Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to ??? [2017-09-09 22:24:00 +0000 UTC]

eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I'm watching a cooking show

if that counts

thankfully most of the algebra was easy

besides like 2 problems I'm struggling with but I'll do it later oVo

the social studies is what's killing me

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-09 22:46:23 +0000 UTC]

watch gordon ramsay xD and just do ur best and itll be fine ;v;

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-09 22:52:08 +0000 UTC]

omg it's been so long since I've watched him

my mom and I used to watch Hell's Kitchen, Iron Chef America, Master Chef, and Chopped as like a bonding thing

also I finally finished it XD 

now there's just the social studies, science vocab, online work, and reading the first section 

thank god mathway exists like I doubt I'll be able to pass without it

maybe I'll at least get started on the chapter tonight

but I have to wake up at 9 tomorrow so idk

how was your saturday so far?

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-09 22:53:39 +0000 UTC]

I love him so much, it will bond any family XD

Oh gawd

And it's alright, slow but alright XD

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-09 22:59:23 +0000 UTC]

lol good

I woke up at like 1 today even tho my alarm was set for earlier so I'm salty since I wasted most of my potential work time ;-;

rip me lol

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-09 23:01:11 +0000 UTC]

But u get more sleeeeeps

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-09 23:05:10 +0000 UTC]

tru but I'm wasting precious hours of my life so my anxiety likes to murder me

speaking of

there's this girl I'm 'friends' with in my news class (I would just rather we were friends bc she's popular and it's nice to have popular peeps on ur side rather than crucifying you. that and she's nowhere near as douchey as some of the other popular people)

and she was talking about how she never really takes her anxiety meds

and it made me so fricking mad like these are kids who can fudging afford health care and stuff and they just throw it down the drain like it's nothing

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

I'm still salty about it tbh

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-09 23:12:00 +0000 UTC]

Omg yeah that pisses me off too, there are kids and ppl out there that can't afford it but want it desperately and ur sitting here wasting medicine that coulda been given to someone more grateful XD

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-09 23:20:11 +0000 UTC]

seriously

like

I started having anxiety attacks when I was seven. SEVEN. I remember it being so bad, I would pull the covers over me and cry hoping one of my parents would notice. the suicidal thoughts didn't come until I was about 11, so I thankfully got a small few years to prepare for it

I've never had access to meds in all of my 14 years of life either


my brother does, but only because he has ADHD/ODD and I have Depression/Anxiety/ADD so I don't lash out since they're more of 'quiet' diseases. I got diagnosed, but our medi/health care got cut off before we could decide which meds would be best. it's been like 3 years since then and still no luck. ;-; 

I hate being that selfish person who's like "well how come he gets meds and I don't?" especially since I've seen firsthand why, it's just because it's so hard for me to deal with it on top of all the other stuff

*anger sigh*

how're your turtlez

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-09 23:23:28 +0000 UTC]

Nah I understand dude no worries, ur not being selfish

They're being dumb as always XD

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-09 23:25:32 +0000 UTC]

awh

my snek almost got stuck again

I have no idea how tf bc there's literally nothing he can get stuck in 

but he did

it's like pets take it as a personal challenge I swEAR dude

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-09 23:33:26 +0000 UTC]

I bet they do it on purpose tbh, they kno what theyre doinnnn

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-09 23:38:58 +0000 UTC]

they probably do

they're smart little mofos

and then they're gonna murder us in our sleep

also I need ur opinion on smthn

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-09 23:39:21 +0000 UTC]

Most likely

Ye sure

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-09 23:50:07 +0000 UTC]

so a large part of Infected's design/backstory is his discolored skin but I was wondering if I should change it bc it seems to be very popular/cliche?

what happens is Morrigan finds his dead body in the woods and is wracked with guilt reminding her of the child she abandoned in russia with her ex Vicktor, so she begs Leo/Skin Weaver to bring him back so she can take care of him to erase some of that guilt. Because he's a doctor/ mad scientist, most of his 'treatments' involve electricity and experimental substances, so the color of Infected's skin goes from all tan to mostly pale with chunks of dark tan scattered all over.  his eyes change from dark brown to one being dark blue and the other brown (because people with brown eyes are actually just people who have blue eyes with a layer of brown covering it) and his hair goes from black to blond with black roots. 

so idk like should I change it and keep his original 'alive' self or should I keep it because it was an unfortunate side effect from the experiments along with his whole blood thing?\

he's not a CP character, more like a character for my own horror series

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-09 23:56:45 +0000 UTC]

Well if it was by experimental substances it would kinda make sense (tho I think having parts of his skin get darker cuz ded would be gr8)
If it's a big part of his character and you can explain it I say keep it, it's ur own personal story and universe after all

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-10 00:06:11 +0000 UTC]

ok good

but yeah like he's mostly pale but the tan chunks are like a sick??? shade of tan if that makes sense

like I wanted him to be an experiment oc but not one of like the OP ones or the ones who are like "OMG LIFE IS UNFAIR I'M GONNA MURDER ALL OF MY DOCTORS AND BE INSANE AND KILL A BUNCH OF PEOPLE AND I STILL HAVE THE OUTFIT I DIED IN ON AND OMG GIVE ME SYMPATHY" bc I rlly hate those lol

*cringes super hard*

like he's not 'dead' per say more like a human stuck in limbo

since his 'blood' is weird he can make himself taller to look older, but he never actually 'ages' 

his character development is pretty good throughout the series so I'm pretty proud of myself for that lol

he started out rlly angery as a 14 yr old and then matured into a money launderer 17 yr old with a rlly good bf so I'm pretty happy 

oops spoilers lol

or maybe he can age and instead he does it fast during some years and rlly slow during others? 

