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Vent.
I feel so fucking selfish and useless
All I do is talk about myself or how my day was or just do nothing, I never let anyone talk about themselves because I can't listen and I don't know what to say, I feel like a piece of shit, I'm so hopeless and loveless and I get nervous and angry and I don't know what to do, I don't know how to talk with my friends or how to comfort them and help them feel better I really don't know anything.
I catch feelings for people and then I get dissappointed and I wonder why but it's all because of me and only of me. I'm such a rude person, I'm so fucking bad I want to kick my own ass.
I feel like I have no point here and no reason to exist, everyday is the same and school is also coming and that's just gonna stress me out more.
Im such a jealous person. I get jealous of my friends and just of everyone. I have so many flaws I'd just like to ugh sjsbhshd.
I don't like my body, my parents always point out what's wrong with my body I honestly never realized how wrong my legs are or my posture unless they mentioned it and now all I think about is how wrong I am.
Am I really ready to love someone else more than me if I don't even love myself? I don't know the answer to this.
I saw couple art I bought for me and for my ex and I got so fucking nostalgic and thoughts went through my head.

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Vent.
I feel so fucking selfish and useless
All I do is talk about myself or how my day was or just do nothing, I never let anyone talk about themselves because I can't listen and I don't know what to say, I feel like a piece of shit, I'm so hopeless and loveless and I get nervous and angry and I don't know what to do, I don't know how to talk with my friends or how to comfort them and help them feel better I really don't know anything.
I catch feelings for people and then I get dissappointed and I wonder why but it's all because of me and only of me. I'm such a rude person, I'm so fucking bad I want to kick my own ass.
I feel like I have no point here and no reason to exist, everyday is the same and school is also coming and that's just gonna stress me out more.
Im such a jealous person. I get jealous of my friends and just of everyone. I have so many flaws I'd just like to ugh sjsbhshd.
I don't like my body, my parents always point out what's wrong with my body I honestly never realized how wrong my legs are or my posture unless they mentioned it and now all I think about is how wrong I am.
Am I really ready to love someone else more than me if I don't even love myself? I don't know the answer to this.
I saw couple art I bought for me and for my ex and I got so fucking nostalgic and thoughts went through my head.