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I might never get a chance to see her again. I might never get a chance to hear from her see her be by her side like all those loving years that have gone by. should she somehow wonder here. I never lost my passion for her. I never lost that fire. I knew your heart was hurting and I wanted to be by your side through it all. I enjoyed every day I spent with you. I enjoyed our times at college parties and in between classes.

I enjoyed us becoming great friends at new years when we first met. I enjoyed our love of hostess cupcakes, mac and cheese at the lunch table. I enjoyed our old Honda and Buick (Chubs and Matsuda) they are good friends. I enjoyed going to art gallery's and trying to reflect on what every piece means. I enjoy our class together in music as we made fun of the way the teacher talked to every one. I enjoy our lunches that we have all the time after college. I enjoyed going to the movies with you. I enjoy hearing from you when I first wake up to make sure your ok and you slept well.

I enjoy hearing your walk with god and what he has in store for you. I enjoy you talking about things at work going well or what you want to accomplish. I enjoy being by your side as you lean on me for support with mean people at work or when your family is controlling you and you feel trapped. I enjoyed being their for you when you were going through problems with your dads addiction and problems. I enjoy making you in video games and kicking butt.

I enjoyed going out to border book store and looking at all the cute faced food toys. I enjoy our touching and kissing putting my hand on your cheek and kissing your forehead knowing I only ever had eyes and heart for you. I enjoy our love of bears which we went way over board with together. I enjoyed that you told me how bad of an idea that network marketing company was and that the leader didn't care about me, as usual you were right.

I love that you were open with me saying you over spent shopping and wanted help setting up a budget and let me build your confidence up again. I enjoyed reading your journal posting on DeviantArt.com about how much I mean to you and what is going through your mind.

I enjoyed 8 years of being faithful to you. I enjoyed being abstinent with you. I enjoyed seeing you as my future wife, and someone I could live in this world as not only my wife but my best friend too. I enjoy you telling me your taking a dump and grossing me out. I enjoy us going to stores and shopping for clothes.

I enjoy hearing your voice in snapchat. I enjoy all the texts we would send every day. I enjoyed the heart to hearts you shared with me. I enjoyed helping you and seeing you have a breakthrough. I enjoyed listening to Joel Olsten with you at your house.

I enjoyed sitting next to you watching family videos of you as a little child in the snow. I enjoyed watching romantic movies with you like the Notebook. I enjoyed hearing Grown up Christmas list in Dunkin Doughnuts when it made me think of you. I loved hearing Cia in your car because I knew you loved her music.

I enjoyed the daily drive to see you for lunch and go to parks. I enjoy walking the paths as the winds blowing in the wind and ducks quacking in the lake as we just sit reflect and enjoy each others company. I enjoy that I loved you unconditionally. I enjoy that I always trusted you. I enjoyed that you respected me so much.

I enjoyed that you did so much for me. I enjoy that it was never a dull moment with you and your sugar rushes. I enjoy your beautiful brown eyes I enjoy your soft skin. I enjoy being your man. I enjoy teaching you how to play magic the gathering with you. I enjoy getting you Skyrim and you exploring. I enjoy working out with you in the gym and seeing our results together. I enjoy your kind sweet gentle and polite heart.

I enjoy your grandparents sharing their garage Model As and letting me see them. I enjoyed you helping me with an uber when I was stuck in Arizona and needed you. I enjoyed when you covered my car payment after I got robbed. I enjoyed giving you advice on being more confident. I enjoy that we have never gone a night being angry at each other.

I enjoyed every single day with you and always looked to our next event together knowing no matter what we did or didn't do, no matter if it was exciting or basic, that everything was done with joy with you. I enjoyed loving my best friend for 8 years.

Should you still be reading this, know I miss you, I love you, I want you by my side still, I forgive you, as you have forgiven me, And I want you back in my life. I know we were meant to be together. I know there is more to this then you can talk about or are in fear of. I know that nothing will keep us apart if you desire this. I will never leave you. I love you. Come back to me, Im not mad, If your sorry, if you know you did wrong, know Im your guy. I forgive you, forgive me for my anger, I love you Courbear. Your my best friend. I would not trade those memories for anything.

If nothing comes of this, I understand. I don't want to move on from you, I want you to be my wife.

to grow old together.
Your my best friend.
Your my everything.

May this not be the last CBT.

