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It’s been a minute since I’ve been here, figured I’d upload some Elliot, I’ve been okay. Slowly working again. I work at DT and crash on a friends bed. But its not permanent and that scares me. Im scared of losing a place again. 3 years I’ve been doing this, 3 years I’ve kept my whole life in a single bag. And it’s tiring. I can’t keep things, I lose things, I’ve lost books, games, consoles, things given to me by now dead friends or family members. I’ve lost my cat. I don’t buy myself anything nice anymore. Cause I lose it, it wastes money. I don’t allow myself simple pleasures. I work day and night just to put food in my stomach and a roof over my head but for three years, I’ve never lived in a house for more then 2-6 months at a time. People I thought wanted to protect me turned me away. Called me garbage and a burden. And it’s exhausting.

I have no where to go, no place to call home, no friends, no family it’s exhausting. And so I’ve been falling behind in art. Struggling in my depression. I put on a smiling face at work. And I’m sorry. I’m sorry for promising things I can’t guarantee. I’m trying. I’ve gotten a few works done. And I’m just hoping things settle so I can get back into the swing of things. I used to be able to finish a piece in a day and now it takes me months.

If anyone knows anywhere/anyplace that might be able to help me that’d be great. I’m tired of having nowhere to go. Shoot me a dm or text if you know anything that might help.

I love you guys and I hope to continue making art soon.

Description
It’s been a minute since I’ve been here, figured I’d upload some Elliot, I’ve been okay. Slowly working again. I work at DT and crash on a friends bed. But its not permanent and that scares me. Im scared of losing a place again. 3 years I’ve been doing this, 3 years I’ve kept my whole life in a single bag. And it’s tiring. I can’t keep things, I lose things, I’ve lost books, games, consoles, things given to me by now dead friends or family members. I’ve lost my cat. I don’t buy myself anything nice anymore. Cause I lose it, it wastes money. I don’t allow myself simple pleasures. I work day and night just to put food in my stomach and a roof over my head but for three years, I’ve never lived in a house for more then 2-6 months at a time. People I thought wanted to protect me turned me away. Called me garbage and a burden. And it’s exhausting.

I have no where to go, no place to call home, no friends, no family it’s exhausting. And so I’ve been falling behind in art. Struggling in my depression. I put on a smiling face at work. And I’m sorry. I’m sorry for promising things I can’t guarantee. I’m trying. I’ve gotten a few works done. And I’m just hoping things settle so I can get back into the swing of things. I used to be able to finish a piece in a day and now it takes me months.

If anyone knows anywhere/anyplace that might be able to help me that’d be great. I’m tired of having nowhere to go. Shoot me a dm or text if you know anything that might help.

I love you guys and I hope to continue making art soon.