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hmm, maybe~
then again, he'll only be "friends" with someone if there of any use to him, otherwise he's just kill you. :V
(well, if ripping peoples organs straight out of there still warm body counts as fun... 0v0 )
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well if assassins can be useful.... or possessed children... or even confused cops... then there ya go!
(....at least one of my characters would find that fun...)
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he can assassinate by himself, after all, he can use everyone and anyone's shadows and turn them into weapons.
or just make their own shadows turn into spikes and kill them :V
... ZarraX HATES children with a burning passion, so he'd probably kill them, or eat there soul (if they have one, that is)
pfft, he'd probably just mess with the cop and turn them into a puppet. :/
(huh, ZarraX would probably get along with that character. XD although ZarraX does infinitely more messed up shit)
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OwO thats so cool!
only one of the assassins would survive then, because he has no shadow
he'd have fun tryina kill the squirt, they do have a soul (at least remnants of one), but they can persist without a body or soul... itd be interesting to see how itd turn out...
the cops been so many peoples puppet... i feel sorry for them (not)
(i can just see them now... ripping organs out of bodies etc....)
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well, ZarraX can use his own shadow to kill that assassin then, assuming that they don't know what ZarraX's weakness is.
(ZarraX's weakness is snow/ice elemental attacks, and just snow/ice in general)
pfft, I can imagine ZarraX getting so triggered trying to kill them X'D
R.I.P that cop.
(oh god, I hope they don't become friends tbh, it'll be a massive bloodbath. :V )
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oooooo... maybe he'll get lucky and one of the bullets wont be an ice one (he switches through different elements like fire and ice with bullets)
the kid will just be like 'god dammit stop tryna kill me' while laughing at the fact that theyre almost unkillable (unless you happen to wield light magic)
'puppet to all master to none'
(theyd literally use the revival tech that my guy has to keep murdering people... that would(nt) be fun)
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oh boy, ZarraX ain't gonna go near him then. XD if someone has any ice/snow elemental attacks, he'll avoid them like the plague. :V
ZarraX would probably swear a lot and be like "JESUS WHAT THE FUUUUUUU-" since he's used to killing everything and anything he see's.
(ZarraX doesn't have light magic, he has Shadow, and star magic)
best quote 10/10
(jesus, they got revival tech too? overkill much?)
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pinner (the guy) would just be like 'for f*** sake, stop runnin away, i needa kill ya', while constantly loading his gun with different types of ice bullets (and probably try to make zarrax slip on the ice formed from on of the bullet types)
the kid'll just swear back probably XD she's a bit of a bad mouth for a six y/o
i mean she wont fight back... especially against someone with the same magic type as her (tho other then being hard to kill, she is almost useless)
(the star magic might do some damage, but possibly not enough to kill them)
when i get the reference out for them, thatll go on it for sure xD
(its normally only for the 7y/o pyromaniac (who would probs be dead) but that would be serious overkill)
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pfft, just touching ice would weaken ZarraX severely, so all you'd need to do is make him slip on ice, or throw him in a snowbank (well, that's assuming ZarraX is RUNNING away, since he can levitate, fly, and teleport)
oh shit! WHO TAUGHT THE DEAD CHILD SWEARS?
wait, so if someone's trying to kill them, they WON'T fight back? that sounds like the wrong thing to do in that situation
(ah, that makes sense. :V )
oh yeah, definitely! ovo
(I hope that 7 year old doesn't have a flamethrower tbh.) (pssh overkill is underrated)
(oh! and do you have a reference of Pinner? I want to draw him and ZarraX together. 0v0 )
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now all i can see is pinner throwing zarrax into a pile of snow XD
(damn, he can do all that? pinner can only fly and teleport - he actually can't run cause of an enhancement he received)
I DONT EVEN KNOW??! (actually probably the one who possessed them in the first place)
unless they have a reason not to, they try to avoid conflict (or unless their possesser makes them attack), but as a six y/o they dont really have full control over their own magic, let alone their possessers
heheh!
(the kid has an infinite amount of kerosene, blue magic and fire magic instead (no flamethrowers for him) (that it is!)
(wait - really!? im in the middle of making one, so as soon as ive finished i'll tell you! i might draw zarrax and gore (the one who would love the messy bits) together as soon as i finish his ref too then!)
