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The Wonder Years of the Dyeing Mad Man (Dancing on the Head of a Pin)
By: Charles Phillips

I find myself almost in the same spot I was a year ago
It bothers me in a way that I'm not sure how
I stand in the gates of the broken hearted and the happy ones
I know I could happy and I hate it
I don't want to be happy but then I do
Its the way my life works out
I'm standing on my own head
and it does nothing but bring me to the place I am
That place I've been time and time again
Back to the well where I get everything I want
I want to be single and taken
I am the life in the world if "Reality Bites"
I hate myself for realizing that I don't want to be happy I just want to be me and in my own world and ways of that world.
I just want to be there in the invasion of Normandy
The nameless soldier whos body has been broken by the world
that's me the one that never wants to be in the time and space I stand in
I'm honestly tired of myself
I need to stay in the ways of my own world if not just for a little bit longer
I'm not happy with everything that I have I need life to give me nothing
So I can take everything again

I need the ways of the world kick me in the ass as hard as they can
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving myself
I hate myself for loving us
I hate myself for loving the world
My world that I've made myself in the minds eye of the blank and broken corn cobs

I want my left overs
I want my broken Palace
I want my broken time machine
I want my broken self
I want my broken me

I stand here in the door way of the days that hurt me
I don't know why I'm here but I am and I'm enjoying every second of it
I can feel the knives going into my back and it makes me feel good and happy once more
I am the horrible monster I want to be and it makes me happy in a sick sick way
Noting really special with that my it's me
I know who I am and why I am the way I am.
It doesn't bother me in the slightest way.

I'll never have the one that got away
I'll never have Regin in my arms
I'll never be the one that settles down and has the beautiful house

You make me want to be happy and I have no reason to be happy
Everything is great for me and that is the biggest lie I tell people
I lie to make myself sound like a model person and it's ok with me.

So I once again find myself in the same spot I was last year.
But this time I happier and better with myself for it.

Description
The Wonder Years of the Dyeing Mad Man (Dancing on the Head of a Pin)
By: Charles Phillips

I find myself almost in the same spot I was a year ago
It bothers me in a way that I'm not sure how
I stand in the gates of the broken hearted and the happy ones
I know I could happy and I hate it
I don't want to be happy but then I do
Its the way my life works out
I'm standing on my own head
and it does nothing but bring me to the place I am
That place I've been time and time again
Back to the well where I get everything I want
I want to be single and taken
I am the life in the world if "Reality Bites"
I hate myself for realizing that I don't want to be happy I just want to be me and in my own world and ways of that world.
I just want to be there in the invasion of Normandy
The nameless soldier whos body has been broken by the world
that's me the one that never wants to be in the time and space I stand in
I'm honestly tired of myself
I need to stay in the ways of my own world if not just for a little bit longer
I'm not happy with everything that I have I need life to give me nothing
So I can take everything again

I need the ways of the world kick me in the ass as hard as they can
I hate myself for loving you
I hate myself for loving myself
I hate myself for loving us
I hate myself for loving the world
My world that I've made myself in the minds eye of the blank and broken corn cobs

I want my left overs
I want my broken Palace
I want my broken time machine
I want my broken self
I want my broken me

I stand here in the door way of the days that hurt me
I don't know why I'm here but I am and I'm enjoying every second of it
I can feel the knives going into my back and it makes me feel good and happy once more
I am the horrible monster I want to be and it makes me happy in a sick sick way
Noting really special with that my it's me
I know who I am and why I am the way I am.
It doesn't bother me in the slightest way.

I'll never have the one that got away
I'll never have Regin in my arms
I'll never be the one that settles down and has the beautiful house

You make me want to be happy and I have no reason to be happy
Everything is great for me and that is the biggest lie I tell people
I lie to make myself sound like a model person and it's ok with me.

So I once again find myself in the same spot I was last year.
But this time I happier and better with myself for it.