DemiSkyplz In reply to ??? [2010-02-16 04:28:10 +0000 UTC]

*blinks* You killed your-Wow. that's a little extreame. What she do?Cheat on you?

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-16 04:31:44 +0000 UTC]

No. She was sick. I'm a hematologist and ironically she got a blood disease...and I couldn't.....*gulps* I couldn't save her in time.....It was all my fault.....

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-16 04:34:05 +0000 UTC]

Well then, dear, you didn't kill her.You didn't kill her anymore than I killed the few still-borns I deliver each year.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-16 04:38:13 +0000 UTC]

No! I didn't work hard enough...She could be here right now if it weren't fer me. I was suppose ta always be there fer her....And I wasn't....

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-16 04:40:46 +0000 UTC]

*grabs shoulders*Stop it. You're acting like a hysterical child.I know exactly what you're feeling, but there is nothing we can do. There's never anything that ANYONE can do. Sure, we'll think 'oh, I should've tried harder', 'I didn't do good enough'.Truth is, that's EXACTLY when we tried our hardest.
...
God, I've been around House too long, but it's true.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-16 04:47:15 +0000 UTC]

She was my only. She was the only person who ever understood whit hell I've been through. She never judged any part of my past. The kidnapping, the gay bars, my fuckin' father. She was the only one who loved me fer whit I was. Thon's somethin' I'll never get back.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-16 04:51:45 +0000 UTC]

Look, there are things in life that, yeah, you'll never get back, but sometimes, you can find something better. I mean, do you see ME judging you right now?I'm not suggesting we date, just to be clear, but still.If it makes you feel any better, both my parents died when I was born. I never knew them. So we're equal.Both orphans of a sort.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-16 04:56:56 +0000 UTC]

You're lucky. I wish I never had met my dad. Thon bastard deserves ta rot in hell after whit he did ta me. I don't even remember having a mother. I have no idea whit happened ta her. If she died, or left, or something.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-16 04:59:01 +0000 UTC]

Aww, You poor thing. but don't say I'm lucky. People say my parents were wonderful,helpful people.I'd have loved to meet them.And I'm sorry about your family.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-16 05:04:02 +0000 UTC]

Don't be. I have 8 older siblings thon should be sorry. Not yew.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-16 11:03:34 +0000 UTC]

Doesn't matter.You still have the sympathies of your friend. And that counts for something, no?

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-16 15:46:11 +0000 UTC]

Sympathy is an emotion thon people think we're suppose ta feel. So no, it does not count. *orders a few drinks*

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-16 16:36:07 +0000 UTC]

That's enough for now.Well, I'm sorry you feel that way.because I always thought that sympathy was the best and mostsincere way of showing you care for someone. Obviously what you think is sympathy is simply pity.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-16 16:50:41 +0000 UTC]

Well both pity and sympathy are fer fools. *starts drinking them one after another* A wise fool would choose neither.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-16 21:39:10 +0000 UTC]

Well then maybe you're the biggest fool of them all, to believe such lies. Do you honestly believe there's no hope?That life has NOTHING left to offer you?

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-18 05:25:23 +0000 UTC]

Not anymore. Once ya cross of love and reason, whit is there left?

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-18 11:45:40 +0000 UTC]

There's compassion, tha abilty to try and love again, and surely you still have your family in Scotland. I'm sure if you tried to talk with them, they'd listen. They'd want to help.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-27 21:55:22 +0000 UTC]

Ya think I haven't already tried ta talk ta my family? O' course I did, but as usual they didn't listen. They gave up on me a long time ago, apparently I'm "A shame ta my family name."

[OOC: Sorry I've been gone so long. Cara found out that I've never been and camping and next thing I know I'm in a RV in the middle of some random forest. Hehe, I'm back now though ]

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 01:59:10 +0000 UTC]

That's an awful thing to do, and you shouldn't believe it.I'm sure you are a great and wonderful man, with beautiful qualities and quirks. The alcohol is drowning that out.You need to let it back in.Let me help you fix you.


(OOC:That's okay.I kinda wondered what happened. I was like,' Do I stink and they can smeel me through the computer or what?")

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 02:11:07 +0000 UTC]

If I had a drink fer every time somebody said "Let me help you." I'd be dead by now. *sighs* If only. I wish I could stop, but I just can't. If I do, I get paranoid and seem almost more crazier then a drunker me. I just can't.

[OOC: Yeah, me and a few other roleplayers are at my house right now, so we have to share one computer.]

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 02:16:14 +0000 UTC]

(OOC:Lol. RP PAR-TAY!Lol, God, i wish i could have one of those, but only one of my real life friends has a Da account)

Shhh.*hand on shoulder* We could try a soothing healing massage.Normally I only do it on my patients who've had a particularily harsh birth, but it does wonders for rejuvinating the body and mind.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 02:22:49 +0000 UTC]

I guess thon means that involes touchin' me. *shudders then thinks about it* I guess yew can do thon. Just keep it above tha waist.