Chucktree

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I might never get a chance to see her again. I might never get a chance to hear from her see her be by her side like all those loving years that have gone by. should she somehow wonder here. I never lost my passion for her. I never lost that fire. I knew your heart was hurting and I wanted to be by your side through it all. I enjoyed every day I spent with you. I enjoyed our times at college parties and in between classes.

I enjoyed us becoming great friends at new years when we first met. I enjoyed our love of hostess cupcakes, mac and cheese at the lunch table. I enjoyed our old Honda and Buick (Chubs and Matsuda) they are good friends. I enjoyed going to art gallery's and trying to reflect on what every piece means. I enjoy our class together in music as we made fun of the way the teacher talked to every one. I enjoy our lunches that we have all the time after college. I enjoyed going to the movies with you. I enjoy hearing from you when I first wake up to make sure your ok and you slept well.

I enjoy hearing your walk with god and what he has in store for you. I enjoy you talking about things at work going well or what you want to accomplish. I enjoy being by your side as you lean on me for support with mean people at work or when your family is controlling you and you feel trapped. I enjoyed being their for you when you were going through problems with your dads addiction and problems. I enjoy making you in video games and kicking butt.

I enjoyed going out to border book store and looking at all the cute faced food toys. I enjoy our touching and kissing putting my hand on your cheek and kissing your forehead knowing I only ever had eyes and heart for you. I enjoy our love of bears which we went way over board with together. I enjoyed that you told me how bad of an idea that network marketing company was and that the leader didn't care about me, as usual you were right.

I love that you were open with me saying you over spent shopping and wanted help setting up a budget and let me build your confidence up again. I enjoyed reading your journal posting on DeviantArt.com about how much I mean to you and what is going through your mind.

I enjoyed 8 years of being faithful to you. I enjoyed being abstinent with you. I enjoyed seeing you as my future wife, and someone I could live in this world as not only my wife but my best friend too. I enjoy you telling me your taking a dump and grossing me out. I enjoy us going to stores and shopping for clothes.

I enjoy hearing your voice in snapchat. I enjoy all the texts we would send every day. I enjoyed the heart to hearts you shared with me. I enjoyed helping you and seeing you have a breakthrough. I enjoyed listening to Joel Olsten with you at your house.

I enjoyed sitting next to you watching family videos of you as a little child in the snow. I enjoyed watching romantic movies with you like the Notebook. I enjoyed hearing Grown up Christmas list in Dunkin Doughnuts when it made me think of you. I loved hearing Cia in your car because I knew you loved her music.

I enjoyed the daily drive to see you for lunch and go to parks. I enjoy walking the paths as the winds blowing in the wind and ducks quacking in the lake as we just sit reflect and enjoy each others company. I enjoy that I loved you unconditionally. I enjoy that I always trusted you. I enjoyed that you respected me so much.

I enjoyed that you did so much for me. I enjoy that it was never a dull moment with you and your sugar rushes. I enjoy your beautiful brown eyes I enjoy your soft skin. I enjoy being your man. I enjoy teaching you how to play magic the gathering with you. I enjoy getting you Skyrim and you exploring. I enjoy working out with you in the gym and seeing our results together. I enjoy your kind sweet gentle and polite heart.

I enjoy your grandparents sharing their garage Model As and letting me see them. I enjoyed you helping me with an uber when I was stuck in Arizona and needed you. I enjoyed when you covered my car payment after I got robbed. I enjoyed giving you advice on being more confident. I enjoy that we have never gone a night being angry at each other.

I enjoyed every single day with you and always looked to our next event together knowing no matter what we did or didn't do, no matter if it was exciting or basic, that everything was done with joy with you. I enjoyed loving my best friend for 8 years.

Should you still be reading this, know I miss you, I love you, I want you by my side still, I forgive you, as you have forgiven me, And I want you back in my life. I know we were meant to be together. I know there is more to this then you can talk about or are in fear of. I know that nothing will keep us apart if you desire this. I will never leave you. I love you. Come back to me, Im not mad, If your sorry, if you know you did wrong, know Im your guy. I forgive you, forgive me for my anger, I love you Courbear. Your my best friend. I would not trade those memories for anything.

If nothing comes of this, I understand. I don't want to move on from you, I want you to be my wife.

to grow old together.
Your my best friend.
Your my everything.

May this not be the last CBT.

Chucktree