BethanyTheArcticFox In reply to BethanyTheArcticFox [2019-03-09 16:21:11 +0000 UTC]

So do you like it :333

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to DARK-LUNCH [2018-12-03 23:03:55 +0000 UTC]

oh shit i didn't even realize i had this comment sitting here for 4 hours now. i do have a chrome browser extension for da notifications so if i do ever decide to pick this account back up again for whatever reason i won't come back to like, 10 million notifications for various things (fomo is the worst lmao)

as for tumblr, funny story about that. tl;dr: the day finally came -- though not in the way i expected -- when tumblr and i at the very least took a total hiatus from eachother: it essentially abandoned me. also blah blah personal junk no one cares about whatsoever and i doubt you really would too but if you really wanna go further in-depth then don't say i didn't warn u because it's long and rambly as hell:

i did migrate over to tumblr but like 2 weeks ago (nov 19th) it was terminated for an unknown reason, presumably a glitch in tumblr's system ('cause, yknow, they do that. seriously, i'm not the only one who had this issue at more than one point in time). i sent a message to support about it twice now and haven't heard a single thing about that. i would make a new tumblr account if it weren't for the fact that there was SO MANY POSTS reblogs and original content alike that it would kinda feel awful to have to start all over now. i already went through this pain when i had to delete all the photos on my old iphone just to free up storage and someone recommended google photos to me. and so when installed it and opened it up i saw all my pics there and thought "oh ok so they're already there. that was fast, guess i can start deleting them now"
the kicker: they were actually in the process of being backed up. as in they weren't actually in google photos. so whether i wanted to or not, i ultimately ended up erasing 4 whole years' worth of memories and archived doodles on there. over thanksgiving weekend i upgraded to an xr and it was LONG overdue -- my old iphone was a 5s (like i said, 4 whole years with this phone) and i didn't even feel bad about leaving it behind (they didn't take the old ones for some reason) in favor of this new one. any and all personal attachment i had to it is gone because i stupidly assumed everything was already backed up when it wasn't so that was complete hell lmao. at least i have a new better iphone and know about google photos NOW so i won't have to worry about this again. at least not with my phone.

soooo basically my tumblr blog(s) got fucked over and support isn't doing jack shit about it. it's been like 2 weeks. i really don't wanna give up on this one tho because they both have a lotta good shit i may never see again...plus rebuilding in general is gonna take a freakin' eternity because of college stuff -- and yet i'm no stranger to procrastination and shitty time management regardless. even when i do finish putting the actual blog back together i still have to refollow every blog that i followed, like/reblog a good amount of their posts and make my OWN posts so i can put myself back out there......actually now that i think about it, i remember there was this one blog that was really good and i liked it a lot but because of an INCREDIBLY foolish mistake of mine (as in forgetting to put up my age when yes i was in fact 18 and was meaning to put it up for a while but never got around to doing it) they blocked me when i tried to follow them and etc. and it made me very sad. maybe this is at least a second chance for that...?

and at any rate regardless of what i do i end up focusing on other things outside of tumblr anyways, mainly youtube videos and a big passion project i'm working on with UTAU because yea i do utau covers sometimes but also occasionally pokemon go and terraria (with a bunch of mods crammed into it ofc) at one point but that i'm currently at a roadblock with because there is not a chance in hell i could possibly defeat the devourer of gods right now idc how easy leviathan made it look i'm just not ready. providence already intimidated me out of downloading that mod for a while and when i finally did i completely regretted not doing it sooner because literally? calamity mod is the best fucking terraria mod ever and providence wasn't even all that hard anyways chippygaming just made it look that way for literally no reason lol. but dog is a whole 'nother story so i CANNOT deal with that right now....

so. yeah. that's my current state of affairs. i might contact tumblr support a third time but idk what else to do. i don't think i can handle starting over with all the content i had on the old one completely wiped out and well it's not like i've been using it all that much lately anyways hahah
but it's....pretty much my only """social""" media account in the sense that tumblr was really my only means of talking to and connecting with other users. plus i posted all my art and other stuff there and while i can still do that here....some of it....can't exactly go here....

