GraphiteNotes In reply to ??? [2016-12-28 00:37:49 +0000 UTC]

pff it's okay I'm slowerrr

holy crap you have it way worse, I hope you recover, buddy!
my only problems have been anxiety and my sister being more aggressive than usual (or maybe I'm overly emotional and PMS-ing, idk)

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Volancian In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-28 00:41:29 +0000 UTC]

We are both the slowest people ;-;

Ahh thank you! It was pretty crappy, I haven't been able to eat in 2 whole days!!!! The pain ;-;
Oh and of course I threw up all my Christmas dinner
It was just sad

Ayy it's okay... I mean I don't have normal anxiety (just really bad social anxiety hnggggg) but I guess I sorta understand that then? Just stay in your room and draw while listening to music! (that is what I do, IDK if it helps others but ayyy it works for me). Ahh that sounds terrible, what is wrong? Is she hurting you or just saying things? I WANNA HELP YOU AHHH

Wait I will take a photo of my dog for you later so he can cheer you up ;3

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-28 00:49:30 +0000 UTC]

ahah true

oh boy that isn't fun! try to eat small amounts of food if it's safe to do, I knoe it works for the stomach flu, and drink water
aw that sucks bro!

well, i don't have diagnosed anxiety, but i strongly suspect i have some degree of it. I'm anxious af about stuff, especially if it's social, but that's beside the point. thanks for the tip, I'm hanging out in the living room with my cats and sketches now!
oh no no no its okay! she's no hurting me or anything, just more prone to yelling at me or getting all whiny and frustrated when I screw up , if that makes any sense??

aw really?? I'll send cat photos in return for you!

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Volancian In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-28 00:57:31 +0000 UTC]

First off here is my widdwe baby ;-;
  he was on the couch and he wouldn't let me get a good photo of him ahh ;-;

I am drinking lots of water and sleeping heaps X3

Ahh I am diagnosed with both social anxiety and depression, go me ;3
Oh also I sent you an email with a video of my dog ;3
Hey if you need to talk about it with someone, I have a lot of experience in that department so I'm always here to help!
Oh cool! I wish I had cats, but alas, it's jus me and dog
Oh yeah that makes a lot of sense, I'm guessing shes your older sister?

uwu yay 

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-28 01:04:00 +0000 UTC]

oh my god your dog is a blessing

that's good! i hope you recover soon

that's gotta stink m8. I'm overwhelmed by emotions and have only guesses if I have mental illness :/

I'm going to watch the video in just a bit, i don't have my headphones rn.
that's very nice of you to offer, thanks. it's just been a difficult year in general for me, starting high-school and losing friends and stuff, but I don't want to bother you with those rants too much.
nah, she's younger by 3 and a half years actually! she's just much more assertive than me lmao

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Volancian In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-28 01:12:31 +0000 UTC]

He is so fluffy you have no idea. 
He also happens to be really fat too, which is just cute.
Also he acts like such an old man, it is actually the funniest thing.
But he is so docile, he's never even growled before, he is just a cinnamon roll ahhh ;-;

Me too, so then I can do stuff like watching netflix instead of watching netflix with a bucket X3

Lol my mum dragged me to a counsellor once and then I refused to go back but they were just like 'u are a sickly child' (they tried to put me on more meds... how dare they???)

Okay! I sound so weird sorry ;-;
The years in Aus and the states are different, Imma google it to see the equivalents, one moment please...
Ahh you're year 9! So am I! Ahh sorry the years are different but that is the aussie equivalent!
It's okay Graphy... I had to move schools mid-year because of some really bad stuff and I cut off all ties with everyone from my old school! In fact, I have no friends from he past, just a few people I know at my new school, but I don't know them that well at all, i have never even seen any of the outside of school, so I know what you mean!
Ayy man you can rant anytime to me ;3
OH WHOA!!! That makes our little sisters the same age just about... hahah what a coincidence X3
Wow I am so sorry that she is doing that though, with me it is more my parents so I have no idea how to help, because my little sis is like my only support (even if we do argue a lot)

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-28 01:47:35 +0000 UTC]

sorry i took so long, my cat wouldn't pose for a pic XD   

well that's an improvement at least lol

ah ok. idk how to respond, sorry bud.

pff nah, your voice actually sounds really nice!!
yep, 9th grade, what fun *jazz hands* That's ok, it's cool how it's different!!
aw, that's awful! I guess we both have it bad. rant incoming: this year then my two best friends for the past 5 or 6 years ended up becoming closer to eachother than before and I was left out and I thought "oh its ok maybe i can talk to our buddy from 5th grade, since we have classes together now ev en tho we had different middle schools" but nope! he'd rather be with my two former best friends and not me lol. idk it just really hurts bc i thought we'd all be happy after being an amazing group after 3 years apart. and to top it off, one of my closest current friends (who i'm still in touch with and pals with at least) is at a different school district now and I was really starting to have fun with her in class (she got me into hetalia and deviantart!). rant over.
thanks pal <3
ah cool!! she's still alright, we get along sometimes, it's just the past couple days she's seemed rude and kinda controlling of my time.

