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Trigger warning: Depression and suicidal thoughts

I have a problem with the university, everything is according to the classics: “well, I studied good at school (though not perfectly), I passed the exam, I entered because I needed to go somewhere.” In the third year I realized that I was not satisfied with the profession.
Now I'm at the fourth, and everything has gone so much that nothing in my life suits me. I completely ruined my routine, I hardly sleep, I hardly eat (and if I eat, then this is an unhealthy high-calorie food)
Drawing is the only thing I know how to do well, but in the end it's useless, because it doesn't help me to make money.
I don’t trust anyone around and I don’t trust any courses. (after all, there are a lot of scammers now)
Relatives insist to finish the education at least somehow. (only because a diploma)
Some of them support the Russian-Ukrainian war and I feel uncomfortable being with them.
They see all foreign countries as enemies (especially USA)
I think life is meaningless. I want to commit suicide more and more
Sorry for any mistakes. English isn't my native language.

BTW: It's my cat in photo. Her name is Leia and she is my cute preciouses being (and the only one who understands me)

Description
Trigger warning: Depression and suicidal thoughts

I have a problem with the university, everything is according to the classics: “well, I studied good at school (though not perfectly), I passed the exam, I entered because I needed to go somewhere.” In the third year I realized that I was not satisfied with the profession.
Now I'm at the fourth, and everything has gone so much that nothing in my life suits me. I completely ruined my routine, I hardly sleep, I hardly eat (and if I eat, then this is an unhealthy high-calorie food)
Drawing is the only thing I know how to do well, but in the end it's useless, because it doesn't help me to make money.
I don’t trust anyone around and I don’t trust any courses. (after all, there are a lot of scammers now)
Relatives insist to finish the education at least somehow. (only because a diploma)
Some of them support the Russian-Ukrainian war and I feel uncomfortable being with them.
They see all foreign countries as enemies (especially USA)
I think life is meaningless. I want to commit suicide more and more
Sorry for any mistakes. English isn't my native language.

BTW: It's my cat in photo. Her name is Leia and she is my cute preciouses being (and the only one who understands me)