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that would be freaking hilarious to see XD
(yeah, and a lot more! he's basically a semi killable god who went insane. :/ )
pfft, you should know the wander to that question XD (that thing that possessed them shouldn't be around kids Xp )
huh, but i''m pretty sure an insane demonic god thing trying to kill you is a good reason to attack.
0v0
(jesus fricking- WHO LET THEM HAVE THAT MUCH KEROSENE?)
(really? wow, that's convenient XD (I have a semi decent pic of ZarraX already, but i'll make a better one so things don't look wrong))
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pffftt, i can just imagine it now, curses pouring from a pile of snow while pinner just stands there like 'what? theres nothing here!'
(wow! a lot of my characters are insane in one way or another, so i can relate to that)
i suppose i should XD (mmh probably shouldn't be xp)
the kid doesnt know him personally so she wont attack by herself, but her possessor peobably knows him (somehow) and would make her attack
*^*
(uuuhhhhh it was him! *points at gore*)
(yeup! XD (cool! dont forget to tag me so i can see it!))
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pfft, I can imagine curses and screams of pain are heard from that pile of snow while Pinner just calmly watches ZarraX and doesn't help him.
(mhm, same with mine tbh. :V )
yeah, true. (yeaaaah, probably)
huh, I guess it would make sense for the possessor to somehow know ZarraX, he is quite well known for committing mass genocides and skinning thing alive :')
=v=
(frick, and how did HE get that much kerosene? and why did he think giving all of that to the kid was a good idea?)
(it's like... destiny or somethin. XD (alrighty then! ovo )
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XD
the screams would probably attract the attention of debris (likes to blow stuff up and is 6 years older than the pyro kid) who would either start blowing up more snow drifts to cover zarrax more or just blow up the one that zarrax is in...
(our characters have a lot in common dont they?)
oops?
i mean... one would eventually hear about something like that right? xp
^-^
(uuuuhhhhhh the void? maybe? im honestly not sure.... but he is nuts so giving it to a kid with fire magic whos family is an assassination team was probably a good idea for him at the time)
(cyane has the powers of destiny OwO (i cant wait to start drawing it))
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oh god. XD first he gets thrown in a snowbank, and now he gets exploded? geez.
(they do, and it's honestly scaring me. :V)
mhm true, some dipshit probably talked about it on the news and now EVERYONE knows about him. :/
*o*
(jeez.)
(pfft, "at the time?" that totally doesn't sound ominous)
(dun dun duuuuuuun!(same here!! ovo ))
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XD oops, guess he just has a bit of bad luck with my lot...
(same actually... maybe it really was fate that this picture was to be made and we were to meet?)
he should go murder them...
*v*
(i honestly dont know... so lets stick with that)
(he'll definitely regret it later)
(*gasp* (i'll try and get those refs out asap))
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ZarraX has a lot of bad luck.
FOR EXAMPLE he lost his wife and child in childbirth!
and he had a poison in him that liquefies his organs, muscles, bones, veins, ect.
(that sounds so freaking cheesy, but i'm tempted to agree with ya. :V)
who? the people who told the news about him? if so, he already killed them a long time ago.
*^*
(yeaaah, sure.)
(oh boi, I WONDER what'll happen...)
(it's maaaaaagic~ (take you're time with them, I can wait. :^ ))
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oh jeeze, id feel sorry for him if he wasnt a murderer (i mean i kinda still do...)
(it does doesnt it XD it is pretty strange though)
*tosses one of gore's resurrection devices to zarrax* go kill 'em again then!
^.^
(*innocent look*)
(lets just say it involves a lot of fires)
(well i am now know as the condiment mage by chaser so... magic is a very likely option XD (same for you! it wont be long hopefully!))
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yeaah, but he only killed AFTER all that happened. because apparently to him, making others die is a good coping mechanism when dealing with death. (although it sound backwards as all hell, but whatev. :V)
(it doeeees and it's scaring the crap out of me, I don't know if I should pray to whatever god is doing this black magic, or just be afraid of this massive coincidence)
*he stares at the machine, then uses his shadow to destroy the machine* nah, I'll just go to hell, heaven, or where ever they are and kill them for all eternity.
