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i don't even know where to begin on this description. first i'd just like to point out that this is nothing more than a glorified sketch if you're just looking for artistic execution of an idea. i did this for myself and i did it the way i wanted to and it was only after i had finished that i considered sharing this. because honestly, unless you're in my head this looks like more bland furry angst or the like, and is not worth the effort to fullsize. unless, like i mentioned, you're in my head. so when i'm done humoring my subconcious, this will get tossed into my scraps section.

the funny thing about this is that it never stayed in one shape the whole way through. i started drawing to figure out some feelings, then somehow or other the theme changed entirely. originally this was a hybrid of Caishide and Kimberly, with Kimberly ripping out the distorted Caishide wings. now it's just a nightmare Caishide trying to rip away the distortion and spreading it in the process.

aaaaaand... the need to somewhat explain this has just now died. oh well, whatever. it didn't really matter anyway. i think i've stopped drawing to communicate with other people and have now started drawing to explain things to myself.

photoshop, one layer, lots of self-exploration, and a complete waste of everyone else's time.

blahblah (c) you know the drill

[EDIT] and this is a shinign example of why you should NEVER attempt to explain anything while on high doses of concerta.
funnily enough, my current mood suits the piece better than my mood when i was actually drawing this.

Description
i don't even know where to begin on this description. first i'd just like to point out that this is nothing more than a glorified sketch if you're just looking for artistic execution of an idea. i did this for myself and i did it the way i wanted to and it was only after i had finished that i considered sharing this. because honestly, unless you're in my head this looks like more bland furry angst or the like, and is not worth the effort to fullsize. unless, like i mentioned, you're in my head. so when i'm done humoring my subconcious, this will get tossed into my scraps section.

the funny thing about this is that it never stayed in one shape the whole way through. i started drawing to figure out some feelings, then somehow or other the theme changed entirely. originally this was a hybrid of Caishide and Kimberly, with Kimberly ripping out the distorted Caishide wings. now it's just a nightmare Caishide trying to rip away the distortion and spreading it in the process.

aaaaaand... the need to somewhat explain this has just now died. oh well, whatever. it didn't really matter anyway. i think i've stopped drawing to communicate with other people and have now started drawing to explain things to myself.

photoshop, one layer, lots of self-exploration, and a complete waste of everyone else's time.

blahblah (c) you know the drill

[EDIT] and this is a shinign example of why you should NEVER attempt to explain anything while on high doses of concerta.
funnily enough, my current mood suits the piece better than my mood when i was actually drawing this.