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Forgetting is not easy, but remembering surely is…

After getting dressed, I walked downstairs to find Devin had finished talking on the phone. You could see glowing excitement in his features, which could only mean that Creed had no problem in meeting up with us. We where heading to our favorite tavern Demon’s Den, just to hang out, drink and celebrate our newly coming bonus. And even if I did not told them the whole truth behind the mission, hanging out with them would surely help me get the whole girl incident out of my mind. We reached the tavern in a couple of minutes, not at all surprised to see Creed already standing there waiting for us. Like always, if it had to do with girls and drinking, Creed would surely always be the first one there. We entered the tavern without much problem, considering that the owner knew us quite well, being it the only place in town that Devin could come in with us without being considered to young to be in a place like this. It was always good to have connections after all.
Demon’s Den was a very peculiar tavern. Here you could see guys standing on the corners, and couples holding each other, both heterosexual and gay, without concern for the looks of others. On the other hand, it still possessed that air of violence other pubs had. Some people here where able to insult you with the dirtiest and most violent words that you could imagine, ready to throw themselves the ones against the others and take out their frustrations using their fists...or their dicks.
We took our usual spot at the end of the room, as we made ourselves at home. As I sat there thought of her lingered in my mind. I felt like I was going crazy. And considering I was inside a tavern when you could score a girl whenever you wanted to… but no… I wanted her.

“Are you sure you are okay man? You look really out of it “ I could hear Creed saying as he eyes my way as he lightly shook me by the shoulder.

“ I’ll be fine… I just feel like getting drunk tonight,” I said as I laid my head back on the couch we where sitting on, calling out to the waitress to bring forth a few more bottles of rum and vodka.

Drinking slowly but constantly I could feel a bit more at ease than before. Even if the image of her still lingered in the back of my mind, at least now I could think about other things apart from her. Before I knew it, I could feel Devin cuddling up next to me.

“ Well if you’re getting drunk, then let’s get drunk together.” he said sounding optimistic as he wrapped his arms around mine, like a possessive girlfriend does when ever she is around her man.
“ You’re too young to drink, you asswipe.” said Creed with a smile. “ You couldn’t even get into this joint if it wasn’t because we are here with you.”

“ Hey that is not true!” Devin complained as he stomped his foot to the floor even while he was sitting down. Creed looked at him serious for a bit and then cracked up laughing. “Did you seriously just stomp your foot on the ground like a little girl? Good lord Devin. Grow up” he said as he took another shot of vodka. “You hear that Devin? I think it’s your mommy calling.” I looked at Devin and saw him looking kind of mad. He looked so cute when he lost his cool.

“ Hey I am not a baby Creed…I can very well take care of myself!”

“ Yeah sure … you are so big that you cant even order a drink in this joint.” Devin said no more. Creed was right; he was still just a child. Without thinking much about it I took some rum and place it in my mouth. Without swallowing I pulled Devin closer and let the bittersweet drink flow inside his mouth. I could feel him blushing under my touch, as I knew it send chills down his spine.

After I let all the liquid I had in my mouth pass onto his, I kissed him, lightly running my tongue inside his mouth caressing his.

“ And that is all the drink you will get today.” I said as I pulled our lips apart and drew the bottle of vodka against mine once more.

Devin’s features where not completely flustered, as I could swear I could hear him hiccup from inside of his chest. He leaned closer to where I was as he stared at me with his round and beautiful sapphire eyes.

“ No … I want more. I am a man after all I can surely drink more than this “ I could hear him say as he placed his hands over the the bottle I held my hands, preventing me from drawing it to my lips as he kissed me in the lips. Then without warning he took the bottle to his lips and gulp down some of its contents, coughing a bit as he pulled away from it. What a naughty little boy he was. He was seriously planning on getting drunk.

“ Devin careful … you should not be playing with fire” I told him giving him a devious smirk

“ I don’t care “ he said as he kissed my lips once more “ I am not afraid of getting burned. ” I could see Creed from the corner of my eye rolling his eyes “ get a room you two”
I looked at him from the corner of my eye and smirk “Why? Do you want to join as well…. I got more than enough for both of you.”

I could have sworn I saw a small blush running through his cheeks, as he dropped his gaze away from mine. Creed embarrassed, what where the odds?

