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DancingApocolypse — My Loss
Published: 2008-10-09 03:24:45 +0000 UTC; Views: 44; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 0
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...you wouldn't feel important either,if the one person you love
decided to say goodbye in the worst way
possible.
you wouldn't care about yourself anymore
when all you wanted
was to die, but couldn't do it yourself
because you promised.
or maybe because of those memories you
have, of their lifeless body
at their viewing. how they wouldn't wake
up when you called
their name, or that their skin felt like ice
and yours was the fire.
but no, especially not as a little freshman,
who just started highschool,
which then becomes your worst unimaginable
nightmare of hell, right in front
of your feet, in a twisted path that you're forced to follow.
no one knows what it's like to stand over
the casket of the one you were going
to marry. the one who you lost to him or herself,
just because they decided to die.
or try to imagine him or her tying the
rope up high, and the other end around their
neck. especially when you never got to say goodbye.
you don't know what their last thoughts were, you
don't know what exact time their heart stopped.
and especially, when you remember your last kiss,
and knowing for a definite fact, that you will never, ever
have that with them again...
