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VENT BELOW, ignore please, lots of swears lmao i just have nowhere else to put this and it helps me to rant/vent

i shouldve realized sooner that i was disposable to u. if i wasnt, u wouldnt have dropped so easily. u wouldve taken ur turn listening instead of accusing me again and again. i was always below u, wasnt i? no matter what i was behind u on the sidewalk n i thought that even tho u let anyone else in front of me, i still held a high spot in ur heart

yeah, fuck me for believing that lmao

i realized that u corrupted me into someone i wasnt. i hurt someone in the same way u hurt me bc the way u treated me became normal. and in doing so, i drove away someone that actually did love me. i let u manipulate & gaslight me into sticking around and believing you gave a shit, only to find out i was a neat, fun little toy for u to play with when it suited u

fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck the fact that ur not hurting right now. fuck the fact that youll forget me soon if u havent already. fuck the fact that i was a fun add-on but nothing that really mattered in ur life. fuck the fact that i did so god damn much for u, let u back in before i was even fully healed last time, let u walk all over me despite me acting like u were a god, showed u relentless love & support, did everything in my power to please u. u never saw it as enough. everything was my fault, always.

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loose pose inspo from www.agefotostock.com/age/en/St…

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VENT BELOW, ignore please, lots of swears lmao i just have nowhere else to put this and it helps me to rant/vent

i shouldve realized sooner that i was disposable to u. if i wasnt, u wouldnt have dropped so easily. u wouldve taken ur turn listening instead of accusing me again and again. i was always below u, wasnt i? no matter what i was behind u on the sidewalk n i thought that even tho u let anyone else in front of me, i still held a high spot in ur heart

yeah, fuck me for believing that lmao

i realized that u corrupted me into someone i wasnt. i hurt someone in the same way u hurt me bc the way u treated me became normal. and in doing so, i drove away someone that actually did love me. i let u manipulate & gaslight me into sticking around and believing you gave a shit, only to find out i was a neat, fun little toy for u to play with when it suited u

fuck you. fuck you. fuck you. fuck the fact that ur not hurting right now. fuck the fact that youll forget me soon if u havent already. fuck the fact that i was a fun add-on but nothing that really mattered in ur life. fuck the fact that i did so god damn much for u, let u back in before i was even fully healed last time, let u walk all over me despite me acting like u were a god, showed u relentless love & support, did everything in my power to please u. u never saw it as enough. everything was my fault, always.

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loose pose inspo from www.agefotostock.com/age/en/St…