“ Shut up! … I’ll go look for a whore to sleep with while you guys have your fun time. After all I don’t do men…that’s disgusting “ he said as he finished his vodka in one gulp and got up disappearing into the crowd.

I looked back at Devin and smirk in a way I was not used to. Devin must have noticed as well as his cheeks turned rather pink.

“Seems like you drove Creed away again” I said as I pressed my chest onto Devin’s. The alcohol that I been drinking seems to be getting to me. I could feel my arousal stronger than usual. I kissed him as I pulled his body closer to mine, hearing him lightly moan at my ear.

“Elliot …I just feel a bit lightheaded, and I think the room is spinning” He said as he rubbed his eyes.

The alcohol was too much for him, and he was still trying to seem like he was in control… such a child he was… it was even kind of funny.

“ Idiot “ I told him as I held him close to my chest.

“ I am not an idiot…so …so… don’t call me that.”

“ If you’re not an idiot then I am sure that you know how to appease me?”

“ Yeah I do,” he said with a shaky voice

“ Then what are you waiting for?” I asked a bit playfully as I layed back displaying my arousal to him peeking from under my pants.
He looked at me for a moment a took swallowed hard “ Well I am waiting for the room to stop spinning” he said as he laid his head on my shoulder

“ Well that means your drunk… “ I said as I ran my fingers through his dark locks.

“ I am not!” he said hiccupping once more.

“ Come on… I’ll take you home” I told him getting up, and placed the tip on the table. Drinks tonight were on me after all. Devin tried to stand but his feet didn’t seem to know where the floor started or even where it ended. “ Dummy” I told him as I picked him up and headed outside the Tavern. Half way to his house I felt his body grow heavy, as he seem to have fallen asleep. Poor Devin, tomorrow he was going to have one hell of a headache.

Later that night, right after I left Devin in his house and made sure he was sound asleep, I headed home. I was not one to sleep over at a house that was not my own. Besides I did not want to cause Devin problems when he folks arrived. Even though being gay in this town was not something for which you would get punish for, it was still a taboo for many that followed the church’s principles.

I got to my place rather quickly considering I was unarmed. I had left my other dagger with Devin so he could make an almost identical replica for me. He said he would have it ready in a few hours, depending on what hour he woke up. I really hoped my order would not be delayed now that he was shitfaced. What a fool. The blessing of being young I guess. I didn’t go too rough on him, so he should be ok in a few hours.

I slowly opened the door to my house, as I walked in to the immense darkness that lingered within it. I never was afraid of the dark, so I did not find it needed to keep a light up if I when out very late at night.

As I walked to my room I threw myself on the bed, throwing my boots off to the side. I closed my eyes for a few moments as I found peace with myself. As I lay down, I could clearly remember the touch of skin on skin, and the amazing feelings I had experienced with Devin hours before. It was such a shame we could not continue, especially when his smell still clung to my clothes… Then I heard I noise. I quickly bolted my self up from the bed as I saw the girl from before hiding behind the mirror.

“ What are you still doing here?”

“ I did not have anywhere to go, so I stayed here … hoping I could stay with you… “ She mumbled in a way that I needed to concentrate to understand her. Maybe I was more drunk that I originally believed it was…

“ There’s no room for you here” I said as I got up and walk up to her, grabbing her by the wrist and dragging her outside, as I opened the door and show her the way out. She stood there trembling, probably from the cold, as she looked into my eyes. Slowly she walked out the door and stood there staring at me. Her eyes glittered under the moonlight as tears where starting to form in them.

“ But you saved my life, the least I can do is offer it to you to do what ever you desire with it” she said as he held one hand close to her chest in an innocent gesture.

“ Girl, I got no use to you…and I am sure as hell not keeping an other mouth to feed around here” I told her as I gave her a cold stare “ After all there is not such thing as a free meal in this world”

“ What if I can offer you something of value…. would you let me stay then? “ she ask as she tried to keep her bottom lip from trembling.

My eyebrow rose. “ Something of value as?”

By the way she was dress it was evident she was poor. I highly doubted that she had anything of great value on her. She looked to the side as she slowly walked up to me.

Fear was evident on her features as her hands move slowly and start undoing the ribbons that concealed her perky breasts under the white robes of her dress. I could feel my arousal pulsing, as the sight was one to be admired.

