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"quitcher bitchin"
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# Comments
Comments: 658
lol, well, i have a favorite of him
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well then i will look there
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oh i already did just got back to my homepage a second ago
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hey i tried talking to Emerald and apologizing yeah she was like unsure if she wants to forgive me or not
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or at least thats what i got the feeling of from what was said i don't deserve forgiveness i know
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i guess it's not easy to forgive someone who said something like you did.
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i never thought it would be i don't expect her to forgive me honestly it's just if i didn't ask i would of beaten myself up about till i did
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if you don't expect it, why are you so angry about it?
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im not angry about anything i just was saying
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yo i would understand if you were to pissed to respond just wanted to say i'm sorry for what i said to emerald and to just let go my excessive energy and hate right now i am almost as mad as i was then but its not at the world its more directed its all at me this time for letting my genetics get the best of me on that one seems i'm more like my dad everyday hell now i have even mastered his little ability to turn away all those that i care about hmm but who cares about that without her i can work on being a better me ahh who am i kidding i'm a nervous wreck i hate myself for what i said and yet i wouldn't dare say i'm sorry because i'm afraid that she would forgive me and i don't wanna hurt anyone else i love it sucks to be me sometimes this is one of those times i wish i would have jsut shut my mouth and held my tongue because now i can't take the words back i was so mad and so frustrated that in my rage i wasn't thinking how i could hurt someone all i was thinking was what are the words i can say what will hurt this person the most and i said them and now i regret it but who cares again i'd understand if you didn't reply to this hell i don't expect you to
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I've tried the best I could to help you when you've needed it, but when it comes to this, there's nothing I can do. I'm done trying to change you; it's not posible to manipulate a person to do what you want, you know as well as I. I can't help you. No matter how much I want the world to be a happy place, I simply cannot do it. I am but a small, meek, timid person, useless t the world, but the world to my friends, although more often then not I feel like a burden.
I use these rule when ever dealing with a person I see as a friend:
Do not do anything to them that they may find ofensive or cruel.
Be quiet and apologize profusely when they are offended by anything you may or may not have done.
Be quiet and stay out of personal fights and let a person be alone when they need it and be comforting when ever the need that.
Be submissive and let everybody else be comfortable before you yourself may find comfort.
Think of others above yourself; pride is an evil thing.
Try to think of these when dealing with anyone; they've gotten me this far.
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ok and yeah i know you can't help me i don't want your help with emerald i want your help in changing me i wanna be better than i am and i don't care what others think i care about the opinions of my friends and you are one of those and so was M-E
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I've tried. I've given you so much advice that you don't seem to follow. How can I change you?
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i dont know eryn i am trying to listen now and I am sober now and hell i even am starting to see the good not the bad you've changed more than you know
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Have I really? Please, try to follow what I do. Be submissive and try to find the good it people. I know it sounds like a lame line from a stupid chick flick, but it really is true. I am a relatively happy person. I've told you several times, you are too agressive and too violent and that is really affecting how you create relationships. I don't know if you can control it, but it really is what you need to do.
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i know eryn but how submissive is to submissive and how do i control my urges to just punch and kick and slash and smash everything that upsets me
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I can't tell you that. I normally don't get angry, and if I do I turn up the music and play Zelda. If your own rights as a human are being offended, then that is when your are being too submissive.
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ok then got it be submissive untill rights disturbed
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hmm well i have tried that way for almost a day now its hard to control anger especially since everyone is giving me shit
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i am not an angry person so i cannot help you. maybe you need anger management.
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nope tried that hated it
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i can't help you
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i didn't say you could yeah i'm a bit angry but i am happier inside to because i am not getting in trouble for violence
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see? just try to let the violence go and after a while you won't be addicted to it
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ok thats what I am gonna do
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think you can do it?
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yeah sorry but g2g to lunch
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whala it is so speshal
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hmm sorry to comment twice but wanted to sat that i hope your feeling better since spring break because ur journal is still all sad and shit
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yeah, nothing really interesting has happened so i haven't changed my journal. we are, however, keeping the dog.
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ok thats definately good
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hmm well thought I'd check on u see how you are doing
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yo . you might not want to go to school tomorrow.. people are sayng that theres gonna be a shooting........
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hey ryn ryn guess what my avatar works now you made it right it was simply user error
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i didn't do anything to it, but i'm glad it works. ^_^
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i know i figured it out
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ryn's on yay tackles like im a doggie (dont ask why first thought) hmm wha u should be happy i plan on visiting M-E the 6th which is friday and its a ten hour drive and we cann all go see grindhouse
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nope my ryn so you cant have her i say this because she adopted me ha i win
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