTC]

Hai.

Don't look at my stuff while I'm around okay. It's too embarrassing. =/

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ForbiddenLoveForever In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-04-05 20:40:28 +0000 UTC]

okie ^w^

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Robtcee13 In reply to ForbiddenLoveForever [2010-04-05 21:17:52 +0000 UTC]

But if you really really like something then let me know.

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ForbiddenLoveForever In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-04-07 14:08:45 +0000 UTC]

^w^

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Robtcee13 In reply to ForbiddenLoveForever [2010-04-07 20:38:05 +0000 UTC]

^w^

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Wh3atthins In reply to ??? [2010-03-25 22:40:44 +0000 UTC]

For your information: =\
Communicating with you in any way, shape, or form is very very very bad. VERY BAD. Well... If I communicate from this account it is.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-26 00:33:59 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I figured it out around a half hour after I got your last note. It came to me while I was searching for video games; How you knew so many details about things...

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-26 00:55:37 +0000 UTC]

I wanted to make sure you were okay.
You were right to leave. Just look at me! I'm just a stupid child.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-26 02:39:41 +0000 UTC]

I don't hate you. It just hurts. If... what hurts isn't there anymore, if you really need me, I will be around.

Considering that's pretty much the entire reason for my attitude change, I mean...

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-26 03:30:48 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry.

It's Dakota's job to keep me from contacting you from now on. I can't trust myself to stay away... obviously. So here's all I want to say: Come back, not now. Not even soon, but come back when you can. When it's not too painful.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-26 04:23:13 +0000 UTC]

And if you need me, I'll be here.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-26 05:21:18 +0000 UTC]

You know I'm here....practically being a stalker online just to make sure you're okay. Well...if you need me...you know how to reach me.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-26 21:58:51 +0000 UTC]

I'm not okay. I'm still alone, that's never going to change, and I can't even find a single person to share an interest with. After today, I feel like it'd be really stupid of me to even begin to trust somebody still attending high school. I can't, because they'll lie, they'll be indecisive, they'll put me in situations I really don't want to be in, without a thought.

I'm not okay, I don't feel like things will actually get better, and I know it'd just be worse if we still talked like we did. I'd take it out on you, and you'd hate me for a couple hours, before coming back... Instead of what I used to be, where I'd cry, and talk about it, and you'd take care of me, because you loved me.

Every day I'm either living in the past or trying to recreate it. It's still on my mind... Today I met somebody, and she reminded me so much of you... Green eyes, loved music, indecisive, her parents aren't really there for her (apparently)... It was... In that instant when I saw all those similarities, I... emotionally reacted as I did when I first met you.

And when she made the decision to spend time with the other guy there, I tried to be there too... Until I got sick of it, and walked away.

You wanted to know how I am? I'm stuck in the same place I have been all this time.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-27 07:19:27 +0000 UTC]

You think i wouldn't take care of you now. That's foolish of you. However I can see you don't want me around so I'm kindly removing myself from the situation.
Goodbye.
Also....since Colin is here, it kind of wasn't a good idea for you to send it since he saw it.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-27 17:40:02 +0000 UTC]

You wouldn't take care of me quite the same way. The way I wanted you to.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-27 18:53:53 +0000 UTC]

I'd do the best I could. I understand that that isn't enough.
Look, I can let you go now. I don't know why, but something's changed in me, and if you really want, I'm prepared to let you go completely.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-27 20:33:28 +0000 UTC]

I refuse to believe that you don't know what I mean... All my memories, all my wants, they don't involve our friendship. They involve that one week. That's why I couldn't forget, that's why I couldn't just pretend nothing happened, and that's why I was suddenly a horrible person. I know what I want, but I'm probably not getting it.

At the same time, I... don't want to lose you. The situation still sucks.

When I talk to you, I only remember the time when I was the happiest I've ever been, and miss it. When I'm not talking to you, those memories feel just as bitter as they are happy. Those both pretty much suck equally. I feel like it'll never happen again, and...

I'm still stuck, as I said.

Please don't make a decision for me. I need to be alone for awhile.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-27 21:04:57 +0000 UTC]

Since that's the only thing I can do for you, then by all means, take as much time alone as you want.

And yes I do know what you mean. Which is why I said that what I can give you currently isn't enough and I understand that.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-27 21:36:18 +0000 UTC]

It's not that you can't, it's that you won't. Not to say you're bad, or selfish.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-29 03:30:40 +0000 UTC]

That was cruel of me and I apologize.
It seems that I can't be friends with boys at all. There's this whole situation, then Dakota being manipulative and causing me all sorts of trouble (now I can't talk to HIM), and my parents don't like Colin now because he was being "too friendly" and the fact that he slept in my bed.
It's not just you you see.I can't get along with ANY boy....

Well, here's your time away, I'm handing it to you in 3....2....1....

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-29 04:32:09 +0000 UTC]

I told Kota to go to hell, because he told me that he made you feel selfish and bad. You shouldn't feel like a bad person because of me, or because of anybody. Don't ever feel like a bad person, okay? You aren't. I hate it so much when you do feel like a bad person.

I meant you won't, as in... You can, but it's not exactly a reasonable request. It's not something I would expect.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-30 21:57:07 +0000 UTC]

I understand. I'm not speaking with Kota either.
I don't feel like a bad person. All HE did was act as though I was purposely hurting you right now. And then he said he was going to manipulate you. And then I told him I was going to leave you alone, and he acted as though it was his idea and said he had manipulated me into it. We aren't speaking because I don't like arrogant, conceited assholes.

And so, I shall leave you alone. Besides, my computer has some sort of virus so it's not as though I can contact you after today anyways since I will be attempting to fix it.

Look out for the month of May however.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-30 23:26:38 +0000 UTC]

You're gonna remember my birthday?

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-30 23:58:56 +0000 UTC]

May 11th right?
Of course I'll remember it.
Just because you're not around doesn't mean I'll forget important things about you. Dummy.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-31 03:19:44 +0000 UTC]

I mean, you're gonna surprise me about it?

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-04-02 21:49:57 +0000 UTC]

of course I am. How could I celebrate it any other way?

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-04-02 21:57:54 +0000 UTC]

Now it's not a surprise though.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-04-02 22:00:22 +0000 UTC]

True. But you generally don't like surprises anyways.

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-04-02 22:03:09 +0000 UTC]

I can appreciate them.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-04-02 22:07:40 +0000 UTC]

Good. so....sushi or chinese?

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-04-02 22:34:44 +0000 UTC]

Surprise me.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-04-02 22:37:28 +0000 UTC]

Okies.
Say....how come you're talking to me?

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-04-02 22:47:40 +0000 UTC]

I don't know.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-04-02 22:51:03 +0000 UTC]

Me neither.

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Wh3atthins In reply to Robtcee13 [2010-03-28 03:38:32 +0000 UTC]

I neither will nor can.

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Wh3atthins In reply to ??? [2010-03-21 00:59:21 +0000 UTC]

I like your writing style. Working on anything New?

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Robtcee13 In reply to Wh3atthins [2010-03-21 01:15:18 +0000 UTC]

I haven't been lately, no. Concerned about college, acting, trying to get into a work study program, stuff like that. I might be writing a musical with some help and might be posting it here. Otherwise, it'll have to wait until I have a decent stretch of free time.

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