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I'm clumsy
Everytime you trust me with something delicate, I break it.
No matter how careful I am, you always cry
No matter how cautious, careful, caring I try to be, I always hurt your feelings.
I'm clumsy
I try to help you, but you cry.
Maybe I'm stupid,
Maybe I'm clumsy
......
Or maybe its you
It's not as bad as you think it is, you just like to complain
Maybe I'm not clumsy..
Maybe your just mean
No matter what I say you are always
Mad, hateful, sad.
But actions speak louder than words

So I tried that...
You shed more tears and you yelled louder than I thought humanly possible
But I didn't break anything
Everytime I did something you were happy
But then it wasn't enough
You thought I should do more
But constant acts of unusual kindess, just wore off the effect
So now you're angrier than before

You scare off all my friends,
Because you don't like anyone
Because all my friends use, abuse and make fun of me
At least in your mind

But you never think once about my mind
How it's torn to bits now and I
no longer have a heart

It's cold in my mind, no feelings coming from my heart
That your never-ending rage has torn apart
It's cold in my mind, nothing but logic,
Facts, figures and other statistics

I'm tired of appeasing you
Because there is no method for appeasment that is
Tried and true

But maybe I should thank you,
Logic is clearer, without the fog of feeling
I see right through you and her and him
Perhaps even me too

I'm an outsider and observer,
I don't communicate, even though they think I do
My words have become an illusion
Masking the remains of the hellish life you've put me through

But now after even the logic failed me
And you tore apart my last retreat
I sit in my quiet corner, and realize...
Feet are odd looking

Oh, look, here come the nice men in the white coats down the hall
To give me those terrible pills, I want to shreik
But I still have one thing to look to...
If I'm good they'll let me out of my jacket for a week.

Description
I'm clumsy
Everytime you trust me with something delicate, I break it.
No matter how careful I am, you always cry
No matter how cautious, careful, caring I try to be, I always hurt your feelings.
I'm clumsy
I try to help you, but you cry.
Maybe I'm stupid,
Maybe I'm clumsy
......
Or maybe its you
It's not as bad as you think it is, you just like to complain
Maybe I'm not clumsy..
Maybe your just mean
No matter what I say you are always
Mad, hateful, sad.
But actions speak louder than words

So I tried that...
You shed more tears and you yelled louder than I thought humanly possible
But I didn't break anything
Everytime I did something you were happy
But then it wasn't enough
You thought I should do more
But constant acts of unusual kindess, just wore off the effect
So now you're angrier than before

You scare off all my friends,
Because you don't like anyone
Because all my friends use, abuse and make fun of me
At least in your mind

But you never think once about my mind
How it's torn to bits now and I
no longer have a heart

It's cold in my mind, no feelings coming from my heart
That your never-ending rage has torn apart
It's cold in my mind, nothing but logic,
Facts, figures and other statistics

I'm tired of appeasing you
Because there is no method for appeasment that is
Tried and true

But maybe I should thank you,
Logic is clearer, without the fog of feeling
I see right through you and her and him
Perhaps even me too

I'm an outsider and observer,
I don't communicate, even though they think I do
My words have become an illusion
Masking the remains of the hellish life you've put me through

But now after even the logic failed me
And you tore apart my last retreat
I sit in my quiet corner, and realize...
Feet are odd looking

Oh, look, here come the nice men in the white coats down the hall
To give me those terrible pills, I want to shreik
But I still have one thing to look to...
If I'm good they'll let me out of my jacket for a week.