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slow computer?! oh no that's no good
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well it's a bit better now .~.
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I'm 5,7 by the way
so it seems you could be a tiny bit taller
which totally ruins everything
I always thought you were short
didn't want you taller than me
you must have grown considerably since we first met
I think I remember you being much smaller
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I thought you were a it taller then me too! .~.
that kinda does ruin things
I used to be a lot smaller but I just kinda went through a huge growth spurt and next thing I know I'm about 5'8"!
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5,7 . . 5,8
I'm sure we're pretty much almost exactly the same size
so it really doesn't matter too much
I've been thinking/feeling . . stuff recently
and I think it's perhaps not a good thing
I'm not really sure if it's something I want
I'm under the impression I would just get rejected anyway
not really too comfortable talking about it
you would understand if i told you
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yeah we are I guess it's only about sn inch
aw ok D:
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it'd would be useless to even try
this person isn't very close by
and I'm afraid it would ruin the relationship i have with her
or maybe cause awkwardness if I were to
split up with her and meet someone else but still be her friend
it would be a no anyway :/
she thinks I'm amazing and wonderful and sweet
she seems to really like cuddling and is a real crybaby
she hates seeing me upset and always tries to keep me happy
but she has made it clear multiple times
that she does not want that sort of relationship
really hoping that I one day find that perfect someone
I'm sure she is smart enough to understand who I am referring to
she knows I can often be fickle and unsure of my feelings
but she's 100% sure that I love her very much
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Mino...
I love you dearly but not in that way
I love you more like I would a big brother...
I'm sorry
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I'm very annoyed at you
seems you had plenty of time to play happy families with the Mrs but no time to reply to my message
you know I can be sensitive and don't like being neglected
you know full well that you could have replied to me sooner
but instead you chose to do your little zelda rp with her
I didn't look at what you 2 were typing to each other
I wouldn't be so rude
I just had a quick look to confirm when the messages were being sent
perhaps you don't understand how it can make me feel
what I would start to think
is it that you
prefer her over me? is she a better friend? am I just not as important?
you've upset me now
and now because of anything we have said
because you could have easily make a quick reply sooner
but you chose not to
now I feel I can't even give you a proper reply to your message
not now anyway
I'm too overwhelmed with emotion
oh you've no idea how it affected me
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I'm sorry Mino
I really am and I know you're upset
see I have over 30 replies in my inbox but usually the last few never show
my replies also keep on resetting too meaning I could be at 12 one second and the next all the way back up to 30
also in all honesty when I read your message I just really didn't know what to say...
in all honesty I was touched and quiet flattered at what you said but...
I just didn't know exactly what to say to it...
I want to say I love you so much (which I do ) but just not in that way...
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well thank you for apologising
but what I really wanted
was to know that it wouldn't happen again
but unfortunately it seems as if it could
because of what you just told me
sorry for putting you in this situation
I didn't expect you to know what to say
but I did expect you to repeat what you've told me before
"love you dearly but not in that way"
just understand
I'm often not sure how i feel about people or things
I feel when it comes to certain things
you can never know if you want it until you try it out
so I often have doubts even if I am quite sure
It's important that you know
I wasn't making a request
just letting you know is all
one has to keep themselves grounded in reality when dealing with this sort of thing
if you go in expecting good news you're bound to get hurt
it's no secret that you are a big part of my life
so it makes sense that over time I could develop certain feelings
seeing you as more perfect than you are already
using the imagination to make you seem . . better
I did the same thing to her once
except that wasn't quite the same as this
obviously she gave me the answer you gave me
I'm not stupid so I know considering the situation we're in it would never work
and I knew even if I weren't this far away etc etc you would say no
I'm not upset that you said no believe me
I totally knew that was gonna happen
I don't want you to feel bad