:3
(oh boi, i'll just assume someone's a very crispy corpse now)
(Condiment magic? I thought that just summons ketchup and mustard XD (hopefully not, but I have to do references for all of my characters for my project, which ZarraX is in, so we'll see!))
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death for death... intresting way of thinking (it doesnt actually sound that backwards, kinda makes sense)
(im thinking both...)
...good idea
(just one person? more like several)
(nope, it is now all condiments... and milk? and some sweet stuff... not sure how that works XD (that reminds me of the 5 stroies im writing and the 84 odd unfinshed music wips sitting on my laptop... so many projects...))
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I guess it somewhat makes sense, killing the nurses who didn't save you're wife and child I understand...
but killing everyone with a drop of blood relating to those nurses is a bit overkill
then again, overkill is underrated. :V
(BOTH? FRICK, TIME TO PRAY TO THE COINCIDENCE GODS)
pssh, sounds like a dumb idea, he's not allowed to go to heaven, and he's banned from going to hell...
;w;
(oh, so there's multiple deep fried corpses, greaaat)
(milk..? I guess its a condiment now..? XD (mhm, I have 1 main project i'm working on called demons WasteLand, 67 animation wips, and over 70 music things I need to do, and all of that is JUST FOR DEMONS WASTELAND, not including the voice actors I need to get, sound designers, and the other 33 projects I need to start soon. ;-; ))
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thats understandable, but everyone else?
you forgot to mention then killing cause he can
everyone needs a bit of overkill...
(*is already on the ground*)
jeeze what did he do XD
nu!
(deep fried city more like...)
(you never know with these fandoms... XD (oh wow.... dont over work yourself! i just gained a ton of projects too... my main ones being Game Over (pinners story), Underdiffidence, Stolen Time, Galactic War, The Science of the Soul and my music projects... and i might have a collab project coming up... ive just kinda given up on counting ;w; *hugs*))
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ehhh, never question ZarraX I suppose. :V
i'm just not going to mention the the three universes he destroyed
oh wait, I just mentioned it...
(me must make a coincidence god shrine in honor of this weird fricking mess)
uhh, he may have murdered 87% of those inhabiting hell when he tried to find his wife and child, and he got banned from heaven because of the murder. (although his wife didn't exactly die, she's in the AfterWorld, which is basically Limbo, not dead or alive, and no living being can enter it.)
oh nu? :/
(oh shit! XD I would call that overboard, but I ain't one to judge)
(yeah true, then again, squid ink and pickles are officially condiments now. :^ (but overworking myself is fuuun, you get no sleep, no drinks, you starve yourself, and you get over 10 panic attacks per daaay. Collab project? oh god, that sounds confusing.
honestly, I should've stopped counting a long time ago. *just stands their confused since i'm not used to any physical contact*))
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not questioning the insane semi-god would be a good idea...
the closest any of my characters get to destroying universes, is destroying corrupted code, but they always remake new code
(*helps build shrine*)
oh my..... how do you even kill the dead!?
it sounds interesting though...
im not sure anymore '_'
(whole new meaning to 'being on fire' too! XD being overboard can be fun sometimes though)
(gotta add those to my list XD (i mean... i dont sleep anyway?(just lie there) but gosh i cant survive without food, and id probably end up as a sobbing heap on the floor (i mean i almost am already...). it is very confusing.. we're not sure if we're gonna continue it though... probably... (*more hugz* mweheheheheheheh since you are now my friend i shall hug you randomly!)))
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mhm, true, although he often hints to really important things when he talks... so it depends. :/
destroying the code... that's a pretty good idea.
magic for the most part, in ZarraX's world, star magic can kill both the living, and the dead, since star magic is the power of dead stars. it's complex, but to make a long story short, it affects the life magic you still have/have, which results in injury and eventually death.
(it's interesting, complex and depressing. :/)
pfft, okay then XD
(being overboard is always fun!)
(you have a list of condiments..? okay then XD (sleep is for the weak! plus I only get 5-6 hours of sleep at most. I practically starve myself on school days, actually, I kinda have too. (saaame, i'm a puddle of creativity, lack of sleep, and making friends with random people on the internet) awww, I think you should continue it! unless it's really stressing you guys/girls out. (*makes random squeaking noises of confusion* friend? ehhhh, that's a new concept for me. i'm not used to "friends." or special contact...)))
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oooo... could be life or death...
