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BlueFirePyra — Inner Demons
Published: 2006-12-04 00:04:36 +0000 UTC; Views: 55; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 1
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I tryOh god I try so hard
And I’m sorry
I’m oh so sorry
These demons
They live in me
And I can’t seem to tame them
They float above my every thought
Screaming out
Laughing at me
Strangling every smile
And casting shadows on everything
You say and do
These memories
Of my past
They play like old horror movies
Fast before my eyes
Trying to squeeze out every last
Teardrop they can get
I hug you
And I cry
Knowing how much
I’m putting you through
I know you’re choosing this
You’re choosing me
And taking me with all my flaws
I just don’t understand
I know you love me
I love you too
So much
So why can’t I
Just kill off this part of me
I want so badly
Just to rip it out
Replace it
Erase it
Forget it
Something, anything
To make these thoughts stop
All day I’m fighting
Struggling inside myself
Trying to make it alright
Never to succeed
As much as I hate them
And they hate me
These demons
They are a part of me
No matter how far I run
They are like a shadow
Following me wherever there is light
And consuming me in the dark
I stare at my own reflection
Disgusted by the image there
See them? There!
Dancing in my eyes
Taunting me
Creating this ugly image
Of tears stained skin
And bright red scars
God, please leave me alone
Get out of my head
Get out of my mind
I hate you!
I HATE YOU!
Leave me alone
I can’t take it anymore
You’re screaming and fighting
It’s all driving me insane
I’m clawing at myself
Trying to set them free
Ripping myself to shreds
Trying to release this anger
Built up inside of me
Why won’t this die?
Why won’t you die?
Please…