“ I don’t posses any material belongings but… I can offer you my body, that is, if that’s what you desire. I am a virgin after all,” she whispered slowly, trying to be seductive. “Since you spared my life… I am yours to take, so do with my body as your heart desires…” As those words left her lips her whole body begun to shake. She was scared of what I could do to her. I could see tears falling down her cheeks as she looked at me awaiting my answer.

I took a deep breath, as I leaned against the wall “Get in here “

“ Excuse me?” she mumbled with a puzzled expression.

“ Did I stutter, girl? I told you to come here “ – I told her as I pulled her inside the house. He whole frame slowly trembled as she kept her eyes fix on mine the whole time.

I closed the door behind me as I walked up to her. She stood there motionless as I took a good look at their body. Even if she was thin, her skin looked lovely, like it was calling out to me. I leaned forward lightly caressing the skin of her chest, yet not touching her beautiful breast.

“ You’re a virgin, correct?“

I could see her shaking as she nodded. “ Yes sir… I have never laid with any man”

I stared at her features noticing that there was no flicker in her emotion. By the way she was acting and the tone of her voice I could tell she was telling the truth.

“ What good do I have for a virgin? … You carry no experience or techniques that could please me with in bed…so why should I keep you under my roof?” “ I don’t know “ she said as tears started to build up in her eyes. So much for trying to convince me…

As I saw her beginning to cry again, I looked away. Seems like there was still some humanity left within me “ You can stay… so fix your dress, and head to the room …and what ever you do just stay the hell out of my way”

She stood there dazzled covering her breast lightly with her arms.

“Why the fuck are you still standing there, I told you step inside the room, so hurry the fuck up before I change my mind ”

I could see a smile forming in her lips, making me a bit embarrass.

I slowly walked pass her, avoiding her gaze.

“ Don’t get me wrong girl, I am not touching you now, but I will in the future… so you better be a virgin like you say you are or ill personally take your miserable existence away “.

She smiled innocently towards me, as she started to fix her dress “ I am sure what I am sir… thank you for your kindness “

“ Don’t mention it…EVER” I murmured not believing what I just done.

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Forgetting is not easy, but remembering surely is…

After getting dressed, I walked downstairs to find Devin had finished talking on the phone. You could see glowing excitement in his features, which could only mean that Creed had no problem in meeting up with us. We where heading to our favorite tavern Demon’s Den, just to hang out, drink and celebrate our newly coming bonus. And even if I did not told them the whole truth behind the mission, hanging out with them would surely help me get the whole girl incident out of my mind. We reached the tavern in a couple of minutes, not at all surprised to see Creed already standing there waiting for us. Like always, if it had to do with girls and drinking, Creed would surely always be the first one there. We entered the tavern without much problem, considering that the owner knew us quite well, being it the only place in town that Devin could come in with us without being considered to young to be in a place like this. It was always good to have connections after all.
Demon’s Den was a very peculiar tavern. Here you could see guys standing on the corners, and couples holding each other, both heterosexual and gay, without concern for the looks of others. On the other hand, it still possessed that air of violence other pubs had. Some people here where able to insult you with the dirtiest and most violent words that you could imagine, ready to throw themselves the ones against the others and take out their frustrations using their fists...or their dicks.
We took our usual spot at the end of the room, as we made ourselves at home. As I sat there thought of her lingered in my mind. I felt like I was going crazy. And considering I was inside a tavern when you could score a girl whenever you wanted to… but no… I wanted her.

“Are you sure you are okay man? You look really out of it “ I could hear Creed saying as he eyes my way as he lightly shook me by the shoulder.

“ I’ll be fine… I just feel like getting drunk tonight,” I said as I laid my head back on the couch we where sitting on, calling out to the waitress to bring forth a few more bottles of rum and vodka.

Drinking slowly but constantly I could feel a bit more at ease than before. Even if the image of her still lingered in the back of my mind, at least now I could think about other things apart from her. Before I knew it, I could feel Devin cuddling up next to me.

“ Well if you’re getting drunk, then let’s get drunk together.” he said sounding optimistic as he wrapped his arms around mine, like a possessive girlfriend does when ever she is around her man.
“ You’re too young to drink, you asswipe.” said Creed with a smile. “ You couldn’t even get into this joint if it wasn’t because we are here with you.”