because you haven't done anything bad
I guess you could say
I've not been ok lately
even if I've said otherwise
I'm very unsure about things in my life
plagued by negativity
and scared that I'll lose the things and the people I love
I completely understand how you can see me as a brother but not something more
after all that's happened I would be very surprised if you ever change your mind about that
I was never infatuated with you and never had a crush or anything
just curiosity and loneliness and sorrow
you no I haven't been coping well
I portrayed myself as someone who truly had those feelings for you
but it's not true no not really
I just needed someone to project my feelings onto to fill the empty space
I hope you understand
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It's ok Mino I completely understand so there is no reason to be sorry
I'll always try to be here for you when I can it's just when I was trying to get rid of my rps so I could get to you
I'm sorry it felt like I was negleting you
In all honesty if I was that but older and in collage...and lived very near you and knew you well I'd propanly say yes to going with you
but that isn't the case
You are an amazing guy Mino
you really are so don't ever put yourself down in any way
and I really belive one day you'll find the right girl
I just know I'm not her
and it's ok
we all get lonely and depresses sometimes
I know things are hard for you and I've realised that I mean a lot to you
I'll always try be here for you Mino
amyway it's getting late
I think we both need a nice long rest now do I'm gonna go to sleep
I have to sell at a festival in town tomorrow
nighty night Mino
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im glad you understand
but we both know we will always sorry
even if we don't need to
I shouldn't have doubted you
I overacted a bit
I jumped to conclusions thinking you just chose to not reply
I know now that you would have got back to me if you could
I'm a little surprised to hear that if things were a bit different
you probably would have said yes
over the years I've learnt to be a bit less picky
but only in terms of appearance
in other words I've opened my eyes changing how I veiw people in general
doesn't matter what we look like we can all be beautiful and I'm now able to see that
my idea of what is beautiful and what is not has changed considerably
we all look beautiful in our own special way
this makes it hard to compare 2 people choose one over the other
when I'm friends with a female
at first I might not think they look that great
but over time my opinions can change
I often think my friends are very pretty
I often decide they would be better as just a friend
but this hasn't stopped me from asking them anyway
I think how I feel about them can affect how pretty I think they are
I already love you so much as a friend and I think you're pretty
so you can imagine it wouldn't be too much of a stretch
to start thinking of you in . . other ways
I never did seriously think of you (much) in a way more than friends
I'm just very curious sometimes wondering what would it be like
due to the circumstances I knew it wasn't worth seriously considering
so I never felt the need to actually ask you properly
I just wanted you to know that it was something i'd thought about
I feel as if you've taken on some kinda of matriarchal role in my life
hoping I'm using that word correctly
you've in a way become like a mother to me
sorry if that sounds a bit weird just hear me out
you always try to be there for me and miss me when I'm gone
you try to help me up when I'm down and tell me I can succeed
you give me cuddles and kisses and think I'm rather handsome
so your role in our friendship is a bit mother-ish
but I'll always see you as my good friend/sister
you say I'm a really amazing guy and that makes me happy
I think you are right and I think you too are really amazing
you know I try not to put myself down too much
you don't ever have to be my love interest because I'm fine with us how we are now
and you're darn right you mean a lot to me
if you left it would be like me losing my house and my family and all my possessions
it would be absolutely dreadful
you said in your message "I think we both need a nice long rest now"
I can understand you needed your sleep to wake up tomorrow etc etc
but I slept during the day yet again so I'm typing this at 5am in the morning
having been up all night drawing and watching doctor who among other things
I'll try to get more drawing done
got something wip at the moment
i'll show it to you later on
would like to make a Christmas deviation
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Mino come here and let me just hug you!!
you really mean so much to me
and a Christmas deviation?
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hello
how are you?
it's gonna be Christmas soon
so it makes sense for me to make a Christmas deviation
something i haven't done before
i haven't started one yet but i should do
don't wanna leave these things too late
I can't believe I never thought of this before
Kari
whoever thought up that name?
