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The Reckoning
12/24/02 1:04 am

Broken and lost I sit in my own hell,
having to see myself in the mirror is the hardest part.
Knowing that they will never accept me,
this is the knowledge tearing at my heart.

They the high and mighty,
there to hold me down and reject me.
They whom always turn me out into the cold,
they think I’m blind to what's happing, but this I see.

Filthy and broken I sit in this room,
this stinking, black, smokey hole, my only friend.
My mind is full of all kinds of things,
predominantly on the many ways I can make this misery end.

Smoke rises from my cigarette,
a haze fills this place.
Here in this Smokey abyss I shall sit,
the light cast by the flame, the last to ever touch my face.

Cruel is the reality I live in,
my only company the voices in my head.
I'm not sure how to handle this,
but I do know this will be the last time I lie in bed.