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Why did you say the things you did? You were my very best friend. You stood by my side when no one else would. I was at the top. But then.. you moved away, and my world came crashing down. The reality of love and life came at me and hit me like a train at such a young age. The words you said.. I was your friend. How could you have said such cruel and abusive things. How could it have impacted me so much to the point where these words slash into my flesh and never heal, continuously pouring out my blood and the love I once had for you. Scars that would never close again opened even more when you told me to leave you alone and that you never wanted to see me again. The storm of emotions I felt made me go crazy it seems. I wanted to be yours and you mine. My dream was to live a happy life with you but you ruined it and burned it. Purposely you've continued to open these wounds and are waiting for me to fall on my knees and give in.

"Kill yourself. No one will miss you."

Such strong words.. Such strong words from a "man" who hardly has the audacity to say that and other cruel words to my face. How could you? How could you not feel any guilt from the things you've done to me? You turned your back on me when I needed you most. I stopped talking after this. I didn't have a friend for years, because I was too afraid of the outcome. I still don't? I feel I seem to keep losing them!
How dare you? How.. how could you.. Why... did you.

I'm sorry guys I just.. I needed to vent because some things have come up. I don't.. I couldn't not vent and bottle myself up any longer.

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Gore warning...

Why did you say the things you did? You were my very best friend. You stood by my side when no one else would. I was at the top. But then.. you moved away, and my world came crashing down. The reality of love and life came at me and hit me like a train at such a young age. The words you said.. I was your friend. How could you have said such cruel and abusive things. How could it have impacted me so much to the point where these words slash into my flesh and never heal, continuously pouring out my blood and the love I once had for you. Scars that would never close again opened even more when you told me to leave you alone and that you never wanted to see me again. The storm of emotions I felt made me go crazy it seems. I wanted to be yours and you mine. My dream was to live a happy life with you but you ruined it and burned it. Purposely you've continued to open these wounds and are waiting for me to fall on my knees and give in.

"Kill yourself. No one will miss you."

Such strong words.. Such strong words from a "man" who hardly has the audacity to say that and other cruel words to my face. How could you? How could you not feel any guilt from the things you've done to me? You turned your back on me when I needed you most. I stopped talking after this. I didn't have a friend for years, because I was too afraid of the outcome. I still don't? I feel I seem to keep losing them!
How dare you? How.. how could you.. Why... did you.

I'm sorry guys I just.. I needed to vent because some things have come up. I don't.. I couldn't not vent and bottle myself up any longer.