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Crystal-Silverlight — I Wasn't Good Enough....

Published: 2018-01-25 23:06:44 +0000 UTC; Views: 5373; Favourites: 246; Downloads: 26
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Description i'm tired.....tired to study,tired to cry,tired to get negative in the test......i'm sick of this.....i did my best but i wasn't good enough..i'm useless....my friends said so many times that i can do it...but i want to believe it but...i know that i wont make it....why did i born this way?.....i'm tired to get ignored from my friends...i'm tired to be a shadow..........i hate my life........

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 09:00:43 +0000 UTC]

aw thank you!  <3

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NT744 In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 09:24:29 +0000 UTC]

You’re welcome.

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NT744 In reply to NT744 [2018-01-26 09:25:07 +0000 UTC]

I will always try to be there to comfort you when you need it.

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MarioYellow In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 02:12:37 +0000 UTC]

Noooooo ;-;
You'll be trough this bullcrap thing that's holding you back ;v;

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to MarioYellow [2018-01-26 08:59:35 +0000 UTC]

yee ;w; <3

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MarioYellow In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 11:52:24 +0000 UTC]

Never give up!

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to MarioYellow [2018-01-26 12:02:40 +0000 UTC]

 ;W; <3 thank you <3

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DocterPaws In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 02:04:35 +0000 UTC]

hey... it's going to be okay... *hugs*

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to DocterPaws [2018-01-26 08:59:19 +0000 UTC]

;w;

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Nikkydog In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 01:49:07 +0000 UTC]

dont say those things. There is no need to.

you are perfect, and so talented. You're not useless, you are more than enough. And I could be your friend... u promise I will never ignore you... i never ignore friends. And... I will pray for you if you want me to? btw... *gives hug* 

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to Nikkydog [2018-01-26 08:59:04 +0000 UTC]

aww really? ;W; thank you <33

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Nikkydog In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 17:24:00 +0000 UTC]

Yes, I mean it. And np! :3 <3

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to Nikkydog [2018-01-26 17:54:59 +0000 UTC]

yee!

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Nikkydog In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-27 00:08:13 +0000 UTC]

:3 sowwie i meant np instead of no.

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Nikkydog In reply to Nikkydog [2018-01-26 17:24:22 +0000 UTC]

I mean np ! Sowwie

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McDeviantBun123 [2018-01-26 01:46:16 +0000 UTC]

There's one thing I need you to know.
"If it's not okay,
It's not the end."

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to McDeviantBun123 [2018-01-26 07:50:17 +0000 UTC]

Oh yeah,that's true ;w;

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McDeviantBun123 In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 13:30:11 +0000 UTC]

👍

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xORCAx In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 01:34:27 +0000 UTC]

honestly, I feel the same.
but it's a good thing that you tried. sometimes an effort is all that matters. and if you did your best, that is in itself enough. your friends are right. you can do it. you just have to believe in yourself. and if you're a shadow, you've got to make a move and turn yourself into the light. you ARE worth it, no matter what anyone says.

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to xORCAx [2018-01-26 08:58:22 +0000 UTC]

that's so nice of you <333 thank you..

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xORCAx In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 23:46:53 +0000 UTC]

no prob, glad to help <3

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CocoFreeze In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 01:17:41 +0000 UTC]

Hey, your art is amazing! No need to say all those things.. I feel you. *gigantic hug of comfort*

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to CocoFreeze [2018-01-26 08:57:34 +0000 UTC]

aww thank you

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goldendrawer1987 In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 01:08:28 +0000 UTC]

Story of my life

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RoquetCele142 In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 01:01:40 +0000 UTC]

Really ... I feel like you, for three years in a row when I was younger, I was teased by many of my classmates ... I thought so many things, even if ... I kill myself. I have failed in so many tests, my parents punish me, my sister bothers me all day, you are not the only shadow ... Cristal, do not cry, for me, for your friends, for you ...

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to RoquetCele142 [2018-01-26 08:57:16 +0000 UTC]

ow thank you..

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RoquetCele142 In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 15:38:03 +0000 UTC]

you're welcome    

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PedroHPH1109 In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 00:49:57 +0000 UTC]

I know life seems unfair Cristal...But it’s with these mistakes that we learn. I thought today that I was going to do amazingly on the physics exam...But I was wrong. I was very wrong Cristal. I panicked at the time I saw the exam and I was looking around...And people didn’t cared about it. I was the only one worried and stressed. 1 hour passed, everybody was giving the exams to the teacher...Except for me. I was still doing it. And I did everything in such a hurry, that I almost cried there.
As you can see...Life isn’t fair.However, it’s with this events that we learn to succeed. If I wasn’t good on this exam, I will study twice that I did before. If I didn’t did the formula right, I’ll re-do it until I get it right. There is no ‘give up’ on life...Only ‘Get up’.
If you failed on a test...’Get up’ and study harder next time. If your drawing wasn’t good enough... ‘Get up’ and do it again. Every time life seems to be unfair... ‘Get up’ and prove to life...She is very wrong.
“Pain is always there because life is freaking painful...But suffering is a choice.” Always But always remember this Cristal... ‘Get up’ and move forward into the future.
Love,
-PedroHPH1109

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to PedroHPH1109 [2018-01-26 08:56:22 +0000 UTC]

oww <33 that's a brave comment you did there ;w; <333 thank you Pedro <3

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PedroHPH1109 In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 13:42:23 +0000 UTC]

-Hugs Cristal- No problem...You are one of my friends and I seriously get worried when one of them gets sad.
Please just remember this Cristal.When life seems to put you down...’Get up’ and prove to her she is wrong.

