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# Comments
Comments: 197
unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-08-07 11:42:10 +0000 UTC]
^_^ love can be confusing cause right now I'm really confuse but I did got little thinking this week and. I really want to be with Andrew I really more in love with Andrew I know he hurt me but I was upset I shouldn't open my mouth to what I said. I just want to work things out with him and me I can't get things off my head that we used to do together in the passed. I really love him I been dating him three years now probably more then month. And I really love too Maria I just been really busy lately and I'm trying to talk to you once awhile I'm really trying my best to stay together as well. I been dreaming about you today in the morning and I was afraid of losing you Maria I really was I love you *I lean over and kiss you on the lips* Please don't leave me my...my love please I love you I really love you *I kiss you again while my tears fall over my face*
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-08-09 23:54:39 +0000 UTC]
*hugs you tight* its ok if you love Andrew marie really i'm ok with it. well just as long as he doenst hurt you again
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-08-11 05:46:50 +0000 UTC]
He hurt me again he being a little Jark to me he nevers wants to talk to me like he used to. And I try to get things working out with him but he just not the Andrew I know anymore after he went out with Kalay and with the mess I'm in. I just feel like he doesn't love me anymore I feel so used I did every thing to him and I get a huge burn in the back and the heart. I just don't want to play games I'm oh ready playing game with this mess and I'm probably making you you know making you about this. And not just making you
but making you
I'm sorry Maria I just though things could work out but I guess not. Sigh
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-08-13 06:30:15 +0000 UTC]
dont worry marie its just that since so much is going on in you're life i just though you needed time to get things, like you're feelings, worked out.
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-08-13 17:02:40 +0000 UTC]
Thank you Maria and I love you please don't think I don't love you cause I do love you I'm been busy I trying my best to talk to you more. Please don't break up with me Maria I love you I really do love you *kiss you on the lips while tears are falling down* I just been tired with the stress I'm having all summer long by the way I'm glad Summer School is over ^_^ I hope you have fun there and how was your weeks that I miss talking too you. I'm so sorry Maria *I kiss your lips again*
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-08-15 23:07:58 +0000 UTC]
dont worry marie i know how you feel. i know you must be overwhelmed with things in you're life but dont worry ok =] well my weekday's have been ok i guess nothing new except being bored lol
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-08-19 13:04:33 +0000 UTC]
I wish I was there to make you unbored I would love to spend time with you more I wanted to take you out on the date. So you won't be bored I would for real Maria I really would I love *I hugged you and kissed you* I really want to take you on our date and be romanic too you. I would Maria I'm being truthful here with you *I kissed you again and hugged you*
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-08-22 04:14:42 +0000 UTC]
*hugs you back* dont worry marie i'll be ok
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-08-24 05:42:19 +0000 UTC]
I hope so cause I don't want you to be bored and I don't want you to be hurt my love I love you that much even I was little busy to talk too you. I still try my best cause I really don't want to lose you I love and I really care about you. I wish I was there to even show it to you that I mean it and not by words but in action. I was told that action speak louder then words and it's true but I don't want to use words I want to really show you that I mean it Maria that's how much I really love you and care for you not in the friends but real lovers. I really deeply in love with you Maria *I kiss you on the lips* I dream you holding me in my sleep and even with my lover Andrew both of you holding me in my sleep and I hugged you and Andrew both. I'm tell you the truth Maria kiss
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-08-29 05:32:54 +0000 UTC]
i'm happy to hear what you feel for me Marie but i want you to know that since i'm not their you should make the best of what you have over their, i'm sure you're happy so don't let you're happyness pass you by *hugs you*
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-08-30 05:51:56 +0000 UTC]
Don't worry I won't let anything pass me by I just want you to know that how I feel Maria. Cause I wasn't kidding with what I said I mean every word to it I love you and Andrew I will go to your Email and write an song to you some will be mine song and some I just copy from other sangers. I know your going to say you don't really have to but I'm going to to show that I mean it that I really love you. I even going to do that to Andrew as well I just hope you both like it ^_^ I love you Maria *I hugged you back ^_^.
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-08-31 21:39:08 +0000 UTC]
i'm happy to hear that you're going to work on a song for me Marie but i think it would be best if concentrated on other things to like you're bf
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-09-01 13:03:58 +0000 UTC]
I don't think Andrew will he hurt me he lie to me and I feel really hurt by him. I told Andrew that I left Shawn to be with him but he lie to me and he broke my heart. I lost you too so right now I'm broken I lost my heart and sprit and hope so I'm really torn in too. I cryed yesterday and day before so I'm really try to get some stuff together. But some of the rest is broken so I don't know what to do I feel dump right now. I will let you go Maria ^_^
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-09-01 15:55:25 +0000 UTC]
i'm sorry to hear that Marie but i want you to know that i still want to be you're friend, i really do =]
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-09-04 22:15:26 +0000 UTC]
I really want to be your friend too Maria so it's going to be okay ^_^
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-09-04 22:36:17 +0000 UTC]
i'm glad to hear that cause thats what i want to be you're friend =]
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-09-08 12:36:50 +0000 UTC]
Don't worry I'am your friend and I'm sorry it took to long to replay I was spending time with Andrew. We got things working out I'm back with Andrew now but I'm going to have to talk with Shawn again. And I'm glad we are friends and I feel happy I hope you take care Maria and I'm sorry for the trouble I did. ^_^
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-09-09 06:10:52 +0000 UTC]
oh don't worry you we're never any trouble i love talking to you and i'm happy to hear that you've been working things out with Andrew =]
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-09-11 03:27:12 +0000 UTC]
Yeah me too now I just have to get my friends to understand that I'm not going to dumb Andrew just because he mess up just 4 times. And made me cry I ready got into a fight with my friend and I understand that she as the same problem with with her lover. The same way I had with Andrew but I told her he's not going to hurt me again. And he say he's sorry I forgiven him and I wanted just get it over it and move on. But my friend is making it harder for me I'm not going to lose the one I love again I hope she just get it through her head but she never understands me like I thought she would. I just don't want to lose friends and the one I love again I feel hurt what my friend is saying. I'm trying really hard on my schooling and trying to move on but nobody is helping me exapet you your helping me little bit with the problems I'm having. I wish I have more understanding friends then the friends I got in school. I really don't like hanging round with my friends that much when my friends gossive with others they don't know anything what's going on with me and Andrew. I hate my school that much sigh I will let you go Maria I hope your day went good and I hope your okay Your friend Marie ^_^
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-09-12 20:45:32 +0000 UTC]
well i think that you're good friends just want you to be carefful since Andrews messed up 4 times... and don't worry high school will be over before you know it =]
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-09-16 01:43:11 +0000 UTC]
I will try to be careful with Andrew and I'm little okay with school now almost every one is claming down a little but is geting there. Anyway sorry for taking so long to talk to you I was little busy pluse I have problems with this Deviant Art I already login and it still saying login more that's way I want to stay off it for a while. Before I lose my temper with this Deviant Art I'm really sorry Maria any way how are you doing?