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-10 00:08:42 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I think that all is fine man XD go for it -w-

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-10 00:09:28 +0000 UTC]

woo!

bu the bio struggle tho bc I don't wanna make mulTIPLE HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-10 00:09:59 +0000 UTC]

U don't gotta make a bio thoooooo

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-10 00:13:40 +0000 UTC]

I do tho what else am I supposed to do? I need it bc someone offered to do fan art for him and the person doing his reference isn't done but I don't wanna rush them 

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-10 00:21:19 +0000 UTC]

Ohhhh alrighty then
I didn't kno someone was doing a ref

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-10 00:26:23 +0000 UTC]

it's more like a mini ref tbh like just the older version of him with his new mask and his sword bc I didn't want to overwhelm them and then another person is doing a picture of him and James together and then a good friend of mine is doing a mini james ref 

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-10 00:28:03 +0000 UTC]

Awww that's amazin
I hope they both go well UwU

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-10 00:31:48 +0000 UTC]

thank

it's SO HARD to pick between the younger and older versions of him tho

like I love him so much ;-;

his skin is still more vibrant when he's younger since he's freshly back from the dead tho lol

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-10 00:39:17 +0000 UTC]

Love them both fammmmm
Ah alright -v-

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-10 00:41:17 +0000 UTC]

screw it lol I'll publish the young version and make another bio book for after all of my stories end so people know wassup

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-10 00:44:22 +0000 UTC]

The young ver is prob best to publish first cuz it'll take a while to get to the older ver XD

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-10 00:46:35 +0000 UTC]

yea

it should be done in  a few I just want to finish this online lesson before it logs me out so brb with short an angery boi lol

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-10 00:49:07 +0000 UTC]

Alright dennnn XD

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to ??? [2017-09-07 20:47:41 +0000 UTC]

I am angery

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-07 21:20:23 +0000 UTC]

Why?

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-07 21:35:56 +0000 UTC]

It's rlly stupid you sure you wanna hear

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-07 21:37:14 +0000 UTC]

Yeah

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-07 21:41:37 +0000 UTC]

*deep angry inhale*

So bc I'm bored, gay, and trashy, I downloaded this samurai otome game bc I'm also a weeb and secret history nerd.

JUST WHEN I THOUGHT I FIGURED OUT THE GUY I WAS GONNA GO FOR

I WATCHED A PREVIEW CLIP FOR HIS ROUTE

AND THE MOTHERFUCKER LEAVES TO GO FIGHT IN A WAR

LIKE R U FUCKING KIDDING ME GET BACK HERE AND FACE UR FEELINGS U COWARD

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-07 21:49:28 +0000 UTC]

Drag his ass back here he ain't goin nowhereees

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-07 21:55:04 +0000 UTC]

It's not an option ;-;

I'm going with a different guy lol

A ninja

Woot

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-07 22:03:07 +0000 UTC]

Make it an option XD wut if the ninja dies doe

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-07 22:03:56 +0000 UTC]

O N O

I DIDN'T THINK ABOUT THAT

LET ME GO LOOK AT HIS THINGY TO FIND OUT IF HE DOES

AAAAAA

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-07 22:04:40 +0000 UTC]

DO YER RESEARCH

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-07 22:10:09 +0000 UTC]

HE DOES NOT DIE

I AM IN THE CLEAR

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-07 23:27:58 +0000 UTC]

YUSHHHHHHHHH

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-07 23:41:52 +0000 UTC]

Also I did a nerd thing

Are you familiar with the Fire Emblem game series?

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-07 23:57:31 +0000 UTC]

I kno it exists and that Marth and Ike r in it—

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-08 00:05:31 +0000 UTC]

Lol is an rpg thing?

Anyways

When I played Awakening which was my first game is the series, I DIDN'T REALIZE YOU COULD MARRY PEOPLE AND HAVE KIDS????????

SO I WENT AND MADE A LIST OF ALL THE POSSIBLE PAIRINGS AND WHAT SKILLS YOU COULD GET AND STUFF

AND NOW IM GONNA PLAY IT

Bc I'm a nerd

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-08 00:06:32 +0000 UTC]

Go have allllll the babies

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-08 00:11:42 +0000 UTC]

Yea

After I finish a few more bios tho

I'm almost done with a vampire bab

He needs love but I also have so many more kids to love

;-;

I would just give some up for adoption but honestly most of them are for stories so I need them

But I made a bunch of new CP OCs so I'm stoked about that too

Joseph is gonna have a son and they're gonna be a duo

The Woman With No Name is a vengeful spirit/ghost of a Tiano woman who was murdered by Christopher Columbus and his men and chopped into bits and lined on the streets along with her infant son

and Rowan is my lost ghost/kiddie pasta from the colonial era who got lost in the woods and died of either exposure,drowning, a fall, or animals. I'm not sure

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-08 00:27:10 +0000 UTC]

Oh dude I completely understand tbh XD don't rush urself on these btw UwU

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Prince-of-Darkness13 In reply to DistortingLullaby [2017-09-08 00:28:22 +0000 UTC]

*wail*

And u know I will lol

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DistortingLullaby In reply to Prince-of-Darkness13 [2017-09-08 00:31:39 +0000 UTC]

DUN DO ET

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