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danieliscool — Negativity.
Published: 2006-02-15 15:23:51 +0000 UTC; Views: 23; Favourites: 0; Downloads: 0
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Drowning.Drowning in the depths of this limbo.
Blinded by the agony of my karma.
So blind, I cannot see any light.
So blind, my future clearly does not exist.
Fear induces an early death.
I am now dead,
Or at least, my heart is.
My love is gone, my life is gone.
I have stolen my own freedom from myself.
My greed has taken so much from me.
My selfishness holds my head under the water.
And I drown.
I drown, right in front of them.
And they do not help.
And help, they should not.
Because I do not deserve to be saved.
I deserve to drown in the depths of this limbo.
I know that, I acknowledge that.
Yet, no person can die, and have a smile on their face.
That is, of course, if I am capable.
Capable of dying, when I am no longer really alive.
I am drowning.
Drowning in the never-ending deepness of this limbo.
I fight desperately, desperate to not die.
And the onlookers keep on looking.
I would, too.
I would watch myself drown, too.
Because I would know that I deserved it.
But in that thought, I find no serenity.
How serene can you be,
When your life is a living death?
My heart is no longer beating.
It can't, it's so far broken.
I can not feel.
I can not love.
All I can do...
Is die with some dignity.
Drown in this limbo,
Without fighting.
And so I stop fighting.
I drown.
