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"Ashleigh"
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so how you been? i've come down with a cold twice in the last 2 months. i'm trying to get rid of this cold but it wont go away. i had a dream the other night that i was gonna tell gaara that i was pregnant, well my nose decided to clog itself up so i couldnt breathe causing me to wake up struggling to breathe. I wasnt happy. I was cursing my cold. lol eventually have some lone time with gaara and again something gets in the way. Theres always something getting in the way DX
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My life has been shittish since the very 16th bday. Sweet sixteen turned into shittish-sixteen.
My crush, whom you might remember, and whom I liked for 2 years, doesnt like me more then a friend(so he told my bf who is yes a guy), now theres the traditional Swedish Lucia day incoming(13th) and 11 girls wanted to become lucia's of the school so the voting went bad. I mean, a girl in my class, she is quite of a bitch, she thinks she can control everybody and she ''grabbed'' him since the very first day of 9th grade, for the ending ball. I as mad at her, as she knew my feelings for him, and sometimes was a bit too show offy that I like him.
Now, totally different girl appeared in the picture, a girl from another 9th grade. She was also wanting to become lucia, and her friends(the bigest poppies and idiots of our school) made a campaign to vote for her.
Many did, including my crush. Why? A few years before that, the girls friends told everybody that the bitch from my class was talking bullshit bout them ad my crush incl. So after a few days the poppie-plastic-horrible-girl(same nation of origin as my crush, which made me just go dammit I have lost) asked him for the ball. And he said hed go with her. So mu crush ''dumped'' the girl from my class to go with a totally uknown girl for him(or well he doesnt speak to her etc..).
Now, today I heard from my friend that she became a friend with a guy in her class once again, the guy she was supposed to go with, and she is confused how to tell my crush she cannot go with him. I am pretty happy if she does, as he god me mad today, when he and a friend of that girl talked to him, asking if he voted for her etc. They talked about who voted for who, each time they said her name or such, he smiled. I am getting furious and I just dont know why the f**k I am still hoping and trying to make him see the same for me(no I am no pretty woman, I am a girl in love with the cutest, smartest, friendliest and most normal guy in the world, who is so dumb to say he doesnt have time with gf's as he gives all for school and soccer, and I want him to...but still...I have no clue what to do and how to go on.
Long story...sorry x3
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if a guy see's you just as a friend and nothing more you mightn't have a chance as normally that doesnt change. But you never know there has been friends that end up dating but it took them years to. By the sound of things the girls just want to be center of attention so dont let it get to you, the more it gets to you the more they will know it does and keep doing things to get to you if you know what i mean. Try finding out what he likes in a woman and also have you ever tried getting his attention. Try hanging around with some guys more and see if he shows any sign of jealousy. if he does thats a sign he might like you. If he doesnt show any signs he mightnt like you but some guys can hide it. Go to youtube and type in how to know if a guy likes you.
That might make you think and pick up on signs that he might have given you at the time where you've never picked up on them.
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Unfortunetly, he doesnt show(at least anymore, if the past signs actually were signs) any signs, no jealousy or stuff like that. He talks to all other girls, even the other 2 in my class(yea we're 4 gals and 16 guys in my class lol ftw....). I do text him from time to time, but I reduced it to almost minimum...as it is no use to try.
I sometimes get info from my best friend who is a guy and yes in my class aswell. He and my crush are often talking and stuff like that, so that was how I got the indirect news that he doesnt want to be mean or cruel, but he just doesnt feel the same for me(he said he thinks I like him), but still is a friend of mine.
Not the best friend as throughout the years I didnt speak to him in school that much...shyness, then anger and ending with curiosity and doubt and just such a fury.
What happens now, I have no bloody idea. He is a true mystery to me, and I seem to be getting all jelous again for a guy I wont even get so why the hell do I bother...why do I care bout all the gals he talks to, why do I bother who is he texting to or reading from...Man it has been like 2-3 weeks now and I still havent changed.
What a blast of horrible weeks. -off to go do the homework and study to the 3 tests she has tomorro-
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theres no point asking yourself all these questions as to me its quite obvious that your in love with this guy. But dont forget 1 sided love never works. Trust me i know. I was in love with a guy in my school for 2 whole years. And not once he showed signs of liking me. There was times though that got me thinking though, like when he hit his bag off my bum. I didnt know who it was so i turned around and to my surprise it was the boy i liked, he paniced and held his bag down, before turning away. He looked alittle shy and i didnt say anything out of embarresment. Since we were both heading to our science class, he decided to take a diferent root probably because he didnt want to face me after smacking my bum with his bag.
But for some reason fate didnt work out in his favor.
We both re-met at the top floor heading towards eachother. He paniced alittle and when we tried to get past eachother he quickly grabbed his bag and kept his head low, we couldnt look eachother in the eyes. I think we were both embarresed.
But thats one sided as well, i loved him for 2 years and knew he didnt like me back. when i left school i decided to give up on him as i would never see him again. when i turned 21 in april 2010 i never realised that i would see him again. But he was in a friends car and we saw eachother, i couldnt believe that my heart jumped again. After so long not seeing eachother my heart jumped. But im determined to not let myself fall in love with him. I dont want to have to go through all that again. So my advice to you would be try your best to figure out if he likes you or not. Try asking him yourself as sometimes women need to make the move first. If he doesnt fancy its best to let yourself cry over it and try and move on. You cant wait forever as you have your own needs as well. You might not realise it but who knows what guy is trying to get your attention. Guys have freaky ways of showing you that they like you which women pick up as weird but thats when you know. As it seems to me he's unsure if you like him or not thats why he's probably not asking you. If you tell him you like him and he says no, then at least you dont have to live your life wondering what if. I know it would be hard to confront him but if you cant try texting.
