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sometimes there are days where i hate being an artist
dA isnt the place for my feelings? but im in a weird state with my art at the moment, i think i should be much better at it than i am. i know i have to push myself and ive been trying to honestly the past weeks! but its so much... it gets overwhelming knowing itll take another decade of just sitting on my ass and drawing until im as good as most of the people i look up to. i hate it. im not that good at art. i dont KNOW why people think i am. i bullshit anatomy all the time. i havent done a proper piece with CLEAN LINES as a full illustration in literally...... oh... over a year? and i lack in doing backgrounds x_x. i like my colors. but also my humans are really weird.
i have no energy for a lot anymore... im just really worn down. i want to do big pieces but there are so many factors. once my queue is done and the base website of my species is up i will focus on... myself. and getting better. i have the worst behind me, i was really really burnt out for like a month. but im fine now but i still... im not quite back. id like to be but i have so much art at once to just. hagh.

ano pumping out 5 pieces of art in one day, nothing or venting on .... deviantart - what will get today? spin the wheel!

Description
sometimes there are days where i hate being an artist
dA isnt the place for my feelings? but im in a weird state with my art at the moment, i think i should be much better at it than i am. i know i have to push myself and ive been trying to honestly the past weeks! but its so much... it gets overwhelming knowing itll take another decade of just sitting on my ass and drawing until im as good as most of the people i look up to. i hate it. im not that good at art. i dont KNOW why people think i am. i bullshit anatomy all the time. i havent done a proper piece with CLEAN LINES as a full illustration in literally...... oh... over a year? and i lack in doing backgrounds x_x. i like my colors. but also my humans are really weird.
i have no energy for a lot anymore... im just really worn down. i want to do big pieces but there are so many factors. once my queue is done and the base website of my species is up i will focus on... myself. and getting better. i have the worst behind me, i was really really burnt out for like a month. but im fine now but i still... im not quite back. id like to be but i have so much art at once to just. hagh.

ano pumping out 5 pieces of art in one day, nothing or venting on .... deviantart - what will get today? spin the wheel!