sorry i have a tendency to ramble, like, all the time so this isn't anything new to me tumblr or not. maybe it's me going a little tiny bit stir-crazy despite always preferring alone time and browsing the internet and the like (and also the various self-dialogues i end up saying out loud -- not exactly gonna get me any real-life friend points especially since the whole reason i isolated myself and turned to the world wide web for solace and comfort in the first place was because back in the 5th grade kids really liked making me look like a crazy weirdo because they would do stuff like call my name and pretend that they didn't (and i swear i heard them do it those were real voices i could tell) and of course one girl tried to convince me that there were squirrels trapped in our school so that led to me riding my bicycle on our local highway to our school so we could free them. she probably didn't even go there at all and if she didn't actually think that herself then she DID actually trick me into thinking that. sooooo trust issues, various immature teasing and deliberate annoying, etc. sure we were just dumb kids back then but dumb kid "humor" has a bigger effect on people than people realize it does. i'm the living proof) and the self-dialogue thing started long before that too iirc when i felt the need to quote literally everything. and so my mouth runs a mile a minute and so are my fingers apparently because i typed WAY more than i should've so i'm just gonna end it right there before i go into another tangent and put a tl;dr at the top so you won't have to scroll through all this just for the short version. ...unless you actually did bother to read all that up to this point and if so, congratulations i guess???? hopefully you don't regret trying to reconnect after all this shit lmao
i mean, thanks for caring but i highly doubt anyone actually bothers to read every single wall of text i spew out whether to vent or one reason or another, especially when it's not even actually relevant to the original topic. i feel like people probably don't like me for that and i wouldn't blame them. i wouldn't know anyways, no one really says anything. even when i still had my tumblr blog i rarely got messages and in the rare moments i did, well...let's just say my replies tend to end up a lot like they are right now. either that or it'll be a drawing request but i don't feel as motivated to do it as i thought i did so that might also throw a wrench at my outlook. but uhh, thanks for reading all this garbage anyway, i think. you're quite a trooper and while, no, i don't remember you at all nor would i know what you did that i would even remotely remember you for, i guess it was at least nice to know you remembered me.

....i really should be catching up on assignments and somehow it's already 6:00.....see what i mean about shitty time management? i'm probably just gonna end up watching more dumb youtube videos anyways lmao why must i be like this......i'm a mess and no one needed to see this

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Anonnova In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2018-12-11 17:33:29 +0000 UTC]

Oh so THATS where you’ve been, I was so scared you died or something~

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to BethanyTheArcticFox [2018-10-06 02:21:34 +0000 UTC]

yea it's good but the thing is. i really don't use deviantart anymore i pretty much sold my soul to tumblr at this point so. yes i saw it and i do like it (in fact i favorited it, how did you not notice?) so thank you but i'm not so active here anymore lol srry m8,

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BethanyTheArcticFox In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2018-10-06 02:27:47 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome 
 ^^
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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to RetroPixel127 [2018-03-09 01:56:03 +0000 UTC]

thanks m8

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RetroPixel127 In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2018-03-09 03:51:25 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to RoyalClaws12 [2017-11-23 02:26:58 +0000 UTC]

yeah i heard :/

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RoyalClaws12 In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-11-23 02:27:42 +0000 UTC]

So, Will You Help Here For Stop FCC?

www.battleforthenet.com/#bftn-…

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to TheAuMaster [2017-06-30 15:53:24 +0000 UTC]

not really; now that the series is over and there's no more new content there really isn't much more that the fandom has to work with and therefore has to offer. i'm undertale trash now

and that "lewd" stuff isn't supposed to be out in the open anyway. i have a future ahead of me and people are gonna see that and think "wow this girl is nasty af" and they'll want no part of me so there goes my future and in turn my life. but i do still draw that stuff but it's private and hidden from search results. how u managed to dig that up from google is a mystery unless someone reblogged/reposted it from my old tumblr. just forget about it and don't acknowledge my past for the sake of my future. maybe once i get completely settled and don't have to worry about anyone important fact-checking me i'll make it a little but more public. but for now, i'd suggest keeping your mouth shut, ok?