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to PedroHPH1109 [2018-01-26 16:56:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you! :3

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PedroHPH1109 In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 17:05:32 +0000 UTC]

No problem

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israelarguello777 In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 00:40:05 +0000 UTC]

Don’t be sad little one. -hugs and comforts- There, there!

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to israelarguello777 [2018-01-26 07:49:09 +0000 UTC]

Thank you :'3

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Vanilla-Lake In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 00:39:06 +0000 UTC]

Hey Cristal listen. You are amazing. If you ever need to talk you can come to me. I'm here for you.

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buniteeth In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 00:38:08 +0000 UTC]

I'm sorry stuff like this is happening. We all are stressed from tests. I'm having the same problem in school. I'm so so so sorry that things like this is going on. Trust me, everything is gonna be ok. You tried. That's all. You CAN make it better. I don't want to see you like this. I suffer from depression, thinking I'm not worthy. I feel weird around people. Not able to go outside and talk to friends. When finals came around, I sucked at it, all my tests were dead bad. I wanted to cry so hard and forget I was ever alive. 

         You got to understand, we're all here for you and yes, there are some ups and downs and some points we all want to end our lives and think we're nothing. It's not true. We ARE here for YOU. Please read every comment that you have this post. We're here for you. Just waiting for an answer to see you're ok. I love you and we all do. We are all here for you.

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to buniteeth [2018-01-26 08:53:37 +0000 UTC]

aww <333 that's hard and nice ;w; thank you! 

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Sensei-KK In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 00:35:36 +0000 UTC]

*Hugs* if u need to talk to anyone, please let me know so i can help ;-;

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MangledTheArcticWolf In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 00:34:45 +0000 UTC]

We are in the same dear ...
We are in the same.

I'm ignored all the time, they say I can when it's not. Classes are a lie for all of us.

You calm down please. Right now we can never say that "We can not" because everything is possible, friend.

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TigerGirlHD In reply to ??? [2018-01-26 00:02:24 +0000 UTC]

No Cristal, listen to me, I know it's a hard time but we all know that you're not useless or worthless. We all love you.

I know, studying isn't easy and when it st the end comes out negative it's even worse…..
Maybe it's just the topic or the Teacher? You try your hardest but it doesn't seem to work, it can't be your fault....


You don't need to think that way, ask if you need help, ask the teacher if you don't understand it, but I'm glad that you let it out.

I believe in you, the topic probably just isn't good for you....

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to TigerGirlHD [2018-01-26 07:23:11 +0000 UTC]

Thank you tiger <3

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TigerGirlHD In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 11:08:11 +0000 UTC]

You're always welcome my friend <33

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zoopawz In reply to ??? [2018-01-25 23:54:41 +0000 UTC]

You are NOT worthless! Everyone makes mistakes! I believe in you! ^ ^

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to zoopawz [2018-01-26 07:22:05 +0000 UTC]

Thank you <3

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AnonymousDeer In reply to ??? [2018-01-25 23:51:21 +0000 UTC]

I feel the same way 

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JetzuFallen In reply to ??? [2018-01-25 23:47:36 +0000 UTC]

I understand how it feels like

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Maska-Catto In reply to ??? [2018-01-25 23:43:07 +0000 UTC]

Aww *hug*
I sometimes feel the same but... u shouldn't say those things just try ur best and try to get through it
Ik u might not feel like doing that stuff but just try ur best and just know I'm here for u

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Crystal-Silverlight In reply to Maska-Catto [2018-01-26 07:20:44 +0000 UTC]

Thank you

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Maska-Catto In reply to Crystal-Silverlight [2018-01-26 07:24:30 +0000 UTC]

Np

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RCM71 In reply to ??? [2018-01-25 23:41:49 +0000 UTC]

NAAAAAAUUU never say that dont brake yourselve for ONE MISTAKE, that is what makes you a human like me or anyone else, its just a paper its not going to eat you or something, live sucks sometimes I undernstand you ok? It happened before last year's summer I had 70 pages (to study) for the last exam of electronics (I'm studiying Engineering), It was about the starter engine and the alternator (the last one is the one that charges the battery when the engine starts), maybe I had 16 years old but I swear that I WAS CRYING!!! because I just couldnt study...... it where imposible to me specialy when I have TDHI (attention deficit), I got insane I.. I... WANTED TO DIE BECAUSE IT WAS IMPOSIBLE but whith tears in my face I continued and days later after the exam I was shocked because I thaught that I did it horrible and and I got extremely desesperated and welp.... you know..... 2 days later I realiced: it still posible because we have a recovery exam and I studyed this so ITS POSIBLE. The next weeck the teacher gave us the exams. ONLY 4 PEOPLE DID PASA AND I WAS ONE OF THEEEEEEEMMMMMMMM!!!! I WAS LIKE FUUUUUUU FUUUUUCKK EVERYTHING PARTY HUAAAAAAIAYUAUAUAUAUUARDDDDD SUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU AND EXPLOSIONS AND WELP CAAAAAOOOOOOSOOSOSOSOOSOSOS!!!!!!!!!!! (in my head) in real life I where whith the biggest shock face that you could imagine my friends saw me and they where like: you ok dude?? A bit worried XDDDD. So DON'T exaggerate your failures ok? Don't let a paper dominante in your personality pls don't make my mistake, I'm sure that you will have more exams in the future so that what you need to think like I said in the other drawing don't get stuck in the past, think on what you are doing now good luck my friend and a big hug from SPAIIIINNN <3 (srry for bad english, Im really good speaking it but Im bad at writing it X/)

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