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-09-18 04:39:29 +0000 UTC]
i'm good i'm starting a culture project at school and am trying to decided what else to do after i finish with my classes in cumminuty college... i could go to a university or go to a state school ugghhh i'll decided later =]
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-09-19 15:55:24 +0000 UTC]
*Smile* your funny when you say uggghhh he he he but I'm glad your deciding on it. I just wanted a job to work hard for the money I want to move on my own. Unless Andrew decided if he wants to live with me or not I also want to go USA and Canliformia too see you and my friend Rocky but is okay with you and Rocky I try taking Rocky but I can't get hold of her. But I'm going to keep trying.
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-09-21 06:18:09 +0000 UTC]
well whatever happens with you and andrew i hope it turns out good =] and with Rocky maybe she's just been busy or something
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-09-29 13:33:53 +0000 UTC]
Well I got hold with Rocky and she doing okay and how are you doing sorry for the wait. I was busy and I'm sick with the cold that I had and I how are you doing? I hope your okay Maria. And I'm really sorry Maria
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-09-30 05:39:19 +0000 UTC]
oh i'm ok i was worried about you and scared that you didnt want to talk to me any more... well i'm ok just still working on my culter project and you are you still sick *hugz* i hope you feel better
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-10-03 21:12:57 +0000 UTC]
No I'm feeling little better and I'm sorry for a wait again I been sore lately *hugz you back* I'm sorry for worrying you my thing is going to act up angin. And I still want to talk to you is that my Deviant Art is acting up it keeps loging me out and I keep loging in. And it's driving me crazy do you still have my Email?
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-10-08 01:18:08 +0000 UTC]
actually i dont give me it again and we'll talk like that; sorry it takes so long to answer you
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-10-11 02:02:15 +0000 UTC]
It's I should be sorry I was busy so Dihow are you doing today? I didn't mean to be late to talk to you is my stupid thing again. I'm really sorry Maria it well better if I'am MSN to talk to you that way I can get hold of you better then the Deviant Art. I'll be cheaking my Emails everyday then the Deviant Art. So I won't make you worry so much I'm truly sorry Maria ^_^
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-10-17 05:22:27 +0000 UTC]
well i'd love that let me give you my yahoo yurihentai19@yahoo.com
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-10-19 01:02:18 +0000 UTC]
Thank you and I think I ready give you my email it's still the same as always. And I just have to leave an message to my friends in Deviant Art that I won't be here as much. Cause of this problem I have in Deviant Art thing ^_^ So how was your weekend? And mine was sweet and fun I went to my friend's sleep over and her brithday party we have fun together ^_^. And on Thursday I go fired on the laundry at Capital Care Lynnwood on the Afternoon cause I had loaded of sugar and I got too hipper. So I got shit for it but I'm cool with it I won't be going to her class anymore I need more homework and I need more harder stuff than she give me. ^_^ But I hope your doing okay and thank you for email I will be writing you back every day ^_^
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-10-21 06:11:45 +0000 UTC]
well it sounds like you've been having an interesting time; sorry to hear you got fired and stuff; also the rest of the message i think didn't show cause it was long but anyway's my weekend is ok i guess; my speech went good i think i got a B but i won't know till the teacher tells us our grades =]
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2009-11-14 23:30:46 +0000 UTC]
Hey girl sorry about taking so long to talk to you and I glad your weekend is ok. I been having ups and downs again I been busy and I try to talk to you on my Emails but you must been busy. And I glad you did well on your speech I'm still waiting on my portcard to come up I hope I did well on it. And I'm really sorry for taking so long to replay you I was thinking about you but not in the sicked way I mean a friends way. I just been having some troubles with school and stuff so hows everything now?
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pollita18 In reply to unforgiven4 [2009-11-19 01:38:43 +0000 UTC]
well its ok you know not much new =] except the semester is almost over and i'm so happy im tired of taking test in geography =] oh and i've checked my e-mail and i haven't received anything... let me give you my yahoo again its yurihentai19@yahoo.com =]
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unforgiven4 In reply to pollita18 [2010-01-29 15:30:41 +0000 UTC]
Thank you I got your Email and I'm sorry Maria I was having problems with the relationship of my boyfriend and my friend from school. And I'm having problems with dealing the mess I'm in I need help soving it I feel like I'm really in the breakdown hard that's in the darkness. I can't cry anymore cause my tears are wash away and I'm not myself I'm someone else. I feel like a monster right now Your friend Marie
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