*squeak* really?!
woa~
(*hugz* dont be too depressed)
i do weird things sometimes XD
(yeup!)
(im not sure anymore.. its more of a mental list XD (i havent slept for three weeks (apart from passing out but does that count?) that happens to me sometimes, but its not a good idea... (yeup!sounds awfully familiar...) heh, we're gonna try and persevere! (you is now friend - friend person talks to kai and has 30ish comments long conversations with them. friend get internet hugs. friend also gets random art. friend also somehow cheers up kai through screen by talking to them. friend gets more hugs, and pets kai. friend summed up!)))
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yeah, but you have to be really careful.
you talk to much: ZarraX gets annoyed and kills you, you talk to little: ZarraX get's bored and kills you, ask too many questions: and ZarraX get's fed up with you and kills you, you ask too little: and you'll probably forget one of his major hints and you die. :')
yes, It's a good idea, you kill the worlds code, you kill the code of all those living in that world.
pssh, i'm always depressed, bud. ;w;
(so true, 10/10)
(a mental list is still a list either way. XD (I don't classify passing out as sleep tbh. you get used to the pain after a while, which is probably why I starve myself without realizing it. (hmm, I wonder why~) aye~ persevering is a good idea! (30ish comment long conversations already? geez, new record for me. XD random art..? b0i, I don't deserve fanart, all my characters are crap anyways. well, I always hope my stupidity would cheer someone up. :V )))
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you have to get that right amount of talking and not then? sounds fun (and hard)
OwO but code is really hard to see.... and even harder to reach... but really easy to destroy
so am i, but one can always try
(yeup!)
(thats true XD (i half classify it because i pass out a lot... kinda my alternative to sleep. ah, makes sense (coincidence strikes again!) heh, that it is! (same for me actually XD everyone deserves random fanart, and theyre not (if you still think that theyre bad then maybe look at tweaks, and developments?) tbh im probably stuipider than you, and you are very good at cheering me up)))
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it WOULD be fun if he hinted at when he's near his limit, but he doesn't, you have to mentally guess, which is quite difficult.
huh, it makes sense that it would be hard to reach tbh
eh, true, but I stopped trying a while ago. :V
( 
(=v= (I don't think passing out is a good alternative to sleep... it does, but it still hurts either way. (oh god, the coincidence gods again!) yup! (I don't deserve random art tbh, I just never liked it when people draw things for me, it makes it feel like I have to give something of equal value back to them, like a debt almost. well, a part of me thinks everything I do is trash and needs to burn, i'm often told my Characters are thought out, designed well, ect, but I'm still tempted to burn my drawings everyday.) trust me, nobody is dumber than me, doesn't matter what anyone says. yay?!! often I make people upset, because tbh, i'm a bit of an asshole to people I don't like, or people who are just neutral to me)))
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OwO mind reading~?
yeah, it kinda does... cause its the core of the universe and all
tbh so did i, but channelling my optimistic friends is always good right?
(sleep comes so easily to me that i could do it with my eyes closed! actually... nope, there have periods where i just dont sleep for a good week and a half before passing out... *pats head* (they strike again!) i feel the same about my art and fan art that given to me but (channelling optimism that aint mine again) you have really good art, and while that part always exists, dont listen to it. it is a manipulative evil little thing that everyone has, but no one should listen to. (we is both dumb then. honestly, i think everyone is until they know the person)))
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mind reading would help a lot when dealing with ZarraX actually. although his brain is quite complicated, so it might not work.
exactly!
lucky! I don't really have optimistic friends, my friends are crazy as hell (not that being crazy is a bad thing...)
(b0i, you need sleep more then me *silently pats head* (DUN DUN DUUUUN) pfft, me? good art? yeaaah no, I have coloring errors, no backgrounds, basically no shading/ shading problems, limited supply's, and horrible anatomy just to name a few reasons why my art is trash. although appreciate the support I get, I never believe it, probably because I've been lied to so much, that I ignore what everyone says, or maybe it's because i'm a pessimistic idiot who'd love to die. (oh boy, I take it to a whole new level, i'm an asshole even too people I know really well, which is probably why I have basically no friends on a regular basis.)))
