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Not Leavin'
9/5/02 2:31 pm

jilted, by the truth.... In pain for what I’ve found...
people I thought were my friends have become strangers to me
the people I thought understood me
now give me blank stares
nobody even admits to know me anymore
they all just stand buy and let me pass
where I normally would have found open arms....is now nothing at all
now I’m unsure of myself, wondering what I've done wrong...ashamed of what I am
nobody has told me they care, or even hinted that they give a SHIT about me
I’ve done nothing but bent over backward for them
Been there when needed, and what do I get in return?
a fucking kick in the gut a knife in the back
physical pain I can handle,
but knowing that your friends no longer want you around, that is a pain that nobody can bear
maybe I should find some new people, and replace the old.
I can cure the sickness but can I remove the symptom?
...like a scar from a fight.... It will heal
but there is always a mark that makes sure you will never forget.
Is that what's happing to me?
maybe I’m the scar on this world, I’m the one that will fade,
but never completely vanish
I’m still here and I don’t plan on leaving