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Cryslly — I'm scared...
Published: 2020-08-17 12:12:05 +0000 UTC; Views: 459; Favourites: 14; Downloads: 2
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this is kinda personal but I really really wanted to share or talk it to someone cause I've kept for for so long...since I've discover about the lgbtq+ community in my heart I feel like I have something connected with this thing, but my first reactions were all the same as homophobes, yes I was homophobic but kinda pretending for people to not notice but deep down I support them (and no I did not harass them) I was really confuse at that time cause I thought that when I was a child loving girls is just a dumb kids thing, ya know maybe they love them cause friends but I was wrong when I found out, I really didn't open up to my friends and especially my family cause i knew that some of them are homophobic and finding out that I was supporting them will lose their respect to me for supporting a sin, I was so scared to open up that I think I like girls too but I was so terrified to open up cause again they only think of me as sin and a disrespect, so I kept it and I always feel guilty too that if I'm part of the lgbtq+ community will god even hate me? I'm not so sure about myself yet so I'll have to wait to find out cause I'm so confuse about myself and the consequences...
I'm so sorry if this is confusing to you I just wanna "come out"
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No, I don't think it's a sin. I didn't tell my parents that I'm Asexual because I was afraid that they will hate me and convince me to be straight but I did tell my aunt and she was completely fine with it because she is also an Asexual (I think) so I'm not going to tell my parents any time soon
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