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take me home to my HEART..
“..let me go and i will run, i will not be silenced..”
Musical Inspiration: Shattered by Trading Yesterday
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Behind this image;;
Your entire childhood, your parents, teachers, friends and everyone you meet encourage you to build dreams of what you will be when you "grow up". Yet when you are grown up everything you dreamed about and imagined that you would be is all just a fabrication, you were led to believe a lie, just another odd bod having to settle for the less than satisfactory because your dream was just a little too far from your reach to get there in your lifetime. There are many thing that you are led to believe when you are a child that are far from any truth when you become an adult.. I feel cheated out of living the kind of life that I want to. I feel like I was built up just to fall at the end of it all. But what do I know, I'm apparently just a fountain of non-knowledge.
Please read >click < and listen (on the link above) to the lyrics of "Shattered" by Trading Yesterday and you will see where this image comes from. I can relate to this song right now, I wish it wasn't the case, but it's true.. I am nothing but damaged goods and no one will ever want me because of it.

With Peace




(I hope that I don't have to regret not watermarking this big and bright across the middle! If you have any sense at all, or know how hard I fight for my art, then you'll know that taking this would be a VERY bad idea, I trust you're not brain-dead enough to do it anyway!?)


&& {big} Full View please - Everything is better when you see the bigger picture! ^^ .x
This is not a freebie!
-- Steal this and I will make ginger bread cookies of your body like the killer did in Black Christmas!



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C R E D I T S
Photomanipulation copyrighted to devils-horizon. All rights reserved, 2009.
Horse: ~CoolestnoudJ
Backgrounds: Personal Stock Photography by me.
Brushes: =arrsistable
Everything Else: hand drawn by *devils-horizon
Musical Inspiration: "Shattered" by Trading Yesterday
Program & Accessories: Adobe Photoshop CS2 & Wacom Graphire4 A6 Tablet
Layers: approx. 50+
Planning Time: 1-2 days.
Time Manipping: 3-4 hrs.

IMPORTANT © COPYRIGHT NOTICE
The work contained in my gallery is copyrighted ©2005-2009 Vicki Clarke. devils-horizon at deviantart.com All rights reserved. My work may not be reproduced, copied, edited, published, transmitted or uploaded in any way without my written permission. My work does not belong to the public domain. If you have doubts about this matter email me to velvet_mountains@hotmail.com
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Comments: 100

xxfantaisiamanipsxx [2009-06-10 21:12:10 +0000 UTC]

WOW Vicky this is just gorgeous!
omg i'm in love with this picture, see that's
why your the best artist on here with horses, (and also
arris is )

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devils-horizon In reply to xxfantaisiamanipsxx [2009-06-13 18:31:19 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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xxfantaisiamanipsxx In reply to devils-horizon [2009-06-15 21:50:52 +0000 UTC]

your welcome

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foureyesbill [2009-06-10 21:05:22 +0000 UTC]

its beautiful and full of feeling

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devils-horizon In reply to foureyesbill [2009-06-13 18:31:23 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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Butterfly-Logic [2009-06-10 16:43:22 +0000 UTC]

I love how I can relate to so many of your beautiful pieces. But this one, I think I can relate to most of all.

Another thing: when people say "It'll last forever", and it turns out that it's not long before whatever it was that was meant to last shatters, dissolves, fades away. That gets me like ... whoa.

But yeah, enough from me. Beautiful, beautiful work, as always. <33333

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devils-horizon In reply to Butterfly-Logic [2009-06-13 18:31:36 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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Butterfly-Logic In reply to devils-horizon [2009-06-13 20:33:34 +0000 UTC]

You're most welcome! <3

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cenizo-verum [2009-06-10 16:43:22 +0000 UTC]

wow! that's so gorgeous!
I love the emotion

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devils-horizon In reply to cenizo-verum [2009-06-13 18:31:28 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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cenizo-verum In reply to devils-horizon [2009-06-13 19:45:19 +0000 UTC]

no problem! it's awesome

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le-Rosemont [2009-06-10 14:45:23 +0000 UTC]

'Damage' just helps to build a person, and mould them into someone better. You can learn from your mistakes and the mistakes of others that affect you, and if you give up, then none of it will have been worthwhile.
You're not a failure just because you haven't yet managed some of the things you wanted. There is still plenty of time, you are still young.
And if they had told you you couldn't do or be the things you dreamt of, I doubt you would be a motivated or strong person, you would not want to try and you would not have the courage to make beautiful things like this image. It's amazing.

You just need to get past these obstacles, and take it as learning experience.

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devils-horizon In reply to le-Rosemont [2009-06-13 18:31:51 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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le-Rosemont In reply to devils-horizon [2009-06-13 19:18:49 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure

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Graphic-Styles In reply to ??? [2009-06-10 09:16:54 +0000 UTC]

this is just breathtaking... It really touches me, cause there were months I felt like this. I thought whatever I did, whatever I believed in was wrong...
I know, it will be better some day, please, don't give up on yourself.

