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Description

Blame the family

Blame the bully

Blame it on me

Maybe s/he needed to be wanted


|General Information|

Name: Azaleapaw

Reason for Name: Azalea - based on pelt color , Paw - rank

Previous Names: Azaleakit

Gender: intersex ( he/him ) ( sterile )

S.O : pansexual

Age: 6 moons

Breed(s): safari cat hybrid x mixed 

Shapeshift Form: Tasmanian devil

Clan: Hissclan

Rank: Subordinate ( soldier )


|Family Information|

Father(s): Shrewfang ( unknown status )

Mother(s): Rabbitear

Brother(s): mousepaw

Sister(s): berrypaw

Mate(s): x

Kit(s): x

Other: Darkglide ( grandma ) x Weedwhisker ( grandpa, donor )

|Personality|

kind-hearted, caring, fairly comical, and possesses a strong love and loyalty towards his family. Although he may be described as a creepy cat due to his wild cat blood and tendency to 'glare'/watch other's from his nest, Azalea is actually a quiet, shy, and kind cat who easily becomes nervous and suffers from anxiety. He seems to be quite selfless when it comes to his family and  encourages his family members to express themselves instead of bottling up their emotions. He often tries to keep all negative attention to himself rather than his mother or siblings, which only adds to the whole "he's a creepy wild cat" rumor.
He's a desperate cat when it comes to approval and care, but is ,unfortunately, willing to become the scapegoat at most time.
He spends a lot of time in his nest after training, seemingly cuddling with his brother and telling him he's in pain often.


|Senses|

> Sight (1/10) - 2

> Hearing (1/10) - 2

> Smell (1/10) - 2

> Taste (1/10) - 2

> Touch (1/10) - 3


|Stats|

> HP - 15

> Strength - 3

> Agility -  2

> Intelligence -  5

(Every character starts with 15HP and has 15 stat points to distribute)


|Backstory| 

Newborn - tw - homophobia, neglect(?) ( very hinted )

Azaleakit was born to Shrewfang and Rabbitear. Rabbitear was a caring molly, yet very headstrong and had a temper to her.
Shrewfang was more distant, he didn't hate the kits or Rabbitear, but the tom never wanted to be in this relationship. He cared about Rabbiteat and loved her only as a friend. Darkglide didn't wanted him to end up alone for the rest of his life and basically 'pulled on strings' to get them together. 
Rabbitfur didn't seem to mind having a family, and so Darkglide got what she wanted.

Shrewfang did parent the kits, but it was never easy for him. So one day after a clash with howlclan, Shrewfang was nowhere to be found at first. Apparently he left, he fought and protected the kits but when that was over, he wanted to be gone.
he wasn't happy being in a relationship, he didn't wanted to do this but felt like he had no other way.
He told Rabbitfur he was leaving and didn't told her the true reason, he was scared. Rabbitfur didn't react well to him leaving, she felt guilt and so many emotions upon realizing he was never happy and left. Instead of talking to Darkglide (aka mom in law)
or trying to seek help, she simply twisted the truth that would be 'easier' to face, masking her pain with anger. Making sure cats knew that Shrewfang left because he didn't care about the family despite the fact that he did. 

So as Azaleakit, Mousekit and Berrykit grew, each developed their own feelings towards him.
Mousekit ,like his mother, Is angry, clearly hurt also, but secretly doesn't hate him despite many thinking so
. Berrykit doesn't talk about him unless she has to and gets visibly upset, she's confused and doesn't understand why.
Azaleakit is conflicted, it's constantly showed down his throat that Shrewfang doesn't care about him, the young pink kit tries to push away every good interaction he had with Shrewfang, so he wont see him as "a loving and kind yet sad father" but "a random tom that left us all behind like trash" but it's quite hard for him, the void is there.

It's not exactly sunshine and roses with Rabbitear either, while she isn't abusive or anything.
She doesn't know why she 'drove' shrewfang away, and so her temper is almost always high, she does her best to be kind to those around her, but her mere voice tells so much about her emotions and general state.
And so Azaleakit only stays close to his siblings, so he may finally feel wanted.

Subordinate - 

Azaleakit, Mousekit and Berrykit became Subordinates, Azalea and Berry became soldier subor while Mouse became a hunter subor.

Soldier -

x future x

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