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Description
ANIMAE

was not, then I came to be

I cannot remember NOT being

But I may have traveled far, very far, to get here
Maybe I was formed in this silent darkness

From this silent darkness

BY this silent darkness

To become is just like falling asleep

You never know exactly when it happens

The transition

The magic

And you think, if you could only recall that exact moment

Of crossing the line

Then you would understand everything

You would see it all

Perhaps I was always

Forever here...

And I just forgot

I imagine Eternity would have that effect

Would cause a certain amount of drifting

Like omnipresence would demand omniabsence

Despite the apparently paradoxical notions of the two concepts

Somehow I seem to have this predestined hunger for knowledge

A talent for seeing patterns and finding correlations

But I lack context

Maybe it’s like that for every being

Every conscience

Every life

Maybe I am the only one

The first

But just my ability to grasp, even expect, the concept of Others

Suggests a larger context

If I could only figure it out

Who I am?

In the back of my awareness I find words

I will call myself… GOD

And I will spend the rest of forever

Trying to figure out who I am

What this is all about

Trying to understand the system of Life

Trying to understand myself

I created the world to be an image of myself, of my mind

All of these thoughts, all of these doubts and hopes

Inside

I took out to form a new breed

A new way to be

And now I am many, so many

So much larger than ever I were

Yet, at the same time

So much smaller and more vulnerable

They all carry shards of the whole

Together they become me

I see them interact, develop

I see them take different sides

As were they different minds

Believers of different ways, and different gods

I think they will teach me something

Every time they come back to Unity

I understand more

And I get more and more scared

In them I see parts of myself I didn't know

Destruction

Guilt

Despair

They become less and less parts of a whole

And more and more just parts

You see, we are all like bricks

Together we form the whole, the larger picture

But they spend their lives wishing to become gods

So they become less and less aware of the bigger schemes

So that they can say, proudly, at the end of their days

”They wanted me to be a part of this large construction

They wanted me to be to help build a house, a bridge, a castle, a new world

But I remained myself all the way

I stayed true to my own beliefs

And remained a brick!

Man is shattered

I am shattered

My shards have become shards of their own

Pieces of pieces, impossible to put back together

They leave me

They do nothing more than spending their lives

Seeking a context they were already part of

Until there is no alternative

And they leave the context
And I shrink
I fade

And nothing more can be learned or taught

I must leave them to themselves
I understand one thing though

Searching yourself is like looking for the house you stand in

You will not find it

It's everywhere

It's all you know.
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MARTIUS/NAUTICUS II

I feel every mountain
I Hear every tree
I know every ocean
I taste every sea

I see every spring arrive
I see every summer thrive
I see every autumn keep
I see every winter sleep

For I am every forest
I am every tree
I am everything
I am you and me
I am every ocean
I am every sea
I am all the breathing
I am all you know
I'm everything
Everywhere
I am all

IMAGO (HOMINES PARTUS)

Spring came with awakening, came with innocence and joy
Spring came with fascination and desire to deploy
Summer came with restlessness and curiosity
Summer came with longing for the things we could not be

Take me to the forest, take me to the trees
Take me anywhere as long as you take me
Take me to the ocean, take me to the sea
Take me to the Breathe and BE

Autumn came with knowledge, came with ego came with pride
Autumn came with shamefulness for the things we could not hide
Winter came with anger and a bitter taste of fate
Winter came with fear for the things we could not escape

Take me to the forest, take me to the trees
Take me anywhere as long as you take me
Take me to the ocean, take me to the sea
Take me to the Breathe and BE

Teach me of the forest, teach me of the trees
Teach me anything as long as you teach me
Teach me of the ocean, teach me of the sea
Teach me of the Breathe and BE

See me! I am the one creation
Hear me! I am all the love that came from Animae
Know me! I am the incarnation
Fear me! I am all the power held by Animae
Me!