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youd get lost in his brain type of thing?
all my friends are optimistic cause im the pessimist that triggers their friends a lot... and all my friends (and me) are crazy and normally gay (or pan/bi, ya know, not all of us are straight up gay)
(i probably do *accepts the head pat as a pet and nuzzles hand* (*gasp*) your a lot better than me at a lot of aspects of art: everyone has coloring errors (like the time i accidentally colored an echo flower red...), a lot of people have no backgrounds (bleh, backgrounds), shading can be hard in traditional (probably why im now covered in graphite), do you celebrate christmas? cause you can ask for some then, or for a birthday or sommin, and your anatomy is consistently better than mine.. i can understand that, the lying to me would get to the point where i just said a lie back, so that theyd leave me alone (and now i lie 'bout a lot unless im complimenting someone... or insulting them). the pessimism might count towards that... im really pessimistic too, and i always disbelieve my friends when they sommin goog 'bout me (probably cause ive been bullied now for... 8 ish years? (we have way too much in common... im very bitchy to my friends sometimes... and a lot of them have been sent off crying cause of me... but they never blame me?? idk anymore... but im your friend (on a daly basis too!))))
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well, somewhat, it depends on the situation. if he knows you can mind read or you're spamming him with questions, it's neat, organized, and semi safe.
but if you just read his mind out of the blue, you'll be in for a lot of pain...
optimistic people hate me, and tend to think I'm a spawn of Satan (and no, I'm not joking with that)
yeah, all my friends nowadays are a tad bit insane. :V
(yeaah, just a bit..? (*le gasp*) nope, I don't believe that, I see that everyone's are is better than mine.
not everyone has coloring errors, it's just common. yeah true, but backgrounds adds more "character" and depth to the artwork, which makes it infinitely better. (backgrounds are the death of me tbh) yeah, it is! hence why I don't do shading that often. (I practically breathe graphite, it's also the only thing I use for shading nowadays)
yeah, most of us where I am do, but again, when I ask for something like art supplies, video games, chocolate, ect, I think I have to pay them back, which is kind of impossible for me since I'm too young to have a job, and I don't get allowance. same thing applies to my birthday too.
well, I still have problems with anatomy, everyone does!
yeah, I do that too, often just so they'd just leave me alone for a few hours at least, although I don't do it online, since nobody knows me, and will probably never see me irl, I have no reason to. (I try to be honest when I complement people, but if I point out a single mistake, I feel like they'll hate me, which is one of my biggest fears; to be alone, and hated...)
yeah, I often don't believe people, even if I know them well, which is because I think their lying to gain my trust, and that I'm a pessimist who believes that I don't deserve anything, not praise for something that doesn't affect society, or food. although being bullied for almost the same amount of time (9-8ish years I think..? I stopped counting by year 6) doesn't exactly make me want to trust people. (I know, it's like were secretly twins or somethin.)
yeah, that's happened before, I don't know why they don't blame me though...
I see you as a friend too, most because I don't... TELL people this stuff, I just keep it to myself most of the time.)))
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semi-safe.... doesnt sound that safe... but it sounds better then just jumping in....
most optimistic people think im the literal incarnation of death (im not joking either)
where would we be without our crazy friends though?
(yeah, definitely (*moar gasp*) i do too tibia honest...
mmh, true... it does, but just... ugh... shading's hard.... (breathing graphite... i have the tip of a pencil embedded in my hand permanently, so i can half relate)
heh, cool... quite a few people over here dont, which can be annoying... same for me, but i get pocket money for doing chores, and my relatives have enough money to give me £300+ a year... which is actually pretty annoying (im too young to have a full time job)
thats true!
people have just stopped leaving me alone now, like theyll bug me for hours if they think sommins wrong... i dont either, unless i know them irl (i used to have the same fear, but i guess cause im constantly abandoned and everyone hates anyway, ive gotten used to it...)
i actually have major trust issues, for people i know irl, but for people online i have lessened trust issues... tibia honest i am a pessimist who doesnt deserve anything, which is why i rarely ask for anything, i dont trust most compliments and im often in tears cause i dont deserve my friends. bullying mixed with a psychotic, now abusive, in jail ex makes it really hard to trust people... topped with anxiety and other bits... im practically a nervous wreak getting up in the mornings to eat... (*gasp*)
neither...