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I gotta say, it has been 2 yrs now aswell. Were in the last grade of this school and thats the sad part. But, I already cried over it, last week for 2 days, so I guess I cannot be harmed anymore.
Just a shame that such a brilliant, smart and unusually perfect guy is dumb enough to not like you. Oh well. Never cry for a guy, it doesn't pay off. Most of them realise their misstakes not long after that, when it is already too late.
It will be me who will tell him. He wont, he shows it sometimes, shows he doesnt care much.
Which makes the smart guy, a dumb guy. So yeap. Thats life for me.
Tomorro, 2 tests, one math one bout hinduism, then english homework and chemisttry essay to be done due tomorrow aswell.
There is always some hope, but if he now says he ''doesnt want gs's cuz of no time left, as he gives all for school and soccer'' I accept it as it is. He is my friend and I am doing the thing I do best, being a friend.
Anything interesting going on wiff you 2? Except the extraordinary dream hah..
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me and zuko told mam and dad a big secret which got alot of weight of our shoulders but in the end our mam is only thinking of herself. Its been driving us crazy to the point we want to move out and not look back. She told us that only me,zuko and mam and dad could know and to take it to our graves but to be honest me and zuko probably wont last that long if it carries out, we might be sent to our graves early.
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Woah..thats..nasty o.o do I wanna know what it was about?
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nope its a horrible past that shouldnt be brought up unless in court. oh i forgot to tell you, last night i had a dream about FH and Arokai. OMG i was the first one to play it as everyone else didnt know it was out. I was creating my characters again, but when i woke up and checked the site it wasnt out. i was almost cursing.
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O.O is it that bad then? We can talk bout it one day on FH/arokai when its more private.
Lol dreams are fun sometimes...sometimes magical(sigh), sometimes nightmres. And in my life most of the nightmares came true...oh well. *hugs both of ye*
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yes its bad. We can probably talk about it when 1 of the games comes out as it will be more private. Horror dreams are scary but quite fun at the same time specially if you know your dreaming. If you dont know your dreaming though and think everything thats happening to you is real then scary dreams arent very fun. I was bitten by a zombie before it hurt like hell. Never want that to happen again. I most likely will have nightmares tonight as i played amnesia the dark decent with zuko. cant play it on my own its that scary. It actually makes you feel sick in the stomach and it draws you in, before you know it your jumping to every little sound, hiding in corners for at least 10 to 15 mins. Then all of a sudden you here a growl, then me and zuko scream and she instinctively presses the ESC button. We breathe and then press ESC again to turn the game back on to make a run for it, but as i do that i catch a glimpse at the monster and scream some more. I paniced that much that i got stuck at a gate i turned to try and shut it to stop the creature getting to me but as i turned he was right there lol. I died. It took a few hits off it but i died. But it got alot of people screaming in its face before it took me out.
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Yeap. LOL I tried to watch all possible horrors but nothing touches me, nogives nightmares. I yawn at the same time my friend hides under the blanket..hah.
I remember 2 dreams that did affect me though. 1, I was alone in the dark(lol not game btw it sux) and then suddently when I got out in the light of a lam, a man grabbed me and stuck a knife between a rib on my right side. I felt the sticking, cold pain that struck me. I woke up and still ''felt it''. It was horrible indeed. In the other dream I was walking home from a store, and then a man followed me. I knew it was weird so I went faster, but he did too. In the end of the dream he was gonna catch me and prolly rape or idk. But I kicked him in da face and ran home lol kung fu ffs xDD
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frick I added that twice >_> oh yeah I got a new...computer...? xD random...
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Omg....I miss you T_T...oh yeah its amy btw xD Tell zuko I said Hai!
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OMG <3 I luff joo 
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You should add my lion to your story >3.
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Unleashed. Remeber me? >.>
I'mma Suki! 8D
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Unleashed. Remeber me? >.>
I'mma Suki! 8D
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hmm not sure, O.O do i know you from impressive title?
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Of course xD. Twilia, ring a bell?
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omg o_o thats you! Member me? lol eh...Amy xD
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i've been good, just making a picture story out of Impressive Title characters. Im not good with backgrounds though >.>
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im following you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
kana jumps on kukai "rwar!"
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XD darky, nice to see you again.
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oAo -misses you gais Dx-
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same. Well when FeralHeart or Arokai comes out you know who we will be when we make an account on there. Where using the same usernames as we did for Impressive Title. Oh and im nearly done with the pics of Rex and Sky. I'll send you the pics when i can get the color codes.
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Good Cuz I made their pups; Im going to redo Sky on there when I get the picture xD And I threw in a male c;
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darky i have the pictures ready. I had to redo Rex's markings. They arent that good but at least they get the point across on where the markings go and what they look like. All i need is your email so that i can send them.
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lol darkiahmaster@rocketmail.com
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thanks. i was planning to join for awhile, but wanted to have a few pics ready first lol
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Yeah I understand how you feel =] next month will be a year that I've been on DA and my 16th bday lol
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XD birthday, well i hope you have fun. Being young is the best, im 20 and i feel so old lol
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Lol 20 is no where near old dear
But the adults like to make fun of me because supposedly I have a "old soul" xD
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^^ but it was nice to meet you
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yeah it was nice to meet you to. i had a laugh lol
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