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Sometimes I need everything to be quiet so I can gather my thoughts. And breathe.
I just want to snap at everyone. I want to snap at them and scream at them to shut up and explode on them and I want them to listen. To. Me. For once.
Everything is too much. Cars driving outside. People talking. Doors closing. Living in anxiety that it’ll happen again and he’ll leave but this time it’s forever and they’ll never be the same. Scared to talk to them when they’re together. So. Scared. All the time.
Reality is claustrophobic.
What is wrong with me. What is wrong with my head. Why am I like this. Why does everything irritate me. Why does nothing make me happy anymore. Why am I so impatient. Why. Why. Why. I just want to be happy.
Im tired. And lonely. And scared.

Description
Sometimes I need everything to be quiet so I can gather my thoughts. And breathe.
I just want to snap at everyone. I want to snap at them and scream at them to shut up and explode on them and I want them to listen. To. Me. For once.
Everything is too much. Cars driving outside. People talking. Doors closing. Living in anxiety that it’ll happen again and he’ll leave but this time it’s forever and they’ll never be the same. Scared to talk to them when they’re together. So. Scared. All the time.
Reality is claustrophobic.
What is wrong with me. What is wrong with my head. Why am I like this. Why does everything irritate me. Why does nothing make me happy anymore. Why am I so impatient. Why. Why. Why. I just want to be happy.
Im tired. And lonely. And scared.