that name's rubbish
it just doesn't sound right
we need something new
something better
something more you
Kari
Kara
Carragh
Clara
it makes perfect sense
the doctors companion
the impossible girl
I'm calling you Clara from now on
I've been watching a lot of who recently
started watching from the beginning episode 1 - rose (2005)
I watched some of the old episodes with 9th
but I couldn't bare watching it all properly
so I just skipped through them a bit sometimes
I gave up on watching it after a while
and skipped to season 5 - 11th's debut
watched all of season 5 now
I really like 11 and Amy/Rory
Amy is so pretty she's beautiful
and Rory is a really likeable character
they are my favorite companions
I really like Amy but at the same time I dislike her
she's about to get married to her boyfriend and she tries to cheat on him with the doctor
I feel there are times when she doesn't treat Rory as good a she should
she tries to kiss the doctor at her wedding while in front of Rory and everyone else
she thinks she's pregnant but doesn't tell Rory only tells the doctor
that's no way to treat your man
they really make it seem like Amy prefers the doctor
teasing a romance between the two
there shouldn't be a choice to make
it should be a no brainer for her to choose Rory
I'm glad they showed that she does indeed really love him
I realised that doctor who in general isn't always so complicated
the reason I got lost is because
the story with the astronaut and the silence etc
it's all quite complicated and cryptic
and I had forgotten a lot of what happened
only some of the stories are complicated
I said in my notes that i was gonna stop watching it
but now i've changed my mind
it's not that i dislike doctor who
I just didn't enjoy the day of the doctor that much
and am not a big fan of tennant
oh and by the way remember those notes were sent a while ago
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I'm good thank you~
I had a very busy day of selling products in town
I'll be selling again on Sunday~
Clara! Why didn't we think of that before!?!? owo
I supposed I should call you The Doctor from now on?~
I really love Amy she and Rory have always been my favourites.
I've realised that at times Amy can be a little unfair
but in the end she does choose rory and chooses to die with him
I haven't watched Doctor Who in a while but me and my friends are gonna have a marathon soon
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what have you been selling?
drugs? lol joking
no no NO
never call me the doctor
even if I act like him sometimes
not that you would know anyway
but one day you'll see
you know that I have a name already
it's not my real name it's something I like to be called
I am to be called Mino
however if there is something else you'd like to call me
I guess I can make an exception because it's you
I'd just prefer to be called Mino most of the time
because that's who I am
you cant tell I can't always take jokes very well
I just wanted to remind myself of what happened during 11's time as the doctor
I forgot a lot of what happened and got confused when watching first time
so this time I'll see it and understand
then I will be ready for the 12th
I don't think I'll ever re-watch 9th or 10th episodes
I don't really care about rose or Martha
I thought Donna was too goofy and cartoony
I didn't like donna much
but I liked her more than rose and martha
and as I said before I'm not a big tennant fan
so it makes sense for me to not be interested in those episodes
I like the 9th doctor but am not too keen on the episodes he appears in
McCann really should have been in some real episodes
he could've been one of my favs
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I'm selling earphone holders~ .w.
I'll forever know you as Mino!~
I need to start rewatching the old ones soon
and I can't wait for 12!
I#ve always loved Donna actually!
she was so cute and funny and that's really the reason why!
Catherine Tate herself is just amazingΒ and funny!!
yeah I never really liked rose or Martha too much but I admit rose was quiet good as The Moment's Interface~
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I didn't like the moment interface
i didn't like much in the whole episode
it just took me a whole to realise that
Mino & Clara
if you don't wanna be called that
just let Mi no ok
I'd rather not say Carragh
because it just reminds me of Car
you're not a vehicle
and say Kari (Car-ee) out loud sounds weird to me
Boo is too short a name and I'm just not fond of the name
also not fond of the name Mitty
if it were Milli (like million) or Mini I'd have no problem
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well we all have our own opinions@ .w.
Clara and Mino it is! XD
and I see what you did there~ XD
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you see what I did there? . . oh you mean
when I said Mi no instead of me know
right?
yeah I like saying that when I get the chance
oddly enough I have something that I will now call invisible catchphrases
it's when I have a catchphrase in my head and often say it in my mind
but don't actually use it when talking to people
either because I can never find the right time to say it
or because I'm all alone with no one to talk to
most of the time because im alone
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yeha XD
it was very punny~ .w.
invisible catch phrase huh?
my thing I just shout at the moment is DON'T JUDGE ME!
