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Published: 2021-07-04 06:32:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 9313; Favourites: 85; Downloads: 0
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I can love all I want, as strongly I want, with everything I have, but no matter what I do, no matter how much I love, it feels like I can't be loved.But why?
Why wasn't I enough.
Why did you make me stay.
Why did you have to lie.
Why did you have to hurt me.
Why didn't I mean anything.
Why did I mean nothing.
Why was I nothing.
Why was I used.
Why wasn't I loved.
Why.
I'm going to keep loving, I'm going to keep loving more and more until I give out. I won't stop until I find it. I didn't spend that time working on myself for it all to be wasted on someone who didn't want me. I spent all that time working on myself because I wanted to find the person who will stop me from asking myself these questions. You could have been that person, or at the very least you could have helped me learn how to find them. Instead you tried to destroy all of it, but I won't let you, I won't let any of the people who hurt me destroy everything I built.
I deserve to be enough.
I deserve to want to stay.
I deserve to be told the truth.
I deserve to to be to be consoled.
I deserve to mean something.
I deserve to mean everything.
I deserve to be everything.
I deserve to be respected.
I deserve to be loved.
I deserve to not have to ask why.
I wanted to know WHY so much throughout my life, but instead this time I will ask myself;
WHEN?