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Volancian In reply to ??? [2016-12-24 00:14:37 +0000 UTC]

I CAN SMELL YOU

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-24 02:43:28 +0000 UTC]

WOAH IS MY HAIR CONDITIONER SO STRONG IT CAN BE SMELT ACROSS THE CONTINENTAL US AND THE PACIFIC OCEAN??

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Vanilllamoon In reply to ??? [2016-12-22 09:45:38 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much for the fav!! Any support means a lot to me///

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Vanilllamoon [2016-12-22 19:06:25 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome! <3

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Volancian In reply to ??? [2016-12-20 22:12:24 +0000 UTC]

b o n j o u r

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-20 22:17:02 +0000 UTC]

h o w d y   t h e r e

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Volancian In reply to ??? [2016-12-19 03:52:32 +0000 UTC]

Dang this bee cleaned up now

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-19 17:22:38 +0000 UTC]

yep I'm very proud

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Volancian In reply to ??? [2016-12-18 02:54:52 +0000 UTC]

Time for your daily dose of imagine your OTP-

Imagine Person A trapped in a time loop, forced to relive days over and over every time Person B dies. And B dies a lot. A has to keep saving them and at first tries to explain the loops to B, but after each rehearsed explanation, each drawn out conversation is erased by B’s many deaths, A eventually gives up and just works endlessly to continue each day a little longer until it might eventually stop.

Now imagine this from B’s perspective. B doesn’t know anything about the loops, doesn’t remember any of their deaths, only knows that A has become strangely overprotective lately—and that A looks so terribly weary.

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-18 13:36:30 +0000 UTC]

oH MY GOD
so this is a daily thing now?? nice

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Volancian In reply to ??? [2016-12-17 09:42:12 +0000 UTC]

Imagine your OTP in this tho

Imagine a villain getting injured and losing their memory and the heroes finding them and taking them with them and taking care of them and the villain gets their memory back after like a week but doesn’t want to say anything because the heroes are being so nice to them and nobody has been that nice to them in so long and they don’t want it to end and they’re maybe getting fond of the heroes but don’t tell anyone shhh. But eventually something happens and the heroes are in trouble and they’re trying to get the villain to run away because they still think they’re an amnesiac with no idea how to defend themself and they’ve grown to like them and don’t want them to get hurt but the villain just pushes past them toward whatever is trying to hurt the heroes and just fuckin goes guns blazing and destroys them

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-17 23:51:21 +0000 UTC]

im imaging RusAme or USUK wowee

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Volancian In reply to ??? [2016-12-17 00:08:35 +0000 UTC]

I just realised how nice I am on the internet compared to IRL-
Like IRL I have friends for maybe a year then I just stab them all in the back and move schools.
But then on the internet I am just some placid chill potato-
Then IRL I am like fighting with people and stuff
But then here I just sorta chill
//what is wrong with me
I am so nice here 
I would feel guilty if I actually acted like I usually do on the internet because I would have like 0 watchers and just be on everyone's block list
Damn I am coming to a great unholy realisation

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-17 01:15:43 +0000 UTC]

shhhh it's okayyyyy
It's not your fault for having to move, and fighting is hard to avoid
and no matter how you act online, youd still have me as a watcher bro.
I think everyone has problems irl that they don't online. There's always gonna be some aspect of you that isn't 100% the same, and that's fine, because it still is you, just presented differently, ya feel? i have the same issue; irl i'm worried i'm wayyyyy too clingy/irritable/selfish all the time and goddamn does my (possible??) anxiety get in the way, but i act hella cheerful online. but I still am the same person, i just show more of one part of me online. idk i'm probably making no sense, but my point is that there's nothing wrong with being a lil different btwn irl and online, bc either way you're an amazing person for the qualities you have!!

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Volancian In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-17 01:43:49 +0000 UTC]

But I fight on purpose so I never have to speak again-
I'm just like a ghost floating for eternity and I never leave a trace of my existence anywhere...
No Grpahy don't say that- if I did terrible things I wouldn't want you to stand by me.
I mean I already do terrible things but I mean if people are to know then they wouldn't want to be around me-
I don't know. I feel as though online you can pretend to be anyone anything- and nobody could tell you were faking. I mean you can type however you want pretending to be something you're not and you have the world wide web there to back you up with evidence too.
It's okay my parents tell me not to 'threaten them' (tell them how I feel) so I've resorted not not talking at home but boy imagine if I did that here-
I feel like on the internet everyone is the better version of themselves, them, but with less flaws, themselves but not, a distorted mirror, an tampered truth
I feel a lot different though...
Like if people from the internet were to meet me they would just see this really stubborn prick just standing there being a total ass.
Because really I have no good qualities- 
Like- I don't even care about anyone really it's true, remorse, pity, love, noting of that sort...