ive only told my on and off girlfriend, my adopted little sibling (my bestie irl(who isnt adopted at all but hey!)), and now you, cause you are my friend (i keep it to myself too))))
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well, it depends on you're definition of safe, you won't be killed, but what you'll see is enough to damage you mentally and emotionally, though you'll have to look for a while to find that stuff when it's organized.
although jumping in without warning is the worst thing you can do, since all you'd see is blood, murder, the deaths of his wife and child, and lots of other mentally/emotionally breaking stuff.
yeah, I know someone who thinks that about me too, and others who's tried to kill me before just because he "didn't want the sin of evil to taint him"..? (I don't get that kid at all...)
honestly, I have no idea, although knowing me, I'd probably be dead already if not for them.
(mhm yeah, go get sleep child! (*the gasp of all gasps*) I still don't but then again, I hate everything I do, so...
yeah, hence why I don't shade anything that often, it's just to much effort, plus I'm lazy as frick (huh, I know someone on YouTube who has something like that, although that must hurt. ;-; )
cool..? (*insert winter pun here*) huh, alrighty then. I don't get money for chores... 300? holy frick that's a lot! although I think it's a different currency than what I'm used too.
that must suck, I hate talking to people irl, I've just never liked social interaction at all. (I've always had that fear, mostly because of how schools work over here where I am, if you didn't have friends, and were forgotten, there was a higher chance you'd get bullied, be put in near death situations, get death/rape threats, ect. hence why I have the fear, and since I'm literally the most forgettable person in school who happens to almost never talk, I get these a lot... I wish I'd get used to it, but it's kinda hard to when the whole school, including some teachers, are doing this to you on a daily basis.)
yeah, I agree, I think the same thing... wait, REALLY!!? Jesus, I feel like I'm going to cry, NOBODY needs to go through with all that.
I have anxiety too, along with other problems, and I have to deal with people who have literally tried to kill me on multiple occasions at my school because I simplify said hello to them. trust me, I'm a wreck too, and I'd rather die than go to school anymore, since it's not a safe place for me, with all the threats I've gotten, and everyone watching my every move, I can't trust anything, hell, online I barely feel safe anymore... (*gasps intensifies*)
I've only told you this stuff tbh, hell, not even my parents know of the crap going on at school.
I wish I had siblings (well, I do have them technically, but their all half siblings, and I've never met any that are on my original dad's side)
I've always preferred keeping things to myself, then I don't have people trying to comfort me 24/7. although it hurts me emotionally, and mentally.)))
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that is not safe.. id rather not be more mentally damaged then i am already...
he has that stuff running through his mind constantly? jeeze...
jeeze... he had a problem... ive not had any actually try it, probably cause theyve heard shit from my primary school bullies....
same actually...
(sleep? whassat? (*mega gasp*) same...
whats effort? i dont know what that is... (it does when i move my hand a certain way, but other than that it doest really)
i guess? (i dont snow many) it is a lot, and i feel like i dont deserve it. it is a different currency cause im stuck in england
social interaction can f off (oh jeeze... that would be the same for me if i hadnt just stopped being watched by police... that sounds similar to my situation, but the teachers dont vocalise it)
oh gosh dont cry!! honestly, i feel like i deserved that....
so mang problems... jeeze... they need to get their shit together... i get death threats though, so i understand
i understand that, i feel the same... (*double gasp*)
my parents know nothing about me tbh
so do i (im an only child, my two siblings are just my besties)
i usually only share stuff when im screaming at people or when....uh (slight craziness alert) i cant stop ignoring them. they often dont actually comfort you, at least thats what i found... it does the same to me... and will end up hurting me physically
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yeah, same here, although it's safer than some other peoples minds.
well, yeah. that massive loss was the reason he snapped in the first place, and he feels that he could've prevented it, which he couldn't.
pretty sure he did, but I'm to lazy, tired, and scared to ask about him.
well that's good! you don't get to death with the possibility of a knife to the throat or spine at every waking second.
I would ask what you did to those kids, but i'm pretty sure I already know the answer...
...
(SLEEP? WHO NEEDS SLEEP? (*the queen of gasps has appeared*)
effort is the death of me, I put the PRO in procrastinate after all.
ohh, I'm trapped in the hellhole known as Canada, so to me, that's a lot.