“ Hey that is not true!” Devin complained as he stomped his foot to the floor even while he was sitting down. Creed looked at him serious for a bit and then cracked up laughing. “Did you seriously just stomp your foot on the ground like a little girl? Good lord Devin. Grow up” he said as he took another shot of vodka. “You hear that Devin? I think it’s your mommy calling.” I looked at Devin and saw him looking kind of mad. He looked so cute when he lost his cool.

“ Hey I am not a baby Creed…I can very well take care of myself!”

“ Yeah sure … you are so big that you cant even order a drink in this joint.” Devin said no more. Creed was right; he was still just a child. Without thinking much about it I took some rum and place it in my mouth. Without swallowing I pulled Devin closer and let the bittersweet drink flow inside his mouth. I could feel him blushing under my touch, as I knew it send chills down his spine.

After I let all the liquid I had in my mouth pass onto his, I kissed him, lightly running my tongue inside his mouth caressing his.

“ And that is all the drink you will get today.” I said as I pulled our lips apart and drew the bottle of vodka against mine once more.

Devin’s features where not completely flustered, as I could swear I could hear him hiccup from inside of his chest. He leaned closer to where I was as he stared at me with his round and beautiful sapphire eyes.

“ No … I want more. I am a man after all I can surely drink more than this “ I could hear him say as he placed his hands over the the bottle I held my hands, preventing me from drawing it to my lips as he kissed me in the lips. Then without warning he took the bottle to his lips and gulp down some of its contents, coughing a bit as he pulled away from it. What a naughty little boy he was. He was seriously planning on getting drunk.

“ Devin careful … you should not be playing with fire” I told him giving him a devious smirk

“ I don’t care “ he said as he kissed my lips once more “ I am not afraid of getting burned. ” I could see Creed from the corner of my eye rolling his eyes “ get a room you two”
I looked at him from the corner of my eye and smirk “Why? Do you want to join as well…. I got more than enough for both of you.”

I could have sworn I saw a small blush running through his cheeks, as he dropped his gaze away from mine. Creed embarrassed, what where the odds?

“ Shut up! … I’ll go look for a whore to sleep with while you guys have your fun time. After all I don’t do men…that’s disgusting “ he said as he finished his vodka in one gulp and got up disappearing into the crowd.

I looked back at Devin and smirk in a way I was not used to. Devin must have noticed as well as his cheeks turned rather pink.

“Seems like you drove Creed away again” I said as I pressed my chest onto Devin’s. The alcohol that I been drinking seems to be getting to me. I could feel my arousal stronger than usual. I kissed him as I pulled his body closer to mine, hearing him lightly moan at my ear.

“Elliot …I just feel a bit lightheaded, and I think the room is spinning” He said as he rubbed his eyes.

The alcohol was too much for him, and he was still trying to seem like he was in control… such a child he was… it was even kind of funny.

“ Idiot “ I told him as I held him close to my chest.

“ I am not an idiot…so …so… don’t call me that.”

“ If you’re not an idiot then I am sure that you know how to appease me?”

“ Yeah I do,” he said with a shaky voice

“ Then what are you waiting for?” I asked a bit playfully as I layed back displaying my arousal to him peeking from under my pants.
He looked at me for a moment a took swallowed hard “ Well I am waiting for the room to stop spinning” he said as he laid his head on my shoulder

“ Well that means your drunk… “ I said as I ran my fingers through his dark locks.

“ I am not!” he said hiccupping once more.

“ Come on… I’ll take you home” I told him getting up, and placed the tip on the table. Drinks tonight were on me after all. Devin tried to stand but his feet didn’t seem to know where the floor started or even where it ended. “ Dummy” I told him as I picked him up and headed outside the Tavern. Half way to his house I felt his body grow heavy, as he seem to have fallen asleep. Poor Devin, tomorrow he was going to have one hell of a headache.

Later that night, right after I left Devin in his house and made sure he was sound asleep, I headed home. I was not one to sleep over at a house that was not my own. Besides I did not want to cause Devin problems when he folks arrived. Even though being gay in this town was not something for which you would get punish for, it was still a taboo for many that followed the church’s principles.

