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i didn't want to spam vent art so i've decided that just for now this'll be where i put all of my vents
once this depressive episode ends i'll upload vents individually again

1. my self harm habits aren't that bad but it feels like that's the only thing that i ever think about

2. self explanatory

3. based off a song that reminds me of my dad

4. i can't even tell other people about my emotions without making it impossible for them to give advice or reply because i've bottled it up for so long

5. my privacy and freedom to vent has been taken from me and i literally cannot stop crying
not only that but my mom is treating me like my dad did and i can't handle it

6. lmao i'm so sensitive and i overreact to EVERYTHING
even one of my friends agrees that i am indeed a pussy
they have it so much worse than i do and yet i complain non fucking stop
all i ever do is complain
and every night for a week i've cried myself to sleep for NO GOOD REASON
ugh see my problem is that i can't kill myself because if i did i'd just be confirming everything that people think about me
but if i do then i can prove everyone wrong, about me just making my social anxiety up and that i'm fine, just a lil sad
kms

7. i feel so numb currently
i haven't seen my friends in a week and i miss them so much
my mental state is deteriorating and locking myself up in the house for weeks on ends is definitely not helping
idk if i can get a ride to see them and i just
agh
if i go one more week without social interaction i will lose it

Description

i didn't want to spam vent art so i've decided that just for now this'll be where i put all of my vents
once this depressive episode ends i'll upload vents individually again

1. my self harm habits aren't that bad but it feels like that's the only thing that i ever think about

2. self explanatory

3. based off a song that reminds me of my dad

4. i can't even tell other people about my emotions without making it impossible for them to give advice or reply because i've bottled it up for so long

5. my privacy and freedom to vent has been taken from me and i literally cannot stop crying
not only that but my mom is treating me like my dad did and i can't handle it

6. lmao i'm so sensitive and i overreact to EVERYTHING
even one of my friends agrees that i am indeed a pussy
they have it so much worse than i do and yet i complain non fucking stop
all i ever do is complain
and every night for a week i've cried myself to sleep for NO GOOD REASON
ugh see my problem is that i can't kill myself because if i did i'd just be confirming everything that people think about me
but if i do then i can prove everyone wrong, about me just making my social anxiety up and that i'm fine, just a lil sad
kms

7. i feel so numb currently
i haven't seen my friends in a week and i miss them so much
my mental state is deteriorating and locking myself up in the house for weeks on ends is definitely not helping
idk if i can get a ride to see them and i just
agh
if i go one more week without social interaction i will lose it