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I'm trying, but I keep falling down.
Failure accompanied by despair's crown.
Ornamented and adorned me now, macabre shown.

I had stood back again with dexterity upon my knees,
Weak enough to stand on my toes.
And it ran out, triumph out of my reaches.

I stood on a cliff edge, but I fell off, anchored heavy, amiss.
Free falling into a rabbit hole, constantly falling in abyss.
While falling, I learned to float now, though I knew I would perish.

Asphyxiating under the burdens of expectations,
No happiness to twerk on beats of glad smiles, a pure negation.
Crossed my heart, hope to die, I closed my eyes, with no second thoughts or intention.

In my mind I replayed it for the umpteenth time, the act of my savior.
Procrastinated the evil. Demeanor and behavior
Of anticipation were losing against my will, it grew shabbier.

It stood in front of me, at a pace.
I pulled the rug, it fell flat on face.
At last I conquered it and had my ace.

Description
I'm trying, but I keep falling down.
Failure accompanied by despair's crown.
Ornamented and adorned me now, macabre shown.

I had stood back again with dexterity upon my knees,
Weak enough to stand on my toes.
And it ran out, triumph out of my reaches.

I stood on a cliff edge, but I fell off, anchored heavy, amiss.
Free falling into a rabbit hole, constantly falling in abyss.
While falling, I learned to float now, though I knew I would perish.

Asphyxiating under the burdens of expectations,
No happiness to twerk on beats of glad smiles, a pure negation.
Crossed my heart, hope to die, I closed my eyes, with no second thoughts or intention.

In my mind I replayed it for the umpteenth time, the act of my savior.
Procrastinated the evil. Demeanor and behavior
Of anticipation were losing against my will, it grew shabbier.

It stood in front of me, at a pace.
I pulled the rug, it fell flat on face.
At last I conquered it and had my ace.