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I drew THIS especially for this post ⚰️

Ugh.

After all this time, which includes leg issues, pack of ~JuicY~ mental breakdowns and rocket attack on Kharkiv... I'm still alive :'^)
During a ~week (since 22 of march) there is a problems with electricity in city, so part of day I haven't no light, no electricity and even no hot water. I was so afraid when after that fu...ing rocket attak I hadn't any opportunity even to connect with friends for 2 days, ugh. I was really scaresd that after electricity surge my PC could be ruined... Still have paranoia about it.

Now it still not okay, and I think (I read info about it from actual sources*) it'll continue for a few days... Or, maybe, weeks?
*Source: lyuk.media/news/the-power-plan… (it's ukrainian, but, if you're interested, u can use translator)
Situation is serious, but, at least, part of day we still have electricity, and my mental health became better after almost 2 month my pills (antiderpessent), so maybe I finally can recover a bit and finally start to work :'>

Also I leaved UA art community because of it toxicity... At the end of February. This circumstance also helped me get on the road to mental recovery. Seriously, it such a big theme. Maybe I'll tell you later about it, because it's reason why a lot of ukrainian artists feel so despondent.
What about me:
I'm tired of UAa art community and won't to be repressed because of my game and fandom tastes :^)
(For example, big part of UA art comm are hates mihoyo games because they still doing collaborations with r_ssia, and these people, that UA art comm part, are bullying another ukrainian artists who even no draw Gi/HSR characters, but still playing these games; also Hazbin Hotel is one of "questionable subject" for UA art comm, so, if you like it, you immediatelly became traitor and separatist, bruuuuh)
I'm still UKRAINIAN artist and I love my country, but I don't like our art community :c (Not all, but BIG part of it)

Some GOOD news:
- I can finally WALK (still painfull and slow, but almost without crutches!)
- My cats are feeling good (and f...cking my mind every day), also I need to sterilize younger one soon, but for him this isn't a good news xD
- No one of my family members was injured from r_zzian rocket attack (my home still stay unscathed!)
- My bro (friend, not a real "brother") from Odesa sent me package with some food and candles c': (It's special candles for that long moments when there is no light and electricity in my part of city)
- I started to ride on my bicycle >w< It's really great news, bc it helps me to fix part of metnal issues which I accumulated during 2 months inside my flat with depression and total boredom
( I hate real "brother" and personally want to prick that piece of trash with a knife; at the same time my friends are saint persons for me)

Umm, what's more. I'm working on my main project - SotBM (some old artworks you can find there: www.deviantart.com/dannyelgray… ). Almost not drawing, but write a lot.
I have some google docs with SotBM "wiki" - the thing I'm working on during last ~2 weeks, but firstly it's technical information for myself, because I'm used to forgot a lot of things (SotBM has BIG lore and information about it multiverse, it's hard to remember ALL of this shit, ugh). Maybe later I'll translate part of this and share it here, but I'm not sure... Because I'm afraid that someone could want to steal it, even if I want more people to know about my story and original world:c
... Maybe I'm paranoid, but it's dangerous to share something - because of f...cking AI and unscrupulous people :'>

Wellp, that's all for now. If i owed you something (commission or YCH) and you're not sure that I remember this - dm me!
(For JafanAdis: please, remind me about all what I owed you!)

Description
I drew THIS especially for this post ⚰️

Ugh.

After all this time, which includes leg issues, pack of ~JuicY~ mental breakdowns and rocket attack on Kharkiv... I'm still alive :'^)
During a ~week (since 22 of march) there is a problems with electricity in city, so part of day I haven't no light, no electricity and even no hot water. I was so afraid when after that fu...ing rocket attak I hadn't any opportunity even to connect with friends for 2 days, ugh. I was really scaresd that after electricity surge my PC could be ruined... Still have paranoia about it.

Now it still not okay, and I think (I read info about it from actual sources*) it'll continue for a few days... Or, maybe, weeks?
*Source: lyuk.media/news/the-power-plan… (it's ukrainian, but, if you're interested, u can use translator)
Situation is serious, but, at least, part of day we still have electricity, and my mental health became better after almost 2 month my pills (antiderpessent), so maybe I finally can recover a bit and finally start to work :'>

Also I leaved UA art community because of it toxicity... At the end of February. This circumstance also helped me get on the road to mental recovery. Seriously, it such a big theme. Maybe I'll tell you later about it, because it's reason why a lot of ukrainian artists feel so despondent.
What about me:
I'm tired of UAa art community and won't to be repressed because of my game and fandom tastes :^)
(For example, big part of UA art comm are hates mihoyo games because they still doing collaborations with r_ssia, and these people, that UA art comm part, are bullying another ukrainian artists who even no draw Gi/HSR characters, but still playing these games; also Hazbin Hotel is one of "questionable subject" for UA art comm, so, if you like it, you immediatelly became traitor and separatist, bruuuuh)
I'm still UKRAINIAN artist and I love my country, but I don't like our art community :c (Not all, but BIG part of it)

Some GOOD news:
- I can finally WALK (still painfull and slow, but almost without crutches!)
- My cats are feeling good (and f...cking my mind every day), also I need to sterilize younger one soon, but for him this isn't a good news xD
- No one of my family members was injured from r_zzian rocket attack (my home still stay unscathed!)
- My bro (friend, not a real "brother") from Odesa sent me package with some food and candles c': (It's special candles for that long moments when there is no light and electricity in my part of city)
- I started to ride on my bicycle >w< It's really great news, bc it helps me to fix part of metnal issues which I accumulated during 2 months inside my flat with depression and total boredom
( I hate real "brother" and personally want to prick that piece of trash with a knife; at the same time my friends are saint persons for me)

Umm, what's more. I'm working on my main project - SotBM (some old artworks you can find there: www.deviantart.com/dannyelgray… ). Almost not drawing, but write a lot.
I have some google docs with SotBM "wiki" - the thing I'm working on during last ~2 weeks, but firstly it's technical information for myself, because I'm used to forgot a lot of things (SotBM has BIG lore and information about it multiverse, it's hard to remember ALL of this shit, ugh). Maybe later I'll translate part of this and share it here, but I'm not sure... Because I'm afraid that someone could want to steal it, even if I want more people to know about my story and original world:c
... Maybe I'm paranoid, but it's dangerous to share something - because of f...cking AI and unscrupulous people :'>

Wellp, that's all for now. If i owed you something (commission or YCH) and you're not sure that I remember this - dm me!
(For JafanAdis: please, remind me about all what I owed you!)