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I know you probably aren't thinking of me but i think of you every fucking day and i sit here and wonder of i should write you a letter or send you something but then i stop cause i do not wanna push you away from me. I miss you calling me names i miss you making fun of me i miss you playing video games with me i miss you coming over and i just miss your presences. I miss that dumb smile and that dumb laugh and i miss those dumb blue eyes and dumb blond hair i miss the patchy scruff on your face and i miss your crude humor and i miss the way you would kinda slouch i miss all of it. I miss you telling me jokes to make me feel better i miss you getting mad cause i didn't sit by you i miss how you would take my food and run around the room trying to keep it away from me. I just want you here so i can mess with you and smudge your glasses. You always ticked me off and i would leave you and some way some fucking way you draw me back and i would be all over you again. The thing is i don't think you knew how much you meant no MEAN to me. I have been stuck on you for two years and i do not regret any of it. So many people told me to forget you cause you are leaving and when you come back you will change but the kick of the story is i don't fucking care if you change or not cause i will still care bout you. You are already an asshole but so am i and if i can stand you now what more could happen? I know you aren't the lovey dovey guy and i don't mind i don't mind if you don't wanna go out and do anything because you just being there is fucking great it always has been. I just wanna watch anime with you even if i don't like it and just sit there with you and laugh and smile and just be with you. You are so important to me and the thing is i don't think you feel the same. Some people think you do other do not know and i am one of those people who do not know. Its just so crazy how one person has an impact on my life and we are not even together. You are a marine a smartass, rude mannered, and tough as steel at least that's what other people see in you but me.. i see a huge fucking nerd who has a heart tho he sometimes does not like to admit it but you are a sweetheart you are a big ol softy. The thing is i don't know what i would do without you i really wouldn't know what to do. God you are such a great person and you might not think so but i do and i cant wait to see you again..

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I know you probably aren't thinking of me but i think of you every fucking day and i sit here and wonder of i should write you a letter or send you something but then i stop cause i do not wanna push you away from me. I miss you calling me names i miss you making fun of me i miss you playing video games with me i miss you coming over and i just miss your presences. I miss that dumb smile and that dumb laugh and i miss those dumb blue eyes and dumb blond hair i miss the patchy scruff on your face and i miss your crude humor and i miss the way you would kinda slouch i miss all of it. I miss you telling me jokes to make me feel better i miss you getting mad cause i didn't sit by you i miss how you would take my food and run around the room trying to keep it away from me. I just want you here so i can mess with you and smudge your glasses. You always ticked me off and i would leave you and some way some fucking way you draw me back and i would be all over you again. The thing is i don't think you knew how much you meant no MEAN to me. I have been stuck on you for two years and i do not regret any of it. So many people told me to forget you cause you are leaving and when you come back you will change but the kick of the story is i don't fucking care if you change or not cause i will still care bout you. You are already an asshole but so am i and if i can stand you now what more could happen? I know you aren't the lovey dovey guy and i don't mind i don't mind if you don't wanna go out and do anything because you just being there is fucking great it always has been. I just wanna watch anime with you even if i don't like it and just sit there with you and laugh and smile and just be with you. You are so important to me and the thing is i don't think you feel the same. Some people think you do other do not know and i am one of those people who do not know. Its just so crazy how one person has an impact on my life and we are not even together. You are a marine a smartass, rude mannered, and tough as steel at least that's what other people see in you but me.. i see a huge fucking nerd who has a heart tho he sometimes does not like to admit it but you are a sweetheart you are a big ol softy. The thing is i don't know what i would do without you i really wouldn't know what to do. God you are such a great person and you might not think so but i do and i cant wait to see you again..