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noko-noko In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-11-03 19:07:24 +0000 UTC]

I have a suggestion on how to distance yourself from that art.

Abandon all of your current accounts.
Dont post any of your art online for a good long while.
Eventually your art will improve to the point that it doesnt look like your old art.
Make new art accounts under a completely new name. 
Be careful with the way you act so you dont accidentally reveal that you are Caffrin.


I've faked my death like this and my new blog was a success, growing followers quickly and nobody knew about the garbage I used to draw.

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to noko-noko [2017-11-04 01:50:50 +0000 UTC]

too late, i'm back to being caffrin. and besides, my old art just kinda disappeared off the internet anyway??? so we don't need to worry about that yikes stuff, for the most part

but yeah, i'm still drawing lewd things, just not the stuff that's problematic

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NigelDanh In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-10-19 06:33:40 +0000 UTC]

Hi, i'm from YouTube but there is the important thing is follow the Community Guidelines in YouTube or else you'll will get an first strikes if you over exceeded three times strikes and that account will be terminated.

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to NigelDanh [2017-10-19 16:40:24 +0000 UTC]

okay thanks idk why you're telling me this, i already knew that but thanks

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NigelDanh In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-10-21 05:10:20 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome and my channel on YouTube but fortunately there is no copyright strikes in my channel.

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TheAuMaster In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-06-30 15:57:35 +0000 UTC]

i think someoen copied that pic and added it on google idk why but they probly dud

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to TheAuMaster [2017-06-30 15:58:32 +0000 UTC]

i tried to look it up and couldn't find it so maybe it's not that big of an issue but still

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TheAuMaster In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-06-30 16:03:59 +0000 UTC]

im use to r34 stuff andd i hope no one else finds that pic im pretty sure u deleted it idk

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to TheAuMaster [2017-06-30 15:45:59 +0000 UTC]

why are you going around telling people not to do something when the truth is i don't even really care. it affects me in no way whatsoever. besides if you really don't want anyone to see it, telling people not to go look at it is just drawing more attention to it which is the exact opposite of what you seem to want.

i don't even know you. i don't recall ever interacting with you in any single way. you literally just told a random stranger to not look at something you did when you could've just said nothing about it at all.

i mean, as attention-hungry as i am myself (and at least i'm willing to admit it), this probably isn't the best way to get said attention.
besides i'm pretty much dead here on deviantart so you're literally beating a dead horse here.

sorry if that came off as rude but.........i seriously do not give a fuck. thank you.

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TheAuMaster In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-06-30 15:51:28 +0000 UTC]

im one of ur watchers btw :I

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to TheAuMaster [2017-06-30 15:54:19 +0000 UTC]

yeah but i still never interacted with you, y'know? and there's literally no reason to watch me because this account, as i said earlier, is dead.

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TheAuMaster In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-06-30 15:49:23 +0000 UTC]

i didnt tell anyone else to but i only did to u also that ok sorry tho 

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to RoyalClaws12 [2017-05-27 21:21:44 +0000 UTC]

????? did she SAY she'll do it or did she already do it?????

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RoyalClaws12 In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-05-27 21:22:08 +0000 UTC]

She'll Do It.

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to RoyalClaws12 [2017-05-27 21:22:46 +0000 UTC]

that's still not very specific, do u have like proof or anything???

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RoyalClaws12 In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-05-27 21:23:36 +0000 UTC]

She Did Steal Art from My Friend,

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to RoyalClaws12 [2017-05-27 21:24:51 +0000 UTC]

aight then, can u link me to her account so i can handle it

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RoyalClaws12 In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-05-27 21:25:34 +0000 UTC]

, Thats Her

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Chartreuse-Caff In reply to RoyalClaws12 [2017-05-27 21:26:20 +0000 UTC]

i was about to say i already got onto her account but thanks

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RoyalClaws12 In reply to Chartreuse-Caff [2017-05-27 21:26:37 +0000 UTC]

No Problem

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