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I feel the light wrap itself all around me and
I taste a hint of snow on the air
I’m still awake I’m tired and it’s 2 am
My bed is cold, there’s no one there

There is no heat in my soul tonight
As if a monster’s eating at me from inside
I know my whole life has been a lie
I know tonight that this will lead to the end

And as I dreamed, you were on the floor just gasping for air
My fingers wrapped your neck in a teasing hug that released all of
The life from your shuddering body and soul
While violent crimes were silently filling my eyes

Take me to a core so dark and deep
I think I’ll finally take the leap and I’ll be free for once
Bursts of heat will seep right in go through my skin
When I soar so far into the light
With all it's violence I just might feel my fears come back again
There is no forgiveness for the sins that used to grow on me

A tiny sound they’re slowly crawling on the stairs
I run away to no-man’s land
Depression is a thunder cloud that on my head
A bloody knife will send me there

Oh what’s out there? It’s a dangerous night!
My scene was cut as my salty tears swelled it shut
The evil world is all just a lie
Watch it melt as butter in my shaking hands

And as I dreamed, you were on the floor just gasping for air
The puppets dance like something I'd snuck inside a preview theater
Cracked lips now try to find the right words
But I forget quite what I was trying to say

Take me to a core so dark and deep
I think I’ll finally take the leap and I’ll be free for once
Bursts of heat will seep right in go through my skin
When I soar so far into the light
With all it's violence I just might feel my fears come back again
So I can sleep and remember the precious little time I spent.
And suddenly, a calmness has come over me
Like a memory
A silent whisper from a waiting ghost has caught my mind
A voice echoing through the stratosphere.

Allegro, agitate
The ringing in my ears will not stop
Allegro, agitate
The ringing in my ears cannot stop

And as I dreamed, clouds of night hid the silly world
A clock tower chiming my Cinderella midnight
Now frozen in the grip of my recurring nightmare
Choking me as my hourglass breaks and runs out

Aieeee!

Take me to a core so dark and deep
I think I’ll finally take the leap and I’ll be free for once
All the pain I caused will leave me for the final time
Will you listen as I mutter goodbye?
So the day can finally break
And dissolve what I used to see
into a pocket sized lump I’d wrap up and give to you
Call for help, the world is gone.