[OOC: Well, spread the word to your friends and make them get a DA account.}

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 02:26:58 +0000 UTC]

*rolls eyes* I didn't plan on going any lower than the navel region.The spinal cord is my main focus, most of which is not in your waist.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 03:08:12 +0000 UTC]

Good. I don't know if ya have ever been ta Scotland but I will tell ya thon we're not very sexual in any way shape of form. There's a whole no touching rule and everthin'. Except fer Mr.Ferguson. Thon rule doesn't apply ta him.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 03:21:59 +0000 UTC]

No, I've never been.I hear it's lovely there though, and would love to go some time on vacation.*rolls eyes* I've noticed.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 03:24:22 +0000 UTC]

Lovely, Pffff, ta yew maybe. I'd show ya around if I ever felt like goin' back. Like thon's gonna happen.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 03:26:52 +0000 UTC]

*sighs* You, my friend, are a very damaged man.And I think I'm cutting you off now, and I'll be taking you...well home, or wherever it is you're staying.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 03:34:23 +0000 UTC]

Aye, I know thon. I know thon. I don't care where you take me....just get me away from me...

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 03:39:25 +0000 UTC]

*sighs* Come on.*pays for drinks*Up you get.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 03:41:31 +0000 UTC]

*stands up a bit wobbly* Well, I'm gonna have to play follow the leader at this rate. Lead the way.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 03:43:28 +0000 UTC]

Here.*offers hand* Hang onto me.*smiles*

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 03:47:43 +0000 UTC]

*hesitates but grabs hand and slightly smiles*

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 04:01:00 +0000 UTC]

*softly*It's okay.I'm going to help you get better.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 04:18:38 +0000 UTC]

I hope so.....

[OOC: The girls are asleep so it's just me online tonight ]

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 13:40:06 +0000 UTC]

*nods* I will. To the best of my abilities.

(OOCh.)

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 16:41:17 +0000 UTC]

Merci, merci beaucoup.

[OOC: I speak a few different languages and therefor, so does Tam ]

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 17:30:32 +0000 UTC]

(OCC: I can speak English, a little French, and a touch of Spanish. Oh and one rude statement in Dutch.)

Alrighty French Elvis, let's get out of here.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 18:06:00 +0000 UTC]

[OOC: I speak German, French, English, Spanish, Finnish, and Italian oh and some Gaelic as well ]

Oh and if we're goin' ta my place, be careful. I have a dog there and she's not too fond of other girls being there.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 18:22:22 +0000 UTC]

(OOC:Wow, that's a lot. In case you're wondering the rude phrase in Dutch translates to 'the dog has shit in his ass'.LOl)

Well, I wasn't planning on staying, I'm just making sure you get home okay. You can come to my place for your massage sessions, unless you're more comfortable at the hospital.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-02-28 18:31:12 +0000 UTC]

[OOC: XDDD Scheiße that's funny]

Okay. Aye, tomorrow around noon sound good?

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-02-28 23:55:11 +0000 UTC]

(OOC: yeah. I say it when I hurt myself most of the time, and my one teacher thought I had actually sworn once when I said it to a student in class.Loudly.)

*thinks* Yes, I'm free then.Are we going to my place or will I see you at the hospital?

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-03-01 00:29:29 +0000 UTC]

[OOC: niiice XD]

Yer place would be better fer such purposes. The hospital is a worm hole of death and birth. Chilling yet beautiful. I am only there fer work. And yes, I count Rehab as work. Restating, yer place would be better.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-03-01 00:33:12 +0000 UTC]

*nods* The hospital can be a wonderful place, especially in my department, though sometimes, even there you find sadness.Right. I will see you there then, Twelve sharp if you don't mind.And it would be best if you went to bed as soon as I drop you off as well.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-03-01 00:39:05 +0000 UTC]

Oh don't worry about thon. After I feed my dog, Bru, I'm sure ta black out in the bed or somethin'. Twelve sharp, I got it.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-03-01 00:40:51 +0000 UTC]

*nods, hands address and phone number* Call me if you ever need me.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-03-01 00:44:03 +0000 UTC]

*takes it and puts in jacket pocket* I'll be sure to.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-03-01 00:45:04 +0000 UTC]

Good.*opens door to car* In.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-03-01 00:47:28 +0000 UTC]

*gets in* Hmm...nice car.

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DemiSkyplz In reply to DrTamMcFearson [2010-03-01 00:50:45 +0000 UTC]

*smiles* Thanks. The Impala's nice, but my Harley's nicer.

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DrTamMcFearson In reply to DemiSkyplz [2010-03-01 00:53:04 +0000 UTC]

Harley ya say? I have a BMW street bike. We should ride sometime.

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