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-17 01:57:25 +0000 UTC]

oh, try not to fight too much, it isn't the best way to avoid talking bro. besides, 'm sure people want to hear your thoughts and what you have to say. I personally think that the internet is a valid form of leaving traces of existence though, since you're kinda embedded into both web coding and people's hearts.
hey, we all have flaws. and you're trying to be a good person, so I'm gonna stick by you for anything you're going through. I mean, you aren't some sort of mass murderer or anything, so I see no reason not to be supportive.
i feel you. online i worry almost that I don't act true to myself to some degree haha, but I try at least. I think nobody is ever going to end up being 100% honest on the internet, but that's human nature, you can't really avoid it. I mean, the fact you show concern about this alone though shows that you are being pretty dang true to yourself in at least some way, right? 
Hey, buddy, you do so have good qualities. I could write an entire book of poetry about all the good things about you. You're humorous, you have great art skills, you're kind to people, just to name a few. And I'm not kidding you when I say that the fact you're actually caring about this at all proves that you do care about people and if you're being honest + stuff to them.

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Volancian In reply to ??? [2016-12-13 00:12:15 +0000 UTC]

I just realised after saving up for your gift I forgot to make yu birthday art ahhh jeez dammit ;-; I'm so so so sorry

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-13 12:56:22 +0000 UTC]

That's okay! You don't have to make one on time (or even at all)! I'm just happy you care so much <3

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MelloMilkies In reply to ??? [2016-12-12 19:44:21 +0000 UTC]

HAPPY BIRTHMAS MY FRIEND <33333

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GraphiteNotes In reply to MelloMilkies [2016-12-12 22:26:36 +0000 UTC]

THANKS BUDDYYYYY

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omg2mlg In reply to ??? [2016-12-12 10:23:02 +0000 UTC]

Happy birthday!   

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GraphiteNotes In reply to omg2mlg [2016-12-12 13:01:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!
(I'm pretty sure you're one of Volancian's friends, right?)

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Volancian In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-13 06:29:51 +0000 UTC]

We go to school together and sit with each other during class sinning.

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GraphiteNotes In reply to Volancian [2016-12-13 12:55:22 +0000 UTC]

wait where did you come from XD
sounds like a fun class tho, I'd like a sinning buddy in class too lol

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omg2mlg In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-12 19:48:45 +0000 UTC]

Yes. :3

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GraphiteNotes In reply to omg2mlg [2016-12-13 12:54:24 +0000 UTC]

Cool! Nice to meet you then!

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omg2mlg In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-13 19:08:25 +0000 UTC]

Nice to meet you too!

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GraphiteNotes In reply to omg2mlg [2016-12-14 04:00:04 +0000 UTC]

haha sorry lol I'm not quite sure what to talk about next, I'm not the most socially adept. But what kind of stuff are you interested in?

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omg2mlg In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-14 05:24:16 +0000 UTC]

Gaming, music, art, programming. I can't do much sport because of my asthma. ;-; You?

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GraphiteNotes In reply to omg2mlg [2016-12-14 13:02:52 +0000 UTC]

What kinds of games do you play? Aw, that's too bad. I don't do sports either.
I personally like drawing, painting, surfing the web, and playing MarioKart.

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omg2mlg In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-14 20:52:37 +0000 UTC]

I'm more into games like Cave Story or Terraria, but Pokemon still remains one of my favourite games.

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GraphiteNotes In reply to omg2mlg [2016-12-14 23:58:19 +0000 UTC]

Oh fun! I've always wanted to try Pokemon but I never had the chance to lol

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CH0TTA-C0MICS In reply to ??? [2016-12-11 09:12:45 +0000 UTC]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!      

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GraphiteNotes In reply to CH0TTA-C0MICS [2016-12-11 13:35:44 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much <3 !!

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CH0TTA-C0MICS In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-12 08:29:03 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!  

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y-ume In reply to ??? [2016-12-11 02:24:33 +0000 UTC]

Happy birthday!

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GraphiteNotes In reply to y-ume [2016-12-11 04:42:06 +0000 UTC]

Thank you!

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y-ume In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-11 04:56:04 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome!

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ANANAALOG In reply to ??? [2016-12-11 01:15:24 +0000 UTC]

Heyyya! Happy Birthday ! I hope you have a nice day today!
I know we don't talk much but I really wish you a nice day today! More blessings and birthday to come !

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GraphiteNotes In reply to ANANAALOG [2016-12-11 02:14:55 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!! It's very nice of you to wish me a happy birthday
I hope you also have a nice day!

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ANANAALOG In reply to GraphiteNotes [2016-12-12 22:00:22 +0000 UTC]

Sorry for the late reply. Awww you're welcome

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xXmintyspacexX In reply to ??? [2016-12-10 23:50:15 +0000 UTC]

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !!!!

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GraphiteNotes In reply to xXmintyspacexX [2016-12-11 00:18:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you so much!!

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