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amaranthineries — Please Bless Me
Published: 2012-08-12 06:32:16 +0000 UTC; Views: 181; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 2
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A change of skyline or perspectiveWill make me feel complete for a day
I wonder if there is a power
In the world that will make it stay
I want to find another one
I want to find another way
What being has that blessing
And for it, what must I pay?
I stay closer to the fraying of the edges
I cannot turn away from my disgrace
I need to know where it is always
Just in case, just in case
Just in case
Entrenched but I am functional
I live close to a happy life
I think that someday someone sees me
As a loving and normal wife
But he doesn't see me as I am
He only sees what he would like
And I yearn to be the person
Who can fit that prototype
So I lie, I pretend
I hope someday I might
I stay closer to the fraying of the edges
I cannot turn away from my disgrace
I need to know where it is always
Just in case, just in case
Just in case
I think that I am confused
Perhaps a secret libertine
But don't ask and don't tell
Because I don't know what I mean
I am worried that I'll consume the world
If it is left unchecked
I try to purge my gross desire
But I don't know how to want for less
So I'll ask to be blessed
Please, whatever is out there
Make me full
