program [2003-10-01 04:19:45 +0000 UTC]

i hurt myself to hurt me.....not you.

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program [2003-09-30 04:13:23 +0000 UTC]

for my journal do not bother going to the link...it was suppose to be over dosing.

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program [2003-09-29 12:14:45 +0000 UTC]

fucin maria!!!!you can stop telling everybody that we're brother and sister!!!!!you are the sad example of someone who takes something too literal.so please stay away from me you scary bitch.

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sakuracross [2003-09-22 18:03:15 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the fave!!

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AngelicHell [2003-09-22 00:09:04 +0000 UTC]

Get online Erik

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AngelicHell [2003-09-20 04:21:26 +0000 UTC]

I will feel better soon I hope.

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klassic [2003-09-18 00:54:18 +0000 UTC]

ty for the fav

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imurproblemnow [2003-09-17 21:06:24 +0000 UTC]

You're a very good writer. I just thought you wanted to know.

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nebu [2003-09-17 14:06:39 +0000 UTC]

Thanks for the +fave

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program [2003-09-17 00:59:47 +0000 UTC]

I HATE SO MUCH RIGHT NOW!!!GOD-FUCKING-DAMMNIT!!!DIE!DIE!DIE! ALL OF YOU FUCKING DIE!!!i'm not happy right now.....

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program [2003-09-15 11:51:40 +0000 UTC]

last night around 10:00 p.m. i made someone remember what painand fear are....it's what controls most of you....so we'll call what i did.....advice.


(she doesn't know.....she can't know.....i'm here....alive............DEAD......)

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program [2003-09-14 23:27:18 +0000 UTC]

i cut my hand today.why?i wanted to see what would happen if i focused on the pain and thought about someone.the result of the experiment was pleasing.aside from some shit i didn't want to see(day-dream of sorts),i was able to descend deeper into this depression.it hurt,but i didn't cry.no matter how much emot....fuck.the hate has risen.i think during my experiment has killed of a few more emotions.i think i only have three left.....am i going to die soon?i don't mind if the answer is yes,just i need more answers....doesn't it realize that?can i still kill it?tomorrow might be my last day.....shit,i've got to answer these quetions..somehow...someway....

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program [2003-09-14 06:52:40 +0000 UTC]

i think.....i'm dying....the result will be kewl and yet it will suck....i can't sleep....i killed him....but he resurfaces....fuck everything...fuck everyone.....fuck you!!!!.....fucking discombobulated life.

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AngelicHell [2003-09-14 03:12:04 +0000 UTC]

I hope you are no longer dead now. Being dead is boring and you can't have any fun.

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program [2003-09-13 17:16:40 +0000 UTC]

i flushed out all my thoughts today.now i move in a strait line.no more back tracking,no more stops,no more,....GODDAMN NOTHING!!!!!but i am happy questions have been answered in life....but the knew ones have just surfaced.why am i here?who am i?what do i want?whta do i want to kill?how many emotions are left inside of me?how much more must i suffer?when do i kill myself?and how?

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program [2003-09-12 11:45:34 +0000 UTC]

something died in me today....i can't say what,nor will i say what....but now there's something strange about me....i have the strange need to put gun to my head and pull the trigger.pull the trigger and feel the hot copper pierce my skin and paint the walls in my glorius knowledge...what does this mean.....am i suicidal.....or just really fucked up in the head?i don't know,nor do i want to know...i actually don't want answers to anything...anymore...but then again,it would probably help my shitty life out a bit more......fuck..................i'm not happy....

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deeprosette [2003-09-12 03:44:00 +0000 UTC]

hey eric

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