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It was late. I haven't stopped practicing some plays on my violin. Father loves listening to them. Tomorrow I will turn 12. I still can remember when father burned this seal on my skin 6 years ago. And how 'mother' used to lock me up when I was 8 years old. Good that she is dead now. I really miss my real mother. The door opened and there was my brother Friedrich. He is actually quite nice to me. "Hey " he said and gesticuled to come over with him. He like me had brown curly hair. His where long. Mine too. But I don't like having them long. It's annoying.So to satisfy father I keep them in a bun. Today will be predicted who I will be promised to when I get my first bleeding. But I don't want to be mother, nor have a husband yet. I had to dress up pretty. I hate tight dresses in general. But this is pretty important. I do it for father. So Friedrich and I got out and went onto the streets of my hometown. Hartwig groaned at me and instantly said "Schlampe!" As he saw me. Friedrich looked angry at my brother and took me with him "Don't vorry he ist just jealous fazzer likes ju a lot" I blushed and smiled "J-Ja ok. Aber I am nervous. I don't knov vho vill be mein husband" we both got on a horse. It was a nice ride. We finished our little trip when we arrived at the so called 'Zwinger'. Fathers lands where outside the city. In a very nouble land. Friedrich helped me to get off the horse. He will be the one helping me today. Many people where there. They all were rich and looked not to bad. But who wi be my future husband? A lot of boys looked at me. Am I so pretty? "Mme Beauxfort" said a boy, blonde with blue eyes. "Oui?" I replied. So he is french. Great! He wore a beautiful uniform. He seemed to be a year older then me. I sat down and a lot of girls actually whete searching for their husband. They all had an eye on my brother. But he wasn't there to give. He was there to watch. "Mme Beauxfort, Herr Schwarzwälder" said an older man. That's August der Starke. The one who made Dresden how it is. People say he is mean to girls. He is our king sortof. There was another man, he had a uniform with a hood. And his son was looking very oriental. Finally everyone shutted their mouth. August started "Today we have found us here. To under us, the aristocrats find bounds. Bounds of marriage between your daughters and sons. Please let us start with the family Schwarzwälder with the magnificent daughter of Willhelm Schwarzwälder, Karine Françoise Beauxfort" August said "she is great at playing violin and I heard her voice is like the oje of an angel. She is smart, is partly french and as you know the Schwarzwälder, she brings a lot of money." First no one said a thing. But then the blong guy from before raised his hand "I would like to swear the oath with her" he said and I had to blush. "Okay M. Lusieux" said August "You two have the oath" Friedrich didn't say a thing. He knows exactly what that eill mean to our family. Money. And a good life. "Vhats jur name?" I asked him "Francis Lusieux. Just call me Francis, belle mme Beauxfort" he said. He is really nice. Me and Francis did speak a lot. We started knowing each other and he is a really nice guy. He went to Dresden to find a good woman. He said he found me so he is happy. And I speak his mother tongue, all he needs. Francis is a sweet guy. He is only a year older then me. But I appreciate him a lot. Time passed and also he had to go. My king wanted me to see him. I can't say no to the king right? So I told Friedrich to go home and wait for me. It won't be too long. I went through the Castle. It was gigantic. Everywhere he had paintings. Finally I got to the king chamber "Mein König" I said and bowed. He was sitting on his chair. Staring. Then he started to speak. His room was creepy. "I have to ask you for a favour" then he stood up and came near "und vhat vould zhat be, mein König?" August came even near then he already was and undid my corset "get naked" I shock my head real fast "I am sorry mein König I can't do zhat, I-" he pinned me to the wall and chained me up. He managed to take away all my clothers. I am so scared. I kept my head down because I was ashamed "mein König ist zhis nessessary?" "Don't speak!" He yelled and slapped me. He undid his pants and I didn't dare even looking. I just prayed for this not to happen. Friedrich should have stayed. I don't want this. I started to cry slightly. No! No! Why won't he stop. I thought. Can't he just not do that!

"Aaah~" I yelled out loud and just had to process what happened.... I am naked in the kings chamber, raped by him. Slapped. I started to cry again. I am so pathetic. Why did this happen to me?! I lost my honour to this man! I looked down again. My tears fell on the ground. "Stop crying already" August said. "You where good, bastard. No one cares for you anyway so why wasn't I allowed to take my chance. Besides. You know how it is with the Schwarzwälder. Rich. Und their p***y is good" I think he is kidding me right now. I yelled out of all my forces "I AM NOT EIN SCHWATZWÄLDER I AM EIN BEAUXFORT" he slapped me again and noticed the burned mark on my torso. " they won't help you, trust me" I looked at him and growled "I don't even knov vhat ze sign means!" A guard entered the room "Mein König. Herr Willhelm Schwarzwälder want to talk to you." August groaned. "Dress the girl. And bring her to her father" he said. The guards letted me free. "I feel sorry my dear" he said "don't be sorry für somezhing zhat ist already happened und zhat ve cannot change" I told to the guard who looked away and just gave me my clothes. "But Mme. He raped you" he said and looked town at my torso as well. "You may be a bastard but you are strong. And I am sure you will be one of us" I looked up to the guard "zhat mark? Vhat does it mean?" The guard showed me his chest. "It means you are one of us. An assassin. Mme Beauxfort. If you want to know more ask your father. He knows what to do" I nodded "may ju help me vizh ze corset?" I asked and he agreed tightening it. "Here. Run to your father and tell him everything. Just not right now. A little later" the guard letted me go. I ran to Father. I hugged him. "Vater!" He spinned me around. "I had to ask her out for some business. Nothing more" I nodded "Ja. Just ein talk" my father looked at August groaning. "Okay. Auf Wiedersehen " he bowed, I bowed. Looking at him full if discuss.