I dunno whY I do XD
I'm here to talk when I can .w.
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yes you are here to talk when you can
I just never bothered to use the phrases
i've got some weird catchphrases
BOOSTED! is one of my old invisible catchphrases
so like if you're playing a game and you do this awesome thing that makes you win with style
you shout that out but I never said it out loud as it's an invisible phrase
my favourite phrase now is "well, you know what they say"
double double is another old phrase I used
after a while I changed it to total double
and now the phrase is "total double make's the world go ground"
which doesn't make much sense since there is no such thing as total double
not yet anyway
I only ever say the total double phrase after I've said "well you know what they say"
I imagine total double is the name of this awesome duo
might be a musical duo making music
i dunno
total destruction isn't really a phrase I use
I just like it for some reason
i dunno
im weird
and don't worry
I WON'T JUDGE YOU
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hehe~
the phrase I use for something awesome is BOOM!
and that's really it~ XD
need to log off for a bit 
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oh yeah it's friday
I was wondering why you said you'd be back instead of just going offline
well ok then I'll wait
Boom huh? can't see myself using that phrase
I like boosted
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I'm back~ .w.
well we all have our own sayings~
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helloooo!
I just reported someone
I like reporting people
there are so many scumbags out there
thinking they can get away with stealing peoples art
it's just dusgusting
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good job Mino!! >:3
I hate art thievies!!
also I'm gonna head to bed now
I have a swim
exam tomorow and I'm tired after the day of selling .~.
might night mino!
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Hello
when is that exam you were talking about?
is it over already?
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hi
it's ok now~
I failed sadly but oh well~
It was my final swim exam~
if I pass it next time I'm a qualified pool lifeguard~
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well that took a long while
but it's not your fault
well you know what they say
. .
If at first you don't succeed
Dust yourself off and try again
You can dust it off and try again, try again
Aaliyah - Try Again
at the end of season 6 episode 6 - The Almost People
it is revealed to us that the Amy we've been seeing on screen
is in fact just a doppelganger made from flesh
the doctor says to amy "no you're not you haven't been here for a long long time"
he says the word long more than once indicating
that she's been a ganger for a considerable amount of time
so my theory is that near the end of episode 2 - Day of the Moon part 2
when the doctor and co came to save amy from the silence
they were actually saving the doppelganger
meaning from episode 2 onwards Amy was a doppelganger
and the real amy was in captivity
when we see Madame Kovarian for the first time in episode 2
she says "no I think she's just dreaming" and then she disappears
so at that point amy was most likely already being held captive
it's all very complicated
i don't want to go on and on and on
so I'll just say that the majority of season 6 is very confusing
the impossible astronaut, the mysterious little girl, the silence,
amy's pregnancy, the doppelgangers, river's identity, Mels
it's all very confusing but now that i watch it again
it's more clear
I think you might like this
I don't but I think you might
creepypasta-girl.deviantart.coβ¦
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and that's what I will do~
try and try again~
I actually agree with your theory and I say it's right
it explains sooooo much though when we actually find out that Amy was a Flesh the entire time!
yes~ =w=
I just followed her! I really love her work~ .w.
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followed? this isn't twitter/tumblr
you watched her
I used to really dislike river
now that's changed
Clara oswald is ok an all
but she's nothing compared to the ponds
amy is way prettier
i don't know what else to say
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er yeah I meant watched
sorry >~<
I've always loved River~
I love Clara too but I agree the Pond family were just so amazing!
neither do I .~.
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you'll be gone soon and we wont have talked much at all
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this day was going to come eventually
we will just have to try harder to keep things alive
if there's one thing i really don't want
it's for us to have nothing to say to each other
and talk much less because of that
I love you so much
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exatclty!!
I love you too~
um I'm going into town tomorrow to sell more tomorrow~ .w.
I hope it goes well .w.
