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i can't really put into words how i feel without sounding like a complete fucking tool so i'll just list what's wrong.. please don't ask me to vent to you because i honestly.......... dont feel comfy venting to people fddklffs :/
-the guy i like fucking hates me and ignores me whenever i attempt to speak to him
-people from my school don't give 2 shits about my existence and treat me like i'm fucking invisible. nobody talks to me and whenever i try to befriend someone they either get annoyed with me or creeped out by me for whatever reason
-im not improving at all in my art, people have been rapidly unwatching me and MUTUALS have been unwatching me. it fucking hurts a lot
-my mind is my worst enemy
- i hate my body type and how i look
my eyes are too small, my head is too small. i'm too fucking tall. i'm slightly overweight (5 lbs from average). i hate my stomach and my hips and my chest and my arms and my legs and my ears and my face and everything
-i have like........ 1 friend. idk who considers me their friend anymore
-im super fucking lonely and id never thought id say this but i want a boyfriend (not online tbh just someone irl i guess)
-ive been mooched off by someone who i thought was my friend (note me if you really wanna know but idk ill be hesitant) theyd always ask me for money and artwork and i finally spoke up about it and how they hoard unused characters and nobody acknowledges it
-ive been having a lot of health problems lately
-i have insomnia
-i'm still sad about the guy i like hating me. i wish i could get a second chance so badly

Description
vent-

i can't really put into words how i feel without sounding like a complete fucking tool so i'll just list what's wrong.. please don't ask me to vent to you because i honestly.......... dont feel comfy venting to people fddklffs :/
-the guy i like fucking hates me and ignores me whenever i attempt to speak to him
-people from my school don't give 2 shits about my existence and treat me like i'm fucking invisible. nobody talks to me and whenever i try to befriend someone they either get annoyed with me or creeped out by me for whatever reason
-im not improving at all in my art, people have been rapidly unwatching me and MUTUALS have been unwatching me. it fucking hurts a lot
-my mind is my worst enemy
- i hate my body type and how i look
my eyes are too small, my head is too small. i'm too fucking tall. i'm slightly overweight (5 lbs from average). i hate my stomach and my hips and my chest and my arms and my legs and my ears and my face and everything
-i have like........ 1 friend. idk who considers me their friend anymore
-im super fucking lonely and id never thought id say this but i want a boyfriend (not online tbh just someone irl i guess)
-ive been mooched off by someone who i thought was my friend (note me if you really wanna know but idk ill be hesitant) theyd always ask me for money and artwork and i finally spoke up about it and how they hoard unused characters and nobody acknowledges it
-ive been having a lot of health problems lately
-i have insomnia
-i'm still sad about the guy i like hating me. i wish i could get a second chance so badly