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Published: 2020-05-25 05:37:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 3027; Favourites: 32; Downloads: 0
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Do you want to continue seeing more of my OC Captain Invincible?This will impact whether he’s gonna stay on DA here.
Let me know by June 25, 2020.
Edit:
Sorry, but I’m leaving DA no matter if there is gonna be 10+ responses by June 25 or not. Reason being is that I’m afraid I‘m suffering from a condition called “Sexual Addiction”, wherein I would compulsively engage in self-destructive, sexually-related behaviours that interfere with my personal life. Little did I know it was a very common, serious, and yet also very secretive “disorder” hidden in society.
I wasn’t consciously aware of it until I heard about it in one, then several more Ted Talks. I believe many users on DA might have the condition, as well, without really knowing about it, or what is compelling them to draw and consume the “art” that they do. I hope this can help more people recover from this condition, and experience more “control” in their own lives: www.sexhelp.com/am-i-a-sex-add… .
In my case, if you’re curious, I was frequently drawn to draw, develop, watch, and even “emotionally live the life” of my sexually explicit OC and Ban mainly because it was a compulsion. I stopped bodybuilding about 2 years ago, and have been misdirecting my “sex-drive energy” here in a hope to lure and connect with women in virtual reality on this platform. Underneath my behaviours, (I have to be honest with myself), I wasn’t content with myself. So the drawing process helped me escape the dissatisfaction I felt temporarily. That’s why I did it really.
It was very illogical. I witnessed my very blessed personal life faded to the background and deteriorated as I got more engrossed in this addictive, maladaptive and unhealthy behaviour. If sex-drive is the engine that prompted me to do it, then instead of fighting against it, maybe I can capitalise on this built-in biological trait and get me out of this behaviour to a healthier one, too.
So now, the first thing I would like to do is to abstain myself from this platform and any other stimulations that would keep me “stuck” here. Thank you for all your supports, but I must be going now! I hope more people, like you, would recognise this “Sexual Addiction” pandemic, in other people, and even in yourself. Have the wisdom to recognise your mistakes, and have the courage and wit to overcome it for a better life that you truly deserve.
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