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It was late. I haven't stopped practicing some plays on my violin. Father loves listening to them. Tomorrow I will turn 12. I still can remember when father burned this seal on my skin 6 years ago. And how 'mother' used to lock me up when I was 8 years old. Good that she is dead now. I really miss my real mother. The door opened and there was my brother Friedrich. He is actually quite nice to me. "Hey " he said and gesticuled to come over with him. He like me had brown curly hair. His where long. Mine too. But I don't like having them long. It's annoying.So to satisfy father I keep them in a bun. Today will be predicted who I will be promised to when I get my first bleeding. But I don't want to be mother, nor have a husband yet. I had to dress up pretty. I hate tight dresses in general. But this is pretty important. I do it for father. So Friedrich and I got out and went onto the streets of my hometown. Hartwig groaned at me and instantly said "Schlampe!" As he saw me. Friedrich looked angry at my brother and took me with him "Don't vorry he ist just jealous fazzer likes ju a lot" I blushed and smiled "J-Ja ok. Aber I am nervous. I don't knov vho vill be mein husband" we both got on a horse. It was a nice ride. We finished our little trip when we arrived at the so called 'Zwinger'. Fathers lands where outside the city. In a very nouble land. Friedrich helped me to get off the horse. He will be the one helping me today. Many people where there. They all were rich and looked not to bad. But who wi be my future husband? A lot of boys looked at me. Am I so pretty? "Mme Beauxfort" said a boy, blonde with blue eyes. "Oui?" I replied. So he is french. Great! He wore a beautiful uniform. He seemed to be a year older then me. I sat down and a lot of girls actually whete searching for their husband. They all had an eye on my brother. But he wasn't there to give. He was there to watch. "Mme Beauxfort, Herr Schwarzwälder" said an older man. That's August der Starke. The one who made Dresden how it is. People say he is mean to girls. He is our king sortof. There was another man, he had a uniform with a hood. And his son was looking very oriental. Finally everyone shutted their mouth. August started "Today we have found us here. To under us, the aristocrats find bounds. Bounds of marriage between your daughters and sons. Please let us start with the family Schwarzwälder with the magnificent daughter of Willhelm Schwarzwälder, Karine Françoise Beauxfort" August said "she is great at playing violin and I heard her voice is like the oje of an angel. She is smart, is partly french and as you know the Schwarzwälder, she brings a lot of money." First no one said a thing. But then the blong guy from before raised his hand "I would like to swear the oath with her" he said and I had to blush. "Okay M. Lusieux" said August "You two have the oath" Friedrich didn't say a thing. He knows exactly what that eill mean to our family. Money. And a good life. "Vhats jur name?" I asked him "Francis Lusieux. Just call me Francis, belle mme Beauxfort" he said. He is really nice. Me and Francis did speak a lot. We started knowing each other and he is a really nice guy. He went to Dresden to find a good woman. He said he found me so he is happy. And I speak his mother tongue, all he needs. Francis is a sweet guy. He is only a year older then me. But I appreciate him a lot. Time passed and also he had to go. My king wanted me to see him. I can't say no to the king right? So I told Friedrich to go home and wait for me. It won't be too long. I went through the Castle. It was gigantic. Everywhere he had paintings. Finally I got to the king chamber "Mein König" I said and bowed. He was sitting on his chair. Staring. Then he started to speak. His room was creepy. "I have to ask you for a favour" then he stood up and came near "und vhat vould zhat be, mein König?" August came even near then he already was and undid my corset "get naked" I shock my head real fast "I am sorry mein König I can't do zhat, I-" he pinned me to the wall and chained me up. He managed to take away all my clothers. I am so scared. I kept my head down because I was ashamed "mein König ist zhis nessessary?" "Don't speak!" He yelled and slapped me. He undid his pants and I didn't dare even looking. I just prayed for this not to happen. Friedrich should have stayed. I don't want this. I started to cry slightly. No! No! Why won't he stop. I thought. Can't he just not do that!

"Aaah~" I yelled out loud and just had to process what happened.... I am naked in the kings chamber, raped by him. Slapped. I started to cry again. I am so pathetic. Why did this happen to me?! I lost my honour to this man! I looked down again. My tears fell on the ground. "Stop crying already" August said. "You where good, bastard. No one cares for you anyway so why wasn't I allowed to take my chance. Besides. You know how it is with the Schwarzwälder. Rich. Und their p***y is good" I think he is kidding me right now. I yelled out of all my forces "I AM NOT EIN SCHWATZWÄLDER I AM EIN BEAUXFORT" he slapped me again and noticed the burned mark on my torso. " they won't help you, trust me" I looked at him and growled "I don't even knov vhat ze sign means!" A guard entered the room "Mein König. Herr Willhelm Schwarzwälder want to talk to you." August groaned. "Dress the girl. And bring her to her father" he said. The guards letted me free. "I feel sorry my dear" he said "don't be sorry für somezhing zhat ist already happened und zhat ve cannot change" I told to the guard who looked away and just gave me my clothes. "But Mme. He raped you" he said and looked town at my torso as well. "You may be a bastard but you are strong. And I am sure you will be one of us" I looked up to the guard "zhat mark? Vhat does it mean?" The guard showed me his chest. "It means you are one of us. An assassin. Mme Beauxfort. If you want to know more ask your father. He knows what to do" I nodded "may ju help me vizh ze corset?" I asked and he agreed tightening it. "Here. Run to your father and tell him everything. Just not right now. A little later" the guard letted me go. I ran to Father. I hugged him. "Vater!" He spinned me around. "I had to ask her out for some business. Nothing more" I nodded "Ja. Just ein talk" my father looked at August groaning. "Okay. Auf Wiedersehen " he bowed, I bowed. Looking at him full if discuss.

... to be continued