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I'm back on DA cus I cannot post this anywhere else, I dont even have a following I just need to get this out

I cant post this on tumblr cus two of my three friends follow me on there, I cant post it on twitter cus its too public. so this is where I'm posting it

I needed to vent after feeling empty and broken, this is my fault and I understand it is, I wasint understanding, they dont understand why I am, and I feel like crap, they're makeing me feel like crap, if I have to understand them then why cant they understand me and my way of life? I refuse to name them, and I shouldint have put their names in the art, but I needed to post this to avoid another fight with my friends,

I dont wanna lose anybody, I only have 3 friends who know me who know what has happened to me, and if I lose two of them, I'll only be left with one,

I dont wanna be alone, I dont wanna lose them, I'm scared I'm really really scared, I dont want them to go, I dont want to lose my only friends I worked so hard to have friends in the first place this isint fair this isint fair this isint fair why cant I just be loved? I'm so stupid I'm so so so stupid.

I wanna get my head chopped off.

Description
I'm back on DA cus I cannot post this anywhere else, I dont even have a following I just need to get this out

I cant post this on tumblr cus two of my three friends follow me on there, I cant post it on twitter cus its too public. so this is where I'm posting it

I needed to vent after feeling empty and broken, this is my fault and I understand it is, I wasint understanding, they dont understand why I am, and I feel like crap, they're makeing me feel like crap, if I have to understand them then why cant they understand me and my way of life? I refuse to name them, and I shouldint have put their names in the art, but I needed to post this to avoid another fight with my friends,

I dont wanna lose anybody, I only have 3 friends who know me who know what has happened to me, and if I lose two of them, I'll only be left with one,

I dont wanna be alone, I dont wanna lose them, I'm scared I'm really really scared, I dont want them to go, I dont want to lose my only friends I worked so hard to have friends in the first place this isint fair this isint fair this isint fair why cant I just be loved? I'm so stupid I'm so so so stupid.

I wanna get my head chopped off.