I wish it did, the only social interaction I can handle is online, otherwise I panic and breakdown. (watched by the police..? i'm just not going to ask about that since it's probably personal. I wish the teachers over here could f off, they cause way to many problems for everyone here, not just me.)
trust me, you don't deserve that, NOBODY deserves that.
they do, although they just continue doing it and I have to make up excuses to my parents so that they don't freak out when they see a knife wound or see me breaking down from stress.
you do too? jeez, I deserve death treats, not you. (*triple gasp*)
yeah, same, they know that school is stressful for me, but they don't know the reasons.
I can my besties my siblings too, I don't know why though...
I don't see that as crazy, not at all, people pestering for answers isn't comforting, it's annoying, so it makes sense that you'd eventually reveal all that when you can't take it anymore, hell, I do the same thing, but mostly with riddles, to hint at the problem so they can leave me alone and try to figure it out for themselves.
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like gores...
awww... *would pet but wants to keep hands*
you probably shouldnt ask him... for both of your safety
...i think this is why english people cannot carry weapons...
eheheheh..... yeah
(NOT ME (*the mother of all gasps has also appeared*)
i dont even procrastinate... i just sit there relaxing and not doing shit
(with all the rich bitches at my school thats a tiny amount... for me its a ton though) everyone assumes im english here and im like.... bruh no. no im not
social interaction is the death of me anyway... it took me a good 5min to even think about replying to your first comment... but when i get to know the person (even slightly sometimes) it becomes a lot easier... (eh, you can ask about it if you want... just ya know trigger warning and all. same actually...)
i guess not... but i still feel like i did, and do
my parents only know the minor half of it... basically only the anxiety and the ...other bits on my arms... they dont know anything else about me like i said
from certain people i understand the death threats, but from random people in different schools? tibia honest, no one deserves death threats (*quadruple gasp*)
they think its all cause of the school load for me
i guess its just a way of pulling a family around us that we can trust and tell anything?
yeah, but its worse when its both the people on the outside and in your head... i had this whole massive explosion where one of my darkest secrets can out to 3-4 people... that was not a fun day
riddles are a good idea actually
hey, uh do you wanna move the conversation to notes (apart from the bit that still relates to zarrax and gore etc.)?
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probably, or Resolution's mind. .3.
pssh, you can pet ZarraX, he doesn't bite, he purrs.
it's Resolution you shouldn't pet, he'd rip off you're arm and eat it if you tried to touch him.
yeaah, I ain't asking about him, I kinda want to live for a bit.
yeah, probably.
(frick, okay then XD (*a god of gasps of appeared*)
I wish I could relax, but I can't.
ugh, I hate those rich assholes, I wish they didn't exist half the time.
you're not..? okay then =v=
I used to be like that, I still somewhat am though, mostly because I don't know what people think of me.
(well, you can say it if you want, I ain't forcing anyone to reveal anything.)
I used to think so too.
...
yeah, it depends of the person, although most of the people who give me those threats I've never talked to before. (*the overlord of gasps has emerged*)
it is for me, so they can help me and give me comfort and I don't need to say anything about the drama.
haha, that's so true for me, it's not even funny.
I've always done riddles, maybe because i'm worried about explaining everything to everyone.
sure. then we don't have to worry about random people stalking the conversation.)
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how messed up is that guys mind then?
*pets zarrax* i'll just stick with zarrax then...
(i noted you my replies to the rest of the convo)
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very messed up, so messed up that you'll die the moment you attempt to read his mind. .3.
*ZarraX purrs Slightly while nuzzling the hand* Good choice. =v=
(alrighty then)
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ouch, what happened to him?
*keeps petting* thank you, id like to live
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nothing, he's just naturally like that.
or maybe it's because he's a universal monster that eats any type of meat he see's and will murder you without a second thought..?
maybe that's why his mind is like that?
although immortals can read his mind perfectly fine, they'll just have trauma for life. .3.
yeaah, most would like to live.
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uuuhhhh that would make sense
trama for an immortal life..... fun
probably
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oh, sooo fun indeed. :V
most likely
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then again...if theyre one of the immortals that can see everything, they would already know about it....
very likely
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for the most part, yeah, they would.
extremely likely
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...i just realized i have no characters that can mind read....
almost certainly
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I don't have many that can read minds either :V
more the most part
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conincidence... no?
almost completely certain
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