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sell sell sell
i feels like my life is frozen
all the things i wanna get done
they are not being done
im not progressing in my life
just slowly making things worse
by letting myself get trapped
truth is
I sometimes hold off on drawing
because I don't know when you'll come online
and I don't wanna miss you
and when you are online I feel the need to wait til you're gone
before I do any drawing because the time we have is precious
that's not the only reason why i haven't been drawing though of course
don't think this is your fault
it's not
I need to upload more
I need to establish my kingdom
I need to get a job
and I need to make some friends
I'm too alone
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I'll try!
G-Good luck with everything Mino
and you shouldn't feel like that!
you don't have to hold off on drawing because of me
I'd love for you to draw even when I am here
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it's just we barely get to speak these days
barely
so i don't wanna lose even one second
I wait for you too much
I should be off doing my own thing
but I'm often not
I'm just waiting for you
as if I were staring at a clock
I'm sorry
I might need some time away from DA
not sure
I just need to sort things out
can you be on for much longer
it's late so I just assume you might run off again
but it's the weekend so im not sure
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you're right we hardly do .~.
it's ok Mino
if you need a break you need a break~
I'll try stay on until 12:30
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if you haven't seen this already
here it is now
dav-19.deviantart.com/art/Eeveβ¦
you know I have all the time in the world right now
so it makes no sense that i've been so inactive
something went wrong and i need to fix it
i think im gonna cut myself off from everyone for a while
give myself some alone time to fix things
goodnight Clara
I'll see you later
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I have~
it's really cool!~
ok then Mino~
I just hope you get things sorted~
nighty night Mino~
see you later!
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just finished watching The Angels take Manhatten again
I've been re-watching it all from season 5
the episode is so sad and now they are gone
oh why did they have to die? they were the best ever
and did you notice that we never on screen see the doctor inform their parents about their deaths
Brian Williams was introduced in episode 2 and appeared in episode 4
then Amy and Rory die in episode 5 and we never see Brian again
I feel sorry for him
I feel Gwen Cooper would have been a good companion
appearing some time before 10 regenerates
because I don't think her and 11 are a good match
I was soo confused with the whole river song thing
I tried to make sense of it but just wasn't able to piece it all together
then I saw this timeline image which helped a lot lh4.googleusercontent.com/-q-yβ¦
still not sure if I totally understand what happened
but whatever it doesn't really matter
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I love that episode so much but it's soooooooo sad!!! ;A;
They were the best companions ever!
Actually yeah I did notice that I really feel sorry for Brian ;A;
Too be honest yeah, Gwen isn't the best match up with 11 .~.
It is very confusing I know
the timeline does help a lot more but River's life is still confusing >~<
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I mention doctor who and then I find out that you're a real big fan of it
just another something we have in common
then I mention doctor who to someone else I know
I said to her "im watching doctor who"
then she says to me "omg me too, thats what I was doing all night"
turns out we both had the same idea of re-watching all of doctor who from season 5 onwards
I had no idea she was a fan of doctor who just like I had no idea you were a fan
then yesterday I tell amy that I'm watching doctor who and she said
"Yh I know, I love dr who man"
"Did you see the 50th anniversary eposode?"
"I totally fan girled when I saw them all together and then when tom baker appeared"
I had no idea Amy liked doctor who so much
it's weird how I just casually mention doctor who so someone
then I find out they are actually a big fan
that's 3 friends who are big fans of doctor who
and I had no idea
also since you are now Clara
I have Clara and Amy
I'll show you what I've been working on recently
been making a gift for Ezzie
decided to make my own version of her OC lady-ezzie.deviantart.com/art/β¦
here is what I've got so far s29.postimg.org/xj8srseid/imagβ¦
the dragon is still very wip
she is a big spyro fan if you couldn't already tell
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hah that's so cool! It's like ye two are psychic or something!! XD
and Amy likes it too know!XD
Well now that you have Clara and Amy any other companion you would like? .w.
and Minooooo! that's so sweet of you!!
SHe's gonna loooove it!! ;w;
also brb bed
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im annoyed
I was trying to find this bit of music
but the only bit I remember has no lyrics
so I've been searching but I just can't find it
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aaww .~.
do you remember any lyrics or even the name of it?
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