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tw// s**cide

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we absolutely love intrusive and dark thoughts entering our life again! i havent felt wholly s//cidal in a little bit now but of course i knew it was only a matter of time. shits too hard rn and i fr cant take it, theres no stability in my future and everything is up in the air. cant get a job bc itd emotionally/mentally cripple me more than i am now lol, cant look into therapy bc most of its online and therapy isnt effective for me if im literally doing it in the space that causes me the most grief. if i hear "but hang on, itll get better!!" one more time im going 2 throw up. ive heard it so many times for the past 18 years and u know what hasnt happened? improvement. you know what has happened? a constant, sharp decline.

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tw// s**cide

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we absolutely love intrusive and dark thoughts entering our life again! i havent felt wholly s//cidal in a little bit now but of course i knew it was only a matter of time. shits too hard rn and i fr cant take it, theres no stability in my future and everything is up in the air. cant get a job bc itd emotionally/mentally cripple me more than i am now lol, cant look into therapy bc most of its online and therapy isnt effective for me if im literally doing it in the space that causes me the most grief. if i hear "but hang on, itll get better!!" one more time im going 2 throw up. ive heard it so many times for the past 18 years and u know what hasnt happened? improvement. you know what has happened? a constant, sharp decline.