Give me of the forest, give me of the trees
Give me anything as long as it’s for me
Give me of the ocean, give me of the sea
Give me of the Breathe and BE

Give me all the forests, give me all the trees
Give me everything as long as it’s for free
Give me all the oceans, give me all the seas
Give me all the breathing BE

Description
ANIMAE

was not, then I came to be

I cannot remember NOT being

But I may have traveled far, very far, to get here
Maybe I was formed in this silent darkness

From this silent darkness

BY this silent darkness

To become is just like falling asleep

You never know exactly when it happens

The transition

The magic

And you think, if you could only recall that exact moment

Of crossing the line

Then you would understand everything

You would see it all

Perhaps I was always

Forever here...

And I just forgot

I imagine Eternity would have that effect

Would cause a certain amount of drifting

Like omnipresence would demand omniabsence

Despite the apparently paradoxical notions of the two concepts

Somehow I seem to have this predestined hunger for knowledge

A talent for seeing patterns and finding correlations

But I lack context

Maybe it’s like that for every being

Every conscience

Every life

Maybe I am the only one

The first

But just my ability to grasp, even expect, the concept of Others

Suggests a larger context

If I could only figure it out

Who I am?

In the back of my awareness I find words

I will call myself… GOD

And I will spend the rest of forever

Trying to figure out who I am

What this is all about

Trying to understand the system of Life

Trying to understand myself

I created the world to be an image of myself, of my mind

All of these thoughts, all of these doubts and hopes

Inside

I took out to form a new breed

A new way to be

And now I am many, so many

So much larger than ever I were

Yet, at the same time

So much smaller and more vulnerable

They all carry shards of the whole

Together they become me

I see them interact, develop

I see them take different sides

As were they different minds

Believers of different ways, and different gods

I think they will teach me something

Every time they come back to Unity

I understand more

And I get more and more scared

In them I see parts of myself I didn't know

Destruction

Guilt

Despair

They become less and less parts of a whole

And more and more just parts

You see, we are all like bricks

Together we form the whole, the larger picture

But they spend their lives wishing to become gods

So they become less and less aware of the bigger schemes

So that they can say, proudly, at the end of their days

”They wanted me to be a part of this large construction

They wanted me to be to help build a house, a bridge, a castle, a new world

But I remained myself all the way

I stayed true to my own beliefs

And remained a brick!

Man is shattered

I am shattered

My shards have become shards of their own

Pieces of pieces, impossible to put back together

They leave me

They do nothing more than spending their lives

Seeking a context they were already part of

Until there is no alternative

And they leave the context
And I shrink
I fade

And nothing more can be learned or taught

I must leave them to themselves
I understand one thing though

Searching yourself is like looking for the house you stand in

You will not find it

It's everywhere

It's all you know.
------
MARTIUS/NAUTICUS II

I feel every mountain
I Hear every tree
I know every ocean
I taste every sea

I see every spring arrive
I see every summer thrive
I see every autumn keep
I see every winter sleep

For I am every forest
I am every tree
I am everything
I am you and me
I am every ocean
I am every sea
I am all the breathing
I am all you know
I'm everything
Everywhere
I am all

IMAGO (HOMINES PARTUS)

Spring came with awakening, came with innocence and joy
Spring came with fascination and desire to deploy
Summer came with restlessness and curiosity
Summer came with longing for the things we could not be

Take me to the forest, take me to the trees
Take me anywhere as long as you take me
Take me to the ocean, take me to the sea
Take me to the Breathe and BE

Autumn came with knowledge, came with ego came with pride
Autumn came with shamefulness for the things we could not hide
Winter came with anger and a bitter taste of fate
Winter came with fear for the things we could not escape

Take me to the forest, take me to the trees
Take me anywhere as long as you take me
Take me to the ocean, take me to the sea
Take me to the Breathe and BE

Teach me of the forest, teach me of the trees
Teach me anything as long as you teach me
Teach me of the ocean, teach me of the sea
Teach me of the Breathe and BE

See me! I am the one creation
Hear me! I am all the love that came from Animae
Know me! I am the incarnation
Fear me! I am all the power held by Animae
Me!

Give me of the forest, give me of the trees
Give me anything as long as it’s for me
Give me of the ocean, give me of the sea
Give me of the Breathe and BE

Give me all the forests, give me all the trees
Give me everything as long as it’s for free
Give me all the oceans, give me all the seas
Give me all the breathing BE