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AprilSilverWolf — Power, Love, Self Control
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Published: 2021-05-26 18:55:49 +0000 UTC; Views: 1556; Favourites: 35; Downloads: 0
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I'm this close to killing my child these days. Every day is a crisis. Can't take medication without it making me sick, wanting to kill myself, or making my milk supply vanish. She's teething and she's a demon. She won't let anyone sleep, including herself. My husband is useless. I'm useless. I hate everyone and everything. I wish I was dead. I want to kill her and then myself afterward. I want my husband to walk upstairs from work one day and see both his wife and child dead. That'll teach him. Teach him from what? Working his butt off downstairs? I hate myself. I don't even know why I hate so much. God give me the power of love and self control; give me the strength.It's okay, I'm getting help.