I got to my place rather quickly considering I was unarmed. I had left my other dagger with Devin so he could make an almost identical replica for me. He said he would have it ready in a few hours, depending on what hour he woke up. I really hoped my order would not be delayed now that he was shitfaced. What a fool. The blessing of being young I guess. I didn’t go too rough on him, so he should be ok in a few hours.

I slowly opened the door to my house, as I walked in to the immense darkness that lingered within it. I never was afraid of the dark, so I did not find it needed to keep a light up if I when out very late at night.

As I walked to my room I threw myself on the bed, throwing my boots off to the side. I closed my eyes for a few moments as I found peace with myself. As I lay down, I could clearly remember the touch of skin on skin, and the amazing feelings I had experienced with Devin hours before. It was such a shame we could not continue, especially when his smell still clung to my clothes… Then I heard I noise. I quickly bolted my self up from the bed as I saw the girl from before hiding behind the mirror.

“ What are you still doing here?”

“ I did not have anywhere to go, so I stayed here … hoping I could stay with you… “ She mumbled in a way that I needed to concentrate to understand her. Maybe I was more drunk that I originally believed it was…

“ There’s no room for you here” I said as I got up and walk up to her, grabbing her by the wrist and dragging her outside, as I opened the door and show her the way out. She stood there trembling, probably from the cold, as she looked into my eyes. Slowly she walked out the door and stood there staring at me. Her eyes glittered under the moonlight as tears where starting to form in them.

“ But you saved my life, the least I can do is offer it to you to do what ever you desire with it” she said as he held one hand close to her chest in an innocent gesture.

“ Girl, I got no use to you…and I am sure as hell not keeping an other mouth to feed around here” I told her as I gave her a cold stare “ After all there is not such thing as a free meal in this world”

“ What if I can offer you something of value…. would you let me stay then? “ she ask as she tried to keep her bottom lip from trembling.

My eyebrow rose. “ Something of value as?”

By the way she was dress it was evident she was poor. I highly doubted that she had anything of great value on her. She looked to the side as she slowly walked up to me.

Fear was evident on her features as her hands move slowly and start undoing the ribbons that concealed her perky breasts under the white robes of her dress. I could feel my arousal pulsing, as the sight was one to be admired.

“ I don’t posses any material belongings but… I can offer you my body, that is, if that’s what you desire. I am a virgin after all,” she whispered slowly, trying to be seductive. “Since you spared my life… I am yours to take, so do with my body as your heart desires…” As those words left her lips her whole body begun to shake. She was scared of what I could do to her. I could see tears falling down her cheeks as she looked at me awaiting my answer.

I took a deep breath, as I leaned against the wall “Get in here “

“ Excuse me?” she mumbled with a puzzled expression.

“ Did I stutter, girl? I told you to come here “ – I told her as I pulled her inside the house. He whole frame slowly trembled as she kept her eyes fix on mine the whole time.

I closed the door behind me as I walked up to her. She stood there motionless as I took a good look at their body. Even if she was thin, her skin looked lovely, like it was calling out to me. I leaned forward lightly caressing the skin of her chest, yet not touching her beautiful breast.

“ You’re a virgin, correct?“

I could see her shaking as she nodded. “ Yes sir… I have never laid with any man”

I stared at her features noticing that there was no flicker in her emotion. By the way she was acting and the tone of her voice I could tell she was telling the truth.

“ What good do I have for a virgin? … You carry no experience or techniques that could please me with in bed…so why should I keep you under my roof?” “ I don’t know “ she said as tears started to build up in her eyes. So much for trying to convince me…

As I saw her beginning to cry again, I looked away. Seems like there was still some humanity left within me “ You can stay… so fix your dress, and head to the room …and what ever you do just stay the hell out of my way”

She stood there dazzled covering her breast lightly with her arms.

“Why the fuck are you still standing there, I told you step inside the room, so hurry the fuck up before I change my mind ”

I could see a smile forming in her lips, making me a bit embarrass.

I slowly walked pass her, avoiding her gaze.

“ Don’t get me wrong girl, I am not touching you now, but I will in the future… so you better be a virgin like you say you are or ill personally take your miserable existence away “.

She smiled innocently towards me, as she started to fix her dress “ I am sure what I am sir… thank you for your kindness “

“ Don’t mention it…EVER” I murmured not believing what I just done.