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Warning: This is not only the art, but also my meltdown for my DA career of points or money. With a few colorful language.

When it comes to a suggestion of drawing, we always want to earn money or points based on a request for anyone if we have points to purchase or even Paypal account.

If you're an artist with great quality, funny jokes and entertaining, it makes you feel like high-level person to raise money for your family, your friends and more.

But for the low-level beginning artist like me, its overly complicated for waiting for anyone asking for request of drawing with payment. I always want to make points or money for my works like i want to buy some new consoles (Including XBOX One that i wish), a tablet (If i made a decision), new games, and hole lot more.

I mean, i feel like im a homeless bum that i want points for adoption characters or even commission or even gaining money per months for again like $200, adopting characters and commission. But instead, all i get is a small points and pennies of change. I made a commission list respectively, but i barely received more than one or five for points or goddamn money. I also wanna buy some adoption characters, but some of them are ridiculous expensive i probably doing a payment of micro-stupid-transaction for either 400 points or even double it (800 points).

I always want to entertaining anyone or my friends or even helping my friends or family with gaining moneys. But i feel like nobody trust my personality or my works. Its as if nobody doesn't care about my life, since i was born with autism, asperger syndrome, ADHD, PDD (Pervasive developmental disorder) and depression.

I am a very complicated person with nearly no patience, a bit egotistic, being a butthurt manchild and always plain a victim, since im nearly 21 year old, with no sympathy, nearly no respect or even a complete Dick to anyone with no knowledge or my opinion...

I just want to move on, but i took a lot of risk, a complicated level and a waste of time...

Im sorry everyone...

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Description
Warning: This is not only the art, but also my meltdown for my DA career of points or money. With a few colorful language.

When it comes to a suggestion of drawing, we always want to earn money or points based on a request for anyone if we have points to purchase or even Paypal account.

If you're an artist with great quality, funny jokes and entertaining, it makes you feel like high-level person to raise money for your family, your friends and more.

But for the low-level beginning artist like me, its overly complicated for waiting for anyone asking for request of drawing with payment. I always want to make points or money for my works like i want to buy some new consoles (Including XBOX One that i wish), a tablet (If i made a decision), new games, and hole lot more.

I mean, i feel like im a homeless bum that i want points for adoption characters or even commission or even gaining money per months for again like $200, adopting characters and commission. But instead, all i get is a small points and pennies of change. I made a commission list respectively, but i barely received more than one or five for points or goddamn money. I also wanna buy some adoption characters, but some of them are ridiculous expensive i probably doing a payment of micro-stupid-transaction for either 400 points or even double it (800 points).

I always want to entertaining anyone or my friends or even helping my friends or family with gaining moneys. But i feel like nobody trust my personality or my works. Its as if nobody doesn't care about my life, since i was born with autism, asperger syndrome, ADHD, PDD (Pervasive developmental disorder) and depression.

I am a very complicated person with nearly no patience, a bit egotistic, being a butthurt manchild and always plain a victim, since im nearly 21 year old, with no sympathy, nearly no respect or even a complete Dick to anyone with no knowledge or my opinion...

I just want to move on, but i took a lot of risk, a complicated level and a waste of time...

Im sorry everyone...

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