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devils-horizon In reply to Graphic-Styles [2009-06-13 18:32:02 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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MiraeChaos [2009-06-10 08:40:02 +0000 UTC]

Wow.. just that.. WOw.. This has to be one of your most awsome pieces ever.. And i love all your work X3
The feeling is soo great... I could barely manage to pull my eyes away to type this X3

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devils-horizon In reply to MiraeChaos [2009-06-13 18:32:07 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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RT-Roz [2009-06-10 06:45:48 +0000 UTC]

<3 <3 <3

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devils-horizon In reply to RT-Roz [2009-06-13 18:32:13 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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surendrarajawat [2009-06-10 05:54:16 +0000 UTC]

sooo.....beautiful!!!!!!!!!!!

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devils-horizon In reply to surendrarajawat [2009-06-13 18:32:21 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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tsumetaiyoru [2009-06-10 05:46:00 +0000 UTC]

Absolutely breathtaking.

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devils-horizon In reply to tsumetaiyoru [2009-06-13 18:32:25 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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tsumetaiyoru In reply to devils-horizon [2009-06-13 19:32:08 +0000 UTC]

You are very welcome!

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tynomi [2009-06-10 05:20:31 +0000 UTC]

oh. my. gosh. that's gorgeous!!!

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devils-horizon In reply to tynomi [2009-06-13 18:32:30 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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Catskills [2009-06-10 05:04:58 +0000 UTC]

<333 you aren't damaged goods and we alllll love you!!

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devils-horizon In reply to Catskills [2009-06-13 18:32:36 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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digitalvagrant [2009-06-10 04:21:40 +0000 UTC]

Very beautiful and powerful; I can feel the emotion you put into it. I hope things turn around, and that you remember all of the good things that you are.

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devils-horizon In reply to digitalvagrant [2009-06-13 18:32:47 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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Cowgirlup505 In reply to ??? [2009-06-10 02:25:37 +0000 UTC]

Your art is ALWAYS beautiful, this is truly amazing..... This piece is breathtaking and the emotion I get from it is so real *it is real* but awesome job really!!!

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devils-horizon In reply to Cowgirlup505 [2009-06-13 18:32:58 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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Serephinex [2009-06-10 01:03:44 +0000 UTC]

You are NOT damaged goods. Not at all.
You are NOT worthless.
You are an amazing person, who I happen to love and adore. You can do whatever you want, as long as you put your mind to it - and thats not the maternal instincts kickin' in mind'ja -thats just because I know what kind of person you are. Unlike many people here, I have met you. Sure, I didn't spend massives of time with you, but I'd say out of most people here (despite Carol) I'm thinkin' I know you best of all.
And if i say you can do it, God Damnit, you can do it.

*ahem* Now, onto the image. It's gorgeous as usual.
Stuff like this, Vicki... You'll find yourself in the space you need. Just have a little faith in yourself.
You're my rolemodel, Victoria... don't fade on me now.

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Scotston In reply to Serephinex [2009-06-10 12:34:16 +0000 UTC]

I agree with Serephinex,

Alot of people depend on those who are so much more 'deeper' then others, those are often 'damaged' people, but they are often the best

But even still.. regardless of any damage you may see, others still love you for it

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Serephinex In reply to Scotston [2009-06-10 16:36:58 +0000 UTC]

I don't see her damaged at all, personally.
Vicki's able to be deep and amazing just because of who she is.
I just wish she'd see it.

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Scotston In reply to Serephinex [2009-06-10 18:03:05 +0000 UTC]

Neither do i.
Sometimes greatness cant be seen by the person who holds such a thing, its still sad

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Serephinex In reply to Scotston [2009-06-10 18:26:54 +0000 UTC]

it's even more sad that she's probably read this and it still hasn't sunk in.
Vicki darling, we all love you

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karliashi In reply to ??? [2009-06-10 00:26:02 +0000 UTC]

Very beautiful, I fully agree about being led to believe lie *sigh* Id love to have reset button lol.
Amazing piece!

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devils-horizon In reply to karliashi [2009-06-13 18:33:05 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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ridingxruffian [2009-06-10 00:22:36 +0000 UTC]

My motto has always been, "Give me wings and I will fly."
Instant fave.

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devils-horizon In reply to ridingxruffian [2009-06-13 18:33:13 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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yellowicous [2009-06-10 00:13:45 +0000 UTC]

It's so beautiful! Great concept too!

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devils-horizon In reply to yellowicous [2009-06-13 18:33:17 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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passionately [2009-06-10 00:01:55 +0000 UTC]

this is so beautiful. (i relate, but then i don't. i'm still young and my dreams seem closer than logic tells me they are)

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devils-horizon In reply to passionately [2009-06-13 18:33:21 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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passionately In reply to devils-horizon [2009-06-13 19:47:23 +0000 UTC]

you are very welcome.

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neglected-soulmate In reply to ??? [2009-06-09 23:52:09 +0000 UTC]

this is gorgeous as always luv

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devils-horizon In reply to neglected-soulmate [2009-06-13 18:33:27 +0000 UTC]

thank you very much

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