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i am picking out parts of people
holding them tight in my hands as they fall apart
fitting them like clay, pressing them
into the hole you left, in the me you kept alive
i look at them like they could fit the shape
i close my eyes to the feeling that they can't fill the gap.

somedays i am chaos
you broke a lot more than just my heart.

i want to feel in love so much i am breaking myself into the tiniest pieces and squeezing myself into that cat-shaped hole, because today i'm sure i am plasticine.

Description
i am picking out parts of people
holding them tight in my hands as they fall apart
fitting them like clay, pressing them
into the hole you left, in the me you kept alive
i look at them like they could fit the shape
i close my eyes to the feeling that they can't fill the gap.

somedays i am chaos
you broke a lot more than just my heart.

i want to feel in love so much i am breaking myself into the tiniest pieces and squeezing myself into that cat-shaped hole, because today i'm sure i am plasticine.