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But there's no way that there's weight in the words that you preach,
When you're claiming your faith and you contradict your speech.
So I sit here and listen to your tongue and cheek,
I know that when you sit and pray you're only praying for keeps.
Cause you're a ghost at most,
A set of empty bones,
Searching for anything and everything to make you feel whole,
When it gets cold, oh oh oh.

You don't know.
No you don't know.
Oh you're all alone,
You poor unfortunate soul.
You can't control where your body lets you go.
Oh you're all alone,
You poor unfortunate soul.

You're shallow and empty and filled with regret.
I think that chest must be heavy from that cross on your neck
You only wear 'cause you're wary of what comes next after your death.
Don't think I didn't notice.

Holy - PVRIS

This is the first drawing i've done on my laptop since i fixed my tablet
took me 30 minutes

I feel like ass omggggg literally everything is going wrong and stressing me out
my paranoia has never been this bad holy S H I T
im literally constantly paranoid and because of it i havent slept properly in D A Y S and im so exhausted holy shit.

and it doesnt help that whenever i try to confront the paranoia, everything that i get in response from every single attempt at stopping the paranoia, be it checking, be it asking, be it closing everything away and walking, i just get more and more paranoid, or more sad, or more stressed, cause literally everything is wrong.

my paranoia has managed to convince me that im not wanted, needed, that im entirely alone, that no one wants to be around me, that no one wants to spend time with me, that no one has time for me or my shit anymore, that im a lost cause, and that this world is better off without me

which sucks but oh well,
lets hope it eases off soon cause the world is getting a liiiiiiiiiiittle bit too h e a v y for me B)

BUT ANYWAY THE SONG HOLY BY PVRIS IS MY FAVE SONG (atm) ITS SO GOOD I LOVE IT

also im nearing 1000 deviations, isnt that something
and im 19 years old very soon.

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But there's no way that there's weight in the words that you preach,
When you're claiming your faith and you contradict your speech.
So I sit here and listen to your tongue and cheek,
I know that when you sit and pray you're only praying for keeps.
Cause you're a ghost at most,
A set of empty bones,
Searching for anything and everything to make you feel whole,
When it gets cold, oh oh oh.

You don't know.
No you don't know.
Oh you're all alone,
You poor unfortunate soul.
You can't control where your body lets you go.
Oh you're all alone,
You poor unfortunate soul.

You're shallow and empty and filled with regret.
I think that chest must be heavy from that cross on your neck
You only wear 'cause you're wary of what comes next after your death.
Don't think I didn't notice.

Holy - PVRIS

This is the first drawing i've done on my laptop since i fixed my tablet
took me 30 minutes

I feel like ass omggggg literally everything is going wrong and stressing me out
my paranoia has never been this bad holy S H I T
im literally constantly paranoid and because of it i havent slept properly in D A Y S and im so exhausted holy shit.

and it doesnt help that whenever i try to confront the paranoia, everything that i get in response from every single attempt at stopping the paranoia, be it checking, be it asking, be it closing everything away and walking, i just get more and more paranoid, or more sad, or more stressed, cause literally everything is wrong.

my paranoia has managed to convince me that im not wanted, needed, that im entirely alone, that no one wants to be around me, that no one wants to spend time with me, that no one has time for me or my shit anymore, that im a lost cause, and that this world is better off without me

which sucks but oh well,
lets hope it eases off soon cause the world is getting a liiiiiiiiiiittle bit too h e a v y for me B)

BUT ANYWAY THE SONG HOLY BY PVRIS IS MY FAVE SONG (atm) ITS SO GOOD I LOVE IT

also im nearing 1000 deviations, isnt